Once bitten
Twice shy
She's my true love but
I ain't her kinda guy

     Timber! I'm fallin' in love :)

it has only gotten worse.
i am terrified to speak the words aloud,
the guilt consumes me like maggots on a corpse.
i dont know how much longer i should stay or if leaving would even be any better because this is the happiest ive ever felt though i suppose at this point its less which one is better and more which ones less worse.
i mean look at this.
on my own **** paper and its not even original i feel like a puppy dog and i swear i am a real person with my own thoughts and desires a prime example being this completely unbounded feeling of fire that burns with blinding heat i cannot say it i cannot say it i cannot say it
and it destroys me.

I rake the ashes

of the olive stones and I --


smell my homesickness.

Please don't let me cry,
My tears are wiping out the silhouette of your face
and the colors of your voice
Like in windscreen wiper's case,
Memories I can't afford to erase.
Please don't let me cry!