To my brain: "It's sad when the person who mean a lot to you is now becoming a stranger in you life."
Friends and heart: "Try to talk to him, try to fix your mistake, try to tell him what you feel for them, try everything to not let them go."
Me: " I did try, but nothing works. Everything it goes wrong."

Don't say a thing to that person
that broke you.
The one that told you,
that you are not enough to them,
the troublemaker, the toxic one,
the annoying one, the wrong one.
Don't chase that person who broke you to stay.
It's better to stay quiet because,
if your love wasn't enough....
Do you think your words will matter?
No, not a little bit.
Just make you worse then before.

I'm really trying to say
so much more than
those three little words...

I'm trying to let you know
that I adore you
and that I cherish
the time we spend together..

I'm trying to explain
that I want you
and that I need you
and that I get lost in
wonderful thoughts
every time I think about you.

Each time I whisper
"I love you"
I'm trying to remind you
that you're the best thing
that has ever happen to me.

And saying those three words
are not just words
those are emotions when you say it.
This is Exactly for everyone you love.

I had with you 10 years of friendship.
Now a couple days ago I had started
to feel not loved by you more and more.
You had changed a lot,
you became more ******.
I want to ask you,  why?
Why did you decide to change now?
Why didn't you come to comfort me,
At the time I needed you the most
Why are you still lying if you know is true?
You hurt my heart everyday more and more.
I was the one who introduced my friends to you.
And now you left me, with all my friends.

Do you Remember our First Hug?

I still Remember that day at the Party,
when you hugged me for the first time,
that my friend being jealous of that hug.
And that hug was really warm.
And the smell of yours is still on my mind.
I feel safe whenever you are around,
your arms are like heaven and
I just don't want to get out of them for some reason.

Everyone's careless,
Talk about our mess.
They don't care how it hurts me.

They say you have a new love.
I'm happy for you, love
I just don't wanna meet her
I don't wanna see her.

I can't shake your calm voice
Saying you found one
That make you feel as strong
And helps you through hard times
Cause that job was once mine.

I've been waiting for the day
you say you want me back.
I've been alone all this time,
that I seem not to understand it.

You threw my heart into the flames
I took our pictures out the frames
I tried to throw my heart out,
but I still keep 'em just in case.

If you're wondering if I still love you
after so much time has passed.

Since you ask,
I don't really want you back.
I just want the life we had.
I don't really want you close.
I just needed you to know,
that I don't really want you back.

Would you cry if I wasn't here anymore?
I always was waiting for you to come
and tell me that you love me.
But I think,
I waited to long for you
and now I am dead inside.

Baby it's 3:00 A.M.
I had you on my mind
And it's not the first time
That we've gone thought this.

I want you more and more.
I can't help but think
Of what we could be.

Baby if I could tell you.
How much I care.
I'm so despair to tell you.

Days had pass,
Words gets around.
People talks about you,
And I heard, that
You found somebody else.
I thought it was a lie.
I can't help but wonder
What went wrong
To make forever dead and gone.

Should I disappear from you?
From everyone?
From your world?
Or from the universe?

There will be no more me,
to irritate you.
No more me,
to annoy you.
No more me.
to bother you.

If I disappear,
I won't be there,
to make you laugh.
Everything will change.

So be grateful.
Enjoy my silliness
caring loving and
stupid company, before
I close my eyes forever.

Stay Beautiful
Forever,
Just The Way
You Are Now.
Don't Let Anyone
Change You!

Sometimes, when the person
I love hurt me the most.
I wish I could give you my pain
just for one moment.

Well, not to hurt you,
but to make you understand
how much you hurt me
and all the pain you gave me.