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You took me in
Gave me a home
When all I had been shown
Was pain
Life after life just thrown down the drain
I walked my own insane little lane
Left to whither and dry, lost between the breaking seams of my mind.
It's possible to drown with out water, right?
Heres the game of life..
Go on, roll the **** dice
I was never lucky with board games... Or living...
Ouch.
My mind drowns from pain
As I crouch
Your punches my company.
I'm nothing more then a drain
For the results of your pointless little game.
Ouch.
Words hurt just as much as punches
Every person has a vile enemy to overcome,
It may be a person, or even a book to some.
But for myself, alas, it is but a feeling,
Of the tearing of one's heart as well as its' resealing.

I strive to love, yet not to yield,
I dive in headstrong, but not without a shield.
A sword in my hand, pointed to thee,
But unknowingly, an arrow flies towards me.

It hits its' mark, strong and true,
And I fall, weakened, and clouds wave as I pass through.
Blinded now, I reach for thy hand,
A chuckle is heard, and my fist closes around sand.

Sly is the tactic thou hast used to elude me once more,
But I, a damsel, remained oblivious as the seams of my heart were torn.
I continue to fall, but then I reached the end,
And I could only wish that I had resumed falling again.

The bottom had been sharp, and it pierced me through,
My eyes, my chest... and oh, the screams it had ensued!
Never before had I experienced such agony,
I suppose then, that this is why love was- no, is a tragedy.

As my eyelids flutter close, tears escaped them one last time,
I lay impaled, love's greatest tragedy's prime.
I had known that this was the end of my conquest of love,
And I wished that no one would take this path for it was severely undeserved.
Love hurts, but the failure of overcoming it hurts a little more.
 Nov 2015 Kate Millar
Kenn
emptiness that is in my heart
still I don't know where to start,
because of the lies and hatred
I chose to be unloved and isolated

one day I became a freedom writer
then realized that people are liars,
that everyone left for a reason
but there is no explanation

until every broken pieces of my hea......
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*A freedom writer that has a missing part of a poet and a missing heart..
"missing heart.."
 Nov 2015 Kate Millar
Graff1980
Your fingers fly
Typing out why
You want to commit
Suicide
The pills barely
Do their job
But it only takes
One success
To find your death
Before you realize
We are all connected

You holler out
Shouting about
How the countries changed
Can’t explain
Why you want
To go back again
Failing to see
That we
Are all connected

You wear a badge
You wear a gun
I hear you yell
I see them run
The bullets
The bullets
Oh my god
The bullets
Tense and stressed
You shot him
And doing so
You wounded yourself
Because we are all connected

The fox news says
They are coming to take
Our jobs away
Our traditional values away
Our life is at stake
The terrorist will strike
Any day
The church says the same
Didn’t you hear me say
GOD ****** MAN
WE ARE ALL CONNECTED!!!!
 Nov 2015 Kate Millar
Lily
I smile for the camera,
For my friends,
For the people who matter,
And sometimes
Even those who don't.

I act like i'm alright
That I live a blissful life
Even when inside i'm dying
And unhappy as hell

This constant battle
That's eating me up alive
Is a fight for freedom
That can never be won
A mind inside my mind
With a war of it's own

I will always be alone
I know,
I will always be alone
And one day I will be forgotten
But the pain will never end
 Nov 2015 Kate Millar
Silencer
Its gone
It's gone
It's all, gone..

The storm has once again, clouded out the Sun
In fear,
A vicious cycle full of many
Yet, I can't seem to find one..

One to vent
One to be my Heaven sent
One to find the beauty in my mess
One to aliviate the pain that dwells inside my chest

But I have waited..
Waited for that day
To come..

And when it does...

I will know
Like an Angel she will glow
They will awe at the beauty God bestowed, upon the earth
Frantically believing our Savior has returned

All will ponder, "Who is her?"
Thou shall say, "Her, is She."

A form
of the unknown
My unfound love. A poetic transition to another.
'SHE'
she chewed through my ribs
& attached me to wings

subsistent, pretending
I don't need a thing

she pushed through my body
propelling a shriek

her hand fits me close
& her sleep fit my sheets

but I'm done with she's perfect
I'm shrinking in blinks
& I'm sick of this
balancing stilts built on dreams

& I've stopped all this tripping
my shoes are on tight
but I'll  
fall asleep
hoping
you slept good tonight
>|< Julie Butler
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