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Estrella Oct 2019
What is hell?
Is it fire?
Is it ice?
Is it nice?
I think not
I think God is testing us to see if we can survive the true hell
Well, guess what God...
I'm already here
I've already stared right into the abyss
And before I knew it
I had jumped right in
And it hurt
It hurts so ******* bad!
It hurts that the one who pushed me in is you
And with that one push and shove
I've lost faith
I've lost faith in you
I've lost faith in all that you've given me
All you've ever done is stare
You stare as though you have no care
As though I am lesser than you
So tell me is it true what they say?
Is it true or does it just pass by you?
Is blood truly thicker than water?
Or is it I am not truly a human to you?
Is blood thicker than water or is it just you don't love me?
Estrella Sep 2019
My heart is racing
My mind in pounding
My breath is shortening
My eyes are blurring
My life is thinning
My time is s l o w i n g to a crawl
My fear is unparalleled
My panic gone wild
I am afraid
I am scared
I don't know what to do
I am alone
I'm alone in my misery
I'm alone right behind the door
I'm alone and you can hear me!
But you choose to ignore
I am alone in every way of the world
You, my maker, have left me here
You've left me in my despair
You've left me without a care
I wish to scream out to you but instead can only hang m head
I am a survivor my story untold
I will never tell but I will hold
I will hold it in
I will never tell
I am the survivor
And you are the one whose put me through hell

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