I am tired and frustrated by you
Hope this is the familiar ear I'm searching for
It's mostly my fault, I should've
But who could blame me? Your enchanting smile dumbed me
Are the lady from the park?

How could I not for
All your words echoed in the ears of your temple,
If you keep searching  for the lady from the park, you will never find me if that's me you are looking for.
Familiarity  breeds contempt, which could be why you are feeling  that way .

It pains to loose that I've just found
If having you denies me knowing you -
Strip me in half,as I scrape your memory from my heart
In this farewell I greet you
As the distance between grows
Shout your name so it may lift my sails over the horizon.

I tried  to be a rainbow on your  horizon, but you kept  looking for the *** of gold.
Do you not know that our  memories  are timeless  treasures  of the heart,

The distance  between us delivers  the uncertainty  of the heart growing fonder, It is as if I exist in two places  here and where your mind is.

Now that I am in your shoes with different size I understand why you did what you did.
This Journey call motherhood is not an easy one, you had a lot to carry I guess  that why you had to leave me behind.
Well let me tell you about her, she is a fusion of me and her dad. I wouldn’t say that I was ready for her but she was ready for me.
I asked God that “why would you let me be a parent when I have never been parented by my own parents?”
He said “you are going to parent yourself through that child, you are going to be a mother that you wanted your mother to be to you”. Well I have to say being my own mother is not easy maybe that’s why you did what you did.
As  I said before i am my mother’s child not my mother

Pillows have become my new best friend
Brushing my tongue has become my worst enemy
Water has become my way of survival
The toilet has become my second home
I have tasted the same food twice
I have become full without eating anything
The day and night have become the same thing
I have been the same person with different looks 😊
My speed has become the one of my grandmother

Cupid  must be stupid
He been shooting arrows everywhere
I just happen to be stabbed by one
He smile and said it’s a gift