Esther En Qin Jul 17

It is funny how
I gave so much advice to people
To be strong
fight back
never hide your feelings
Instead,I was the one who couldn't do it
after helping others to be strong
I was the one who wasn't strong after all

Esther En Qin May 30

Though you may never think of me
as someone more than a friend

I hope that you'll cherish me
Though it wont be as much as I do

I hope that you'd treat her well
Though I'd hope you'll treat me better

I hope someday you will notice my feelings
Though I'm scare to know your reaction if you did

I hope someday you will love me
Though it may never happen

Esther En Qin Apr 26

"I trusted you,how could you do this to me?"
"I never ask you to trust me,
you yourself placed your faith on me"

Esther En Qin Apr 16

For us,I will
But
Will you,for us?

Esther En Qin Feb 18

Just to let you know
I'm finally moving on now
after a year of you stuck in my head
tossing and turning every night before I sleep
finally I won't do that anymore

Just to let you know
I've learn from my mistakes
I learned that I should never trust someone too much
the fact that I trusted you too much
that you'll be forever mine
forever by my side
was a huge impact on me after you left

Just to let you know
If I see you again
You'll see a new me
I'll be a independent strong woman
You'll see how good my life is without you
That it'll make you wonder why you left me
That it'll make you want me back

Just to let you know
I won't ever look back
I'll officially stop thinking about you
I'll take a step further now
Anything that is left behind
I'll never go and get it back
because I'm finally moving on now

It is funny how
I gave so much advice to people
To be strong
fight back
never hide your feelings
Instead,I was the one who couldn't do it
after helping others to be strong
I was the one who isn't strong after all

Esther En Qin Jan 19

Countless times I told myself
Never ever fall in love easily

Countless times I told myself
Never ever repeat the mistakes

Countless times I told myself
Stop putting on high hope on someone

Countless times I told myself
Never trust someone easily

Countless times I told myself
Reminding dear self my heart is covered with scars

Countless times  I told myself
To be happy

Countless times I told myself
To put myself first instead of others

Countless times I told myself
To love myself more than others

Countless times I told myself
Stay away from from relationships

Because relationships
Was the reason to my scars
Of my heart that is now badly damaged

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