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Mar 2014 · 572
You are my Ecstacy
D - Matter Mar 2014
I look at you and everything we were
I’m so addicted
To the love that you were bringing, for sure
I’m getting more cravings
I’m wanting you back
You are my ecstasy
And now my life is going whack
Without you I’m so alone
I’m lost in the world
Full of a monotonous tone
I remember we used to lay together
Legs knotted, bodies suctioned
I wish it would last forever
Now I’m in drug rehab
Only nobodies here
I’m so lost
I can't find a way out
I just drown in memories
Of ecstasy
Feb 2014 · 480
Lost in You
D - Matter Feb 2014
I want you at two in the morning
with your eyes still lost in a dream
and your legs...

in the sheets.
Feb 2014 · 478
D - Matter Feb 2014
The snowflakes fall in the winter,
so fragile.
They dance their ballet as they fall.
Then they melt.
Never to be seen again.
Feb 2014 · 396
D - Matter Feb 2014
Our Love is like an
Elastic band.

I just hope as we
Pull apart we bounce
Right back.

I'd die even more
If it eventually

Don't give up on this.
Feb 2014 · 508
D - Matter Feb 2014
My body explodes
With kaleidoscopic ectasy,
Synchronizing with yours...

Hot breath engulfed your neck
With that trick of romance
Making us one.

Our desires pulsated
as your clawed me in.
Promise me one thing
We'll do this again.
Feb 2014 · 2.0k
D - Matter Feb 2014
I'd massage your entire body

trill fingers slowly down
your spine

Pouted lips
Beautiful body
Hips wide
Legs parted

Side to Side

Electric fur stands tall

Clenched toes, static in your veins.

I'd massage you until
your skin sings songs
that your lips don't even know
the words to.

(electric veins)

Until your heartbeat sounds like
My last name.
Feb 2014 · 317
D - Matter Feb 2014
Give me the chance
And I would prove to you.

I Love You

I connected every
Beautiful thing about you

And it made the most
Perfect sheet of music.

And I lay

I'll try for you
Give me

**Forever and a day
D - Matter Feb 2014
I put her in this book
I write her down as "Z"
Because I have a Beautiful
Little secret.

She's only made,
for me.

I got inside her heart
On that day I travelled
To this new Galaxy

But it's never been

It's filled with...


We have...


I fall in-love again
every time I see her
Face, the smile she has
Can never be replaced

And when she just,
gets me my heart is
First in the race
Minds and Memories
Never erased.

From this whole book,
of what you are
And I hope to spread it...


Together we've already
Created our own

And when we use similar,
words like...


But we wouldn't mean
To do it on purpose

Only the purpose by
Fact not Chance
To show people,
the meaning of...

Truely Happy

So take my hand,
and walk with me.

And sometimes
The Way you look at me?
It takes my breath away

Sometimes I even.

Forget to breathe

And sometimes I'm lost
For words and I look and
Smile, reasons being
It's just to see yours...

If only for a while.

The way you push your
hair to the left to cover
Your face so nobody else

But it's the face I want
To hold and show people
Of what I have
The core of the earth

Stronger than Diamond

The Way I can pull you up
From the lowest of your lows.
With my hand in yours
It fits perfectly.

The way a kiss
Can make your whole day
And the way it speeds up mine
For the next time.

You know?

The Passion Of being there
I'll be your best friend and more
Hoping to open all the doors
And take a course

In You

The way we've made our promises
And the days we send pictures
To show the way
Where it's hard when We Leave
And the way I Miss You


It's the way I Miss You
Feeling soo numb,
Has never been soo?


Can you imagine
Being in the desert with no water?
Being on the bungie with broken rope?
Being the kid with no hope?
Being in the darkest cave without light?
Two working eyes and no sight.

So now small parts of me
Are processed in ink,
cut deep within an put
On paper.

Because I feel?


