I hate myself
so please dont try to convince me I'm worth it Because no matter what I'm my worst enemy And I'd never lie to myself by saying I shouldnt have self hatred So I promise you that I will always remember That I'm the epitome of my mistakes And nothing you say will make me think I still deserve a happy life Because no matter what I'm not good enough for people And I will never believe that I'm good enough for anyone Because whenever I look at my reflection I think Have I ever deserved a happy life?
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A Sin! A Sin! Yet one i shall keep!
For whatever we sow, Together we reap!
I learned guitar
just for the perfect moment when i find me and my future perfectly in tune ready to play the melody that is life
Dont end me My heart so eroded So shattered So broken Mend me Dont end me Melt my eroded heart Until it become Glass once more
Dont you feel like
Life is easier emotionless We try to seize the moment But in the end its always "goodbye" And forced to face reality Because we're all going to die My fake smile is all you see Because we all know the Tears are real, the smile's not me Do we truely know whats inside of us That deep down we are nothing but our broken hearts and lost parts Fallen glass and broken shards We try so hard to realize our strengths So we can mask our greatest weaknesses But in our heart and souls We know what we are... -Terracotta soldiers; A hollow shell Of handcrafted beauty Hidden from a world Ignorant enough to forsake our existance-
Like a shadow On a winters day Like a pencil mark That has been Whiped away Like a tear Running down My cheek Like my self-esteem After they claim They're strong and I'm weak Like my voice Trickling down The well of society Like my heart With all of the Constant anxiety Like the words Of my family When they say I'm blessed When they all know Im nothing but Evanecse.
I beg you to stay. "It's your fault!" I'm the one to blame. "I'll replace you!" I can't go on without you. "I hate you!" I love you.
I'm hopelessly in love
with someone who'd rather push and shove I feel so distant yet they make me feel close but really they're farther than they've ever been and I try to save but they turn me away like the tears on an abandoned child left on a deserted door step I feel so very lonely in this world full of mixed matched feelings broken dreams and shattered hearts they continue every day to give me false hope just enough to fall in love again and I feel like a wicked candle lit on fire with burning passion just to be extinguished and forgotten about until they embark on a dimly lit date with someone other than me
6 feet underground
My life turned upside down Why have you left me here this way 1000 feet above the earth Heaven is now my hearth Too bad theres no one left here to pray Gone away from those I loved I'm here watchful from up above Atop the clouds I listen as I lay
why have you gone now
when I need you so why have you left me here left me all alone why did you leave you were my warrior here why have you gone now you fought away my fears the only thought that comes to was that heaven needed a hero a hero like you
And all of Heaven's battles you will fight.
Grey skies Black water Darkened eyes Sleepless nights Dimmed lights Hopless fights Last goodbyes
I'm doing the best I can
With everything I am But I am always told They don't give a **** I try my hardest to succeed But there is a part of me That wants to run away And say I need to be freed So I pick up my pieces And stand up tall I gather myself once more So I don't fall
Baby come to me
With arms open wide And before you go to sleep I sincerely bid you goodnight Sweetdreams my love Oh yes please sleep tight For I will protect you In the darkness of the night
You're my everything
My all seeing light Even though it's dark You guide me through the night The phases of the moon The shadows on our face We dance in the lunar light While our hearts race Holding each other close Closer than can be I love you tonight my darling I hope you can love me
How do I survive
Each and every day Without you in my arms Because no matter The distance between us My love for you Can travel that far
My relationship at the moment is long distance. But I know in due time we will hold each other at last <3
You bring me up
When I feel down You turn my frown Upside down I know it sounds cliche But you're everything My night and day
Drink until I give up
Drink until I die I've done my share I've tried to save But now I say goodbye
You don't understand
What you've done to me I'm only half the person That I used to be Oh but it's okay Because I know what's true For you never loved me I only loved you
My mind has molded
Into the shape of a bullet It's running through my thoughts Violent screams of the innocent Fleeding through my ears and eyes My mouth sewed shut Told to keep quiet I sit here still and silent Not a word to be shed The only white noise you heard Was a bullet to my head
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