I'm afraid of just two things.
The first is losing you,
The second is being manipulative.
I'm afraid of abusing you,
I'm afraid of misusing you.
I'm afraid of hurting you,
Showing you someone I'm not.
If you want to make a change
In anything, I'll help you.
If you're hurt, in pain,
I won't leave you.
It's my decision to stand by your side
Until I know everything is okay.
I'm going to support you
In everything you do,
No matter how tempting it is
To either of us,
No matter how bizzare the situation.
I know that I don't want to
Marry anybody yet,
You're no exception,
But I have morals, codes,
Rules I live by
And how I treat people.
I live by an eye for an eye,
And you deserve more than I can give.
You deserve my protection,
My belongings, my money,
Everything I have.
But I wouldn't say that you deserve my life,
Although I would take a bullet for you
Any day that I walk this earth.
I've seen plenty of "men" treat women like
Its World War One all over again.
Neither side gains ground
And prefers to hide in their trenches,
Protected by machine guns and barbed wire.
And some of the ways I've seen on TV,
Some of the stories I heard from family,
Read in books, seem in video games,
They just make me sick.
I never want to become what I hate.
I'll get angry and frustrated at times.
I'll get ******* to the point where
I'll just walk away.
But I swear,
If I ever hit you, or any girl for that matter,
I'll be killing myself in the process.