I loved you more than I loved me
Ignoring all of your flaws
because of what you said to me
Blinded by your love
I just gave you all of me
Now it is clear to me
That you are not who you said you are to be
Fake smiles, fake love, fake grasps
All of which you did just to say you had me
Your love was never what I imagined it to be

don't you dare put all the blame on me when i run out of patience
as i sit here, bruised and bloodied, in a war zone you created
it is not my job to validate your conscience, or intentions
when  it seems like every choice you make is immature
and selfish

Can we go back?
To the butterflies and shy touches
To the drunk nights and soft kisses
To when you looked at me with stars
Instead of the darkness that clouds your eyes

Can we?
I wanna go back and feel the warmth of your hand in mine
while we walk in the cold of july
When you held me close and smiled

Now all that's left is the memory of bliss
As your distance grows while seated beside me
Laughter turns to uncomfortable silence that slowly engulfs my memory

You were gone before I knew it,
but can we?
Go back to the past
where I know you loved me.

From broken Morse code
It's hard to convince your mind
That I cared for you