When I close my eyes, I can still see you,
When I close my eyes, I feel so much fear,
You stand before me and say "I won't do it again,"
You and your perverted, ***** mind, took away a child's innocence
You broke me apart into a million pieces and made me fear the world,
I feel so lonely inside, I feel so much fear inside,
There is no escape from you,
I'm crying inside, I'm bleeding inside, I'm hurting inside
Its so facinating how people don't notice,
The future does not look bright for me,
It's best for me to stop trying,
There is no hope

Darkness...,
Such a fascinating thing,
In which nothing can truly be seen,
In darkness, there is a feeling of fear,
But somehow, and in some way,
In darkness you are there,
Present and visible you stand before me,
It’s amazing how in darkness,I can easily identify you
It’s pitch black but I can still see you,
It’s truly frightening,to the point where I know there is no escape from you

Fear...,
Fear is something that eats you up inside and never let's go of you,
Fear is something that can linger even on your death bed,
Fear is your breath on my body and your touch,
It is your face, your eyes, and your hands,
Fear makes me panic and feel like I'm reliving my worst nightmare,
It makes it hard to distinguish fantasy from reality,
Fear makes me want to overdose on drugs and take my last breath,
Fear causes pain and sadness which can feel like an eternity,
Fear makes me cry like a little girl,
It makes me feel ***** and disgusting in so many ways,
Fear is you...,

I'm scared and I'm anxious,
I'm starting to dissociate, I can't control myself,
I scream and I shout your name and your name only,
I start to put the blame on those who truly are not the ones to blame,
I can still feel you on my body, I can still feel your touch,
I never knew this would be the aftermath,
I will forever wonder if you truly feel guilty

Outside my window there is a dark, lonely sky,
The moon is barely visible, there is no bright star, and there is no hope,
Outside my window you stand before me,
I can see your face, your mouth, your eyes, your arms, and your hands,
I start to dissociate, and then I become my "second person",
I close my eyes and I see you, I walk downtown and you're right there,
I see you in my dreams and you touch me, there is no escape,
Body violated, feelings hurt, innocence lost,
I curl up inside and I cry like a little girl,
Outside my window there stands a really bad man,
He touches girls and gets away with it,
He hurts people and feels no guilt about it,
Outside my window you stand before me,
Everywhere I go, you are right there,
There is no escape from the really bad man

It's truly disgusting in the kind of world we live in,
In which women like to degrade their own ***,
Instead of lifting women up and joining forces,
Why can't we just hold hands and help each other out?
Why do we always have to fight?
Why can't we just appreciate the beauty every woman holds inside of them?
Drama, hatred, and first thrown,
Makeup, stiletto nails, and high heels, Everyone just tries to fit in with the trend,
I'm just trying to be myself