From the first time I seen you I can't even lie I said **** who is this girl right here I tried to get close I didn't think you noticed but I'm so glad that you did the conversations that we have are cool and real you're beautiful in every sense of the fashion I'm just keeping it real from the first time I hugged you I was like **** you smell so good and when you held my hand in so many words I'm just trying to say I'm cool with being your friend but one day I hope I can be your man

I know I've done a lot of dumb things and I apologize for a lot of those things I know an apology can't fix those things but I am sorry I never meant to hurt you lied to you or cheat on you the things I did were just observed I'm giving you my word but if you give me this chance I promise I'll be a better man I do deserve the things you've done I should have loved you right the first time but I already ****** up no I got to man up and buck up because I know I ****** upand I don't want you going out there looking for a different man but I'm the one who broke your heart let me mend your broken heart

I don't know you like that but the conversations that we have make me want to get to know you even more I haven't even seen you face-to-face yet but I can't wait for the day that I see you I can't wait for the day I look you in your eyes I see your beautiful face I know I'm not your man yet but hopefully one day I can be but until then I'll accept your friendship you give me a feeling I haven't had in a long time this might be special

Why does love have to be so hard why can't it be easy it shouldn't be this hard this should be a little bit more simpler at times like a walk in the park just holding hands talking it doesn't have to be so hard when you love someone it should just be easy after a while you should be able to finish each other's sentences but loving me is hard I'm not easy to love but if youunderstand my love I will give you a conditional love

When you feel like you can't go on and you feel like your life is being torn apart can you ask God for forgiveness but you don't hear anything back. When you feel like the whole world is against you and you know you did your best but still no one can understand the pain that you have you feel like what you have done goes unnoticed the love you had has Venus and is no more when you look into the mirror and you hate the man you see and you realized that a chainsaw needs to be made in order for you to truly be free. I'm a broken Man who needs to be fixed I know my wrongs I know my rights I'm not perfect but I'm perfectly imperfect and that's fine for me

In love you can feel as high as the sky and sometimes you can feel as low as the ground Joy and Pain. Are just some of the things that  happen when you feel love and hurt when a person hurts you feel like dirt but when a person loves u it can feel  as warm as a Sunday