i can't do it i ******* can't i can't do anything help i can't breathe help why is the room swaying? help i don't want to be here HELP WHY CAN'T YOU HEAR ME??!?
i'm so anxiousanxiousanxiousanxiousanxious i tried i really did i wanted to make it but i can't the demons in my head the demons in my life they've got a hold of my legs and dragged me down down down I'M DROWNING!
no it's not an excuse, a seek for attention i. am. *******. sick. you don't know me you don't know what's best for me you. are. not. me. no i don't wanna talk to therapists after therapists no the meds are useless you. are. not. helping. stop forcing me into talking and meeting people all eyes on me judging, hating, excluding me i know it's all in my head but you know what else is also in my head? ME. i'm feeling it all, not you. and i don't know how to help myself...
it was supposed to be my first day at a new college but i had an anxiety attack and cried and ran home. i don't know what to do with myself. i am so wrong, so sick. nothing is helping. i know i am a disappointment. i am so lost in this world.
They say photographs are precious Because they remind you that once upon a time Even just for a heartbeat Everything was perfect Looking through my phone I don't have any pictures From some of the best days of my life Because i was too busy dancing in the sunset Pressing lips against the people i loved the most To remember to pull out my phone And snap a picture
Those moments are engraved in my brain Locked inside my heart's deepest chamber Melted into every ounce of my soul Replaying in my wildest dreams every night
I guess the best place to be alive Is in each other's memories It's the warmest feeling An eternal smile on our face Fingers intertwined Heartbeats synchronised Under the stars On the beach In the sunset At the mall In your bedroom with too little space With the air on Cuddling to "The Notebook"