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Rebecca Huitson Mar 2015
Life was once , happy
Then it took a turn.
Life stopped  moving
It became ******

Life became  quiet,
Life became  like a riot
Then it became my diet
Because of the virus

My heart was beating,
while I was bleeding

Yet, my heart kept on screaming

Words, never came out,
I came into doubt,
I don't know how,
I just said my vows
As i slowly drowsed
Rebecca Huitson Nov 2014
Time to go,
Time to fly,
Time to let go.

You had your chance,
Now it's mine.

You left,
My heart went down,
I count the years,
I just wanna cry.

I look,
I cry,
But No,
You are no where to be found.

The one women,
The one I love
My Life,
My Love
Mum!
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  Nov 2014 Rebecca Huitson
Elizabeth
I admit it, I'm afraid.

Darkness is coming, the pain is delayed.

I never thought my life would end like this.

A handful of pills and cuts on my wrist.

So sing me to sleep and ease me into my enternal rest.

I know there is nothing, but nothing must be better than being so depressed.

A ringing fills my ears and over takes the heart wrenching silence.

I admit it, I am afraid.

But I still don't wish that I had stayed.

And then I awake, moments later in my bed.

My breath is heavy and there's a pounding in my head.

I dreamt of what I wanted most, freedom.

A death without martyrdom.

But now I get up and start my day.

Yet I know, The nothing would be different if I faded away.
Rebecca Huitson Nov 2014
I wanna cry,
I wanna die,
I wanna see,
What difference I make?

You lie,
I Cry,
You belong,
I don't!

Why ME,
Why you,
Why can you see?
Why can't I?

I am done,
I am Sick,
I am nothing
You are everything,
You belong,
I DON'T!
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Rebecca Huitson Nov 2014
Life was hard
When you past
No one to love
No one to go to

It never got easy
I thought If I asked
Just once
Mabey just once

It get easy
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Rebecca Huitson Nov 2014
I sleep at night
All nice and tight
Before i fly a kite
And lick a ****

A **** is a girl
That loves anther
Thats sits on a cover
Licking her lover

She covers her scars
By using scarf
As she draws pretty pictures
In a blood like colour
That shows her story
From anther mother

I am not spoken
As i cant tell my pain
She saves me from my sorrow
And the tingling pain

She cut her wrists
As she see the sight of no other
And cares like a mother
When she see her grandmother

From the age of eight
She would cry until  late
And eat a slice of cake
Thats fills her heart with fate

She paints a pretty picture
On her wrist you may ask
That tell her story to the nation
What they can not bear
As they dont care

She has a mother
That sleeps in a cover
With cuffs on her wrist
But with a twist
Of a kiss

While the daughter paints
A pretty picture
On her wrist
In a blood like colour.
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