long time no see like a stranger in the streets ... a sound undetected except to me ... it's loud your presence like a beckoning sky but to others its the same just a breeze passing by ... still forever in my mind
I am very rusty... its been a long time hence the start... please leave feedback and HELLO again :)
I am tried of always being the one blamed ...i am tired of saying I am sorry for being mad or sad I am tired of...just... being blamed for everything I am tired of being the one everyone beats up on when they are mad just because I break so easily and apologize
I could feel the butterflies twisting and twirling within the pit of my stomach slowly rising like spiders out of my mouth when at last I spoke to the dark figure illuminated under the streetlamp.
Is when he craves your hugs above kissing Is when he holds your hand instead of your *** Is when he wraps his arms around your waist while you're talking to a friend Is when he tells he loves you even if your are mad at one another Is when he respects when you say your aren't ready... No matter what the situation Is when he teases you when you are when you are mad Is when he kisses you softly as to reassure you Is when he hugs you tightly even as people stare Is when he looks at you from across a room and smiles Is when he takes his time to tell you how much he loves you Is when he talks on the phone to no one but you for hours on end Is when he texts you more when he knows you're going through a painful situation Is when he gets down on one knee Not only in a public place. Nor in some alleyway But in a way that will bet even your own wildest dreams
The flavor upon the bride's lips was unique in flavor she thought… her last thought as she collapsed to the ground in the crimson red that had strained her mouth.
"You are happy today...I like you happy...you weren't happy yesterday"..... my mom while saying goodnight to me ........if only she knew how hard I've been crying and how many stains are on my pillow...
When will it stop... Why can't things go back... Please, I want my family back Like it used to be Before things got messed up When will it stop... When will we be together again?
I **** things up... lets just face the facts nothing I do is right not by you nor me I always mess up the plans even the voices in my head can agree I never feel when I should but do all the times around... I **** things up... lets face it... I've ****** us up too
Sometimes I just need to scream to be heard and loud yet the delicate of the world would snap under the sound ...should I care probably but when is everything else become more important then the shame, scared, and sorrow I feel
Knowing how it end it tears me apart what will it take for you to stay why is it the darkness that is here... its always here ... you told it to leave me alone but I invited it this time ... it is nice to me why did you never tell me before ...the way it carees my hands and wrist ... is this what you have been running from? ...why... it is... beautiful ... why are you crying I like my new friend they bring me comfort that was lost once you found out the darkness never left like you ... why can't I touch you? you just are pretending you can't feel thinking of guilting me away from... .... the light... I see it But I want my friend... Wait... Help... What have I done...
Why am I such a ***** up why do I always fail how can I tear up the world when it isn't even in my hand why cant I... live as the people on TV is it that fake of a "reality"