Finally my broken heart is on the mend
I must stand tall and not bend
I still miss you voice your touch
I never knew love would hurt this much
I look up at the stars in the sky
I remember the light in your eyes
I look upon the moon up high
I miss you less the more time goes by
I wish you knew how much I still care
I even miss you patting my hair
But alas it wasn't meant to be
I'll say bye to you and you to me
Tears still come over me when I hear your name
I sorry I hurt you with this awful game.
Goodby my love I must move on
For our time is finished and gone

I look in the mirror and what do I see

I see two totally different images of me

I see the loving kind person I used to be

I also see the angry sad and cruel person hurt and pain has made me

It breaks my heart in two
Knowing the pain I have caused you

The kind me longs to be wrapped in your arms once more

The cruel me wants to settle a vindictive score

My heart and soul feel as if they are in a war

I'm fighting this down to my core

I want to put the wrong me finally  to rest

The loving kind me is the best!

Running  through my brain
Emotions filled with anger sadness and pain
Walking to the edge and looking down
I know I could end it all by hitting the ground
Trying hard to find a reason to live some more
I search my hardest right down to my core
I recall memories of my life
Some are happy others filled with strife
Memories come flowing  through my brain
Tears run down like a torrential rain
I think of my daughter and son
Memories filled with laughter and fun
Being grandma has brought lots of joy
1 granddaughter 4 grandboys
I step back from the very edge
Nope today  isn't the day I step off the ledge
I'll leave these words as I depart
May love joy and happiness fill your heart

Invisible Scars are just a token,
the young girls' heart has been broken
Tears burn her eyes like a fire
Someone to care about her is her utmost desire
The invisible scars are just a token
Of lines crossed and boundaries broken
the young girl still has a sliver of hope
She is figuring out life and how to cope
The invisible scars are just a token
But the young girls' spirit has never been broken
Happiness and Joy have awoken
Invisible scars are no longer a token because she was never broken