My survival has left,
His words and all.
The embrace he once offered,
Became harsh words that he ushered.
He loved me for a while,
Until he could love me no more.
He sat into his car,
He closed his door.
I treasure his last hug,
That last nervous peck.
I must've known somewhere inside,
His love for me was dying.
Not only was his love,
So was his unborn child.
When his friends heard of this,
The abuse was petty yet vile.
To joke about the miscarriage,
Of my true loves child.
And true love it were,
I made him feel all his worth.
I was the first brush against his skin,
I was the first naked body under his sheets.
I drank the guilt from his sin,
I kissed the spot where his heart beats.
Only to awake to a message from my love,
Our relationship was negative,
He wanted to leave and be done.
I let him go,
It killed me so painfully.
So slowly.
It was like a torturous death,
And he was the beautiful reaper.
He plucked me apart piece by piece,
He plucked until I could barely hold myself together.
He let me bleed and cry.
I'm sure my screams would've been heard for miles.
If it wasn't for the silence from my love...
And my unborn child.