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I dreamed something unusual last night
I was travelling with someone that doesn't seem right
We were so close to each other
Up to the point that we held hands together

We traveled to a place faraway from here
I felt so secure having you near
We carry nothing but only our hopes and dreams
I see you as someone that I will truly endear

I don't know why I feel so close to you
It's like there is an attachment between us two
It feels like I've seen you before
It seems that I've known you before

Nostalgic as it seems
But still it is something that can't be unseen
I didn't notice it before
But now I'm loving you like never before

I want you to stay
I don't want you to go away
I want you to be in my arms
I want you to be with me watching the stars

#love #dream #stay

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

Nobody knows

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

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Nobody knows

Nobody knows the pain that i feel
Nobody knows how life for me is unreal
Nobody knows the anxiety that i have to deal

Every night
Every day
I always feel the darkness that won't ever fade
I'm hearing voices that I can't contain

The struggle that I am facing
is so life consuming
I can't remember the time
When I'm smiling genuinely...

depression is real

#anxiety #depression

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

Engulf my Reality

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

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Engulf my Reality

Darkness cannot fade
Is this truly my fate?
How deep does it take?
For me to suffer the pain

As I try to get up
I'm always pinned down
Thoughts marching in my mind
I asked myself if i can still survive

No answers were given
Just hopes and dreams going
Away it goes with the will
To live and be free of this chill

#depression #problems #thoughts

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

Wishes

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Wishes

Every time I close my eyes
I see visions of your smile
I sense the pain that you always hide
I feel hopeless every time

I wish that I could make everything better
I wish that I could make your life brighter
I wish that I can make you stronger
Seeing you miserable, makes me weaker

I hope miracles do come true
So that I can see that beautiful smile that you always do
I wish problem will go away from you
For you to start a life anew

#hope #miracles #support #appreciate

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

Living a life

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

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Living a life

Do we even wonder how we live?
or are we just going with the wind

Why do we always have to suffer
Is it a requirement for us to be much better?

Are we living the right way?
Or we are living it to seize the day?

No one knows how to live life correctly
We all had different principles that we believe deeply

We can't control the things around us
But we are in control of our behavior and emotions

We have to think positively
And brush off all the negativity

#optimistic #live #inspiration

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

It's been a while

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

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It's been a while

It's been a while old friend
How much time has it been since the last
adventure that we had
Do you think we can still create new bonds
or just fade with the memories of the past

I know its never too late to look back
but I wished I should've just took that step
We should be in on it together
Not just only me clutching on to dear faith forever

#sad #memories #oldtimes

Aug 2020 Dosen't matter

Alone

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Alone

Why do I feel so alone?
Why do I keep pushing away people?
I feel like I'm in an ocean drowning on my own
I feel like everything's going to crumble

Probably its my own fault
for building an iron wall encasing my soul
Is it dumb of me to think
That someone will destroy it in a blink

I realized it too late
I realized it too slow
now I feel alone because of my mistake
I feel like there's nowhere left for me to go

#alone #thoughts #regrets #feelings