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Gulishta Jan 2018
Is it real? ?
       Or just smoke and mirrors??

Are you really mine??
      Or its just an illusion having you by my side? ?

You've always been mine...
      Just in the wildest dreams...
I have at night.

Is this the way how magic feels??
      Surreal.....,
           Indescribable....
                     Unbelievable...,
                             Unapproachable.
But....still existing!.

The way you smiled with your eyes for me...
The way this time I actually saw the vulnerability.

Were you waiting? ??...
                          like I was.
For me to claim you as mine..
Gulishta Jan 2018
Going back to the time,
When everything was bright as sunshine.
When there wasn't any regret or longing.
When there wasn't any heartbreak or betrayal.
When there wasn't any Lost dreams..
And I wasn't a lost soul.
When there was a world full of hopes and day dreams.
Favourite books and ice creams.
When our greatest worry was ...
  How to stay out late..
Ohh how I wish to go back to those days.

Now ,
I came back to the place,
                      Where we started it all.
A place of firsts and forever.
A place that still feel like home.
A place where you were 20ft away.
Where We tried several times but couldn't stay away.
A place where now I feel like an intruder.
Just like people living in your house being strangers.

I came back to see where things started to fall. .
Did I read you wrong??
Or our bond just wasn't that strong? ?
I couldn't stay with you..
Even if I wanted to..
You are not the person you used to be.
So I came back to the beginning. .
To search back that boy who was my soul.
And With whom I had it all.
Gulishta Jan 2018
From the moment we met.
                 To the moment you left.
I knew you gonna hurt me,
                    Gonna let me down..
      Oh! You let me down so gently.

You were always right.
                 I always at the fault.
I showered you with trust,affection and friendship .
                You kept your's hidden in a vault.

I was quick to response.
          Always eager for more.
You were hesitant in everything you did.
           Wasn't able to assure.

It was a modern day fairy-tale.
       Not at all a happily ever after.
But you did leave a scar behind.
       For me to remember you forever.

You are the mistake I don't regret.
      I stepped into it aware and intentionally.
But I didn't count to get my heart involved.
And getting "let down gently".
Gulishta Jan 2018
Your breath fanning my face.
Your hands in my hairs.
The depth of your dark eyes staring at me.
The power that flows from you to me.
The intensity with you love.
This spark simmering between us.
Blood flowing with undercurrent.
The pulse beating behind your ear.
My hands drifting down your back.
Our breathing that's increasing every passing sec.
The buildup of this chemistry..
Hovering over the edge.
Diving down from this cliff.
One touch..... is all what it took,
For me to come undone.
Gulishta Jan 2018
Sitting at your door,
Knocking every once in a while.
Waiting for you to open up,
So I could stay there for a while.

Call me an opportunist,
Call me a begger.
Call me your own reflection,
Call me a wager.

Won't go until I met you,
Waiting for it to happen.
Or you can make it easy for me,
Do something about it.

Everything that has to happen,
Is going to happen anyway.
You wanna stand and stare me in the eyes?
Or you can give me your back,
I'll enter from your side.

Being afraid of me,
Won't do you any good.
I'm persistent, stubborn and relentless.

Wanna know who am I? ?
         YOUR DESTINY.
Gulishta Jan 2018
I walk around with
My chest wide open.
My heart ripped out.
Nobody can see it.

My world's falling apart.
No land beneath my feet.
My soul crushed into
Millions of pieces.
Nobody can see them.

My eyes bleeding tears.
My hands outstretched for help.
I'm crying for mercy.
No one to can hear it.

I'm invisible. ..
     Nobody can see me.
Gulishta Dec 2017
You were music and sunshine.
You were laughter and light.
You burned so bright while having a dark side.
When you were around. ..
                           I felt alive.
I was unstoppable. ......
                           With you by my side.
You inspired emotions. ....
                           And intense feelings.
You became my muse....
                         Made writing easy.
Then you left....
                    Took away my words with you.
Now I'm a poet ...
          Struggling to write anything that doesn't remind me of you.
           Every word feel dishonest.
           Every verse broken.
           Every promise a lie.
           Every poem incomplete.
          And I'm trying to get by.
I let you go...
            Because you wanted me to.
I closed the door...
            I thought it'll help me through.
Just please return my words...
           Then go back to being you.
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