I've got this case,
Of Love so put me trial
Give me the life sentence
You're definetly going
To be worth while.
Feb 2014 · 1.9k
Youth || Spoken Words
D - Matter Feb 2014
You look down on
Our Youth today
And say we're


You skip the

The Willing
The Originator
The Believers

The Boy that fails in class
Comes home, puts his emotions
Into guitar, loves dance
Looks into his mothers eyes
And sees broken glass

Listens to heavy music
People don't understand it
They opinion-ate, debate
Whether the person has anger issues...

But he bursts his emotion
In to his music and for once
He feels love.
Like the artist understands him
Lyrics pump through his blood...

You don't understand the screams
The anger from these words
To you they're are never heard
But have you ever listened?
Not listening in the first place
Caused this...

The lyrics are true

The Girl who is covered in tattoos
Has pushed through and through
Her body is her temple
And shes painted the walls

Covering her scars
Created through her youth
Her scars are deep
Created by mans sharpened metal
Not a cry for help

But to breathe for once in her life
The pain on her skin will
Stop the sin of ending it

Pictures of emotion
And the powers to show them
Because if she told you
About her problems,
A cold shoulder is what you would
Have shown her...

The You-th of today is what it explains
Let's brake this word down
I'll show "You" this pain...

You... Are the reasons why they slam the doors...
You want us to be what you never were
A Lawyer?
A Doctor?
A Dentist?


You say these jobs are going to bring
Happiness and Wealth
But sit for a second look deep
Into the eyes did You listen
When the Boy and Girl cried
For help?


You put them on medication
Said Deal with it that's life
This is the reason

The Boy sat in his room
Listening and playing Music
To just get through the day!

And why the girl has painted
Her beautiful curves, the curves you don't
See? Because she's either too skinny
Or she over eats...
There's no winning It's people like this
In life are the reason
Why she picked up the knife.

You... Tell your son and daughter
What do you know about love?

But they saw with their own eyes
When you took the Diploma and the Course
Of how to destroy it going through your divorce


Are not! The words that give...


You... Were the ones telling the Boy and Girl
Educate and learn.

Get your head deep in these
Books and find a purpose

But saying these words living your
Broken Youth is why they feel worthless

Ill say it for them

Sorry for stealing your youth
Sorry for expressing their emotions
Sorry a really good job doesn't mean anything to them, but happiness does
Sorry when age has a meaning because we don't "Understand" Love
Sorry for the anger with passion and rage
Sorry for their broken homes, caused by your morals
Sorry for the advice that you have never spoken

Because the medication is what pull us through?
Heartless and Broken...

Like broken ice
Shattered as it hits the glass
But as we know it melts
And never lasts.

Vapors happen as it hits the sky
New rain is born
But it's the tears of our youth
A silent cry
Silently hitting the roofs

Roofs of a broken home...

So look and listen to the words
Emotion written in every verse
Learn to appreciate
Never look down to whisper, debate

*Never expect what you write
To be any good, because
The fear of not writing stops
You from finding your own voice
D - Matter Feb 2014

What is Love?

I'm not talking about
What she wears Above
Low cut shirts
And tight fitted jeans.
Just to use what's In-between

But what she says.


But it's how we show it
Because Satisfaction
Is always defined,
by a persons Actions

Not two people that have
Vaine Tendancies

Two people that have,
reason to Believe

The people who show no


"I love you soo much"  Click
"Let's see what you're wearing above"  Click

A couple with

Great Conversation

So we both have more,
to talk about.

Instaead of...

What are you doing tomorrow?
How our day went

Because we all have to borrow,
we're all in debt for the time
In our lives.

And that - First time smile-
Where cheeks are turned,
hearts are burned
With the same response


"It took you a while"

It takes the right person
To take just a while
To see if the smiles aren't,
fake to see if they don't

Shatter and Break

A kiss?

A kiss is the biggest,
human weakness.

It means I'm defeated
It means I'm the weakest,
human being.
Because it has more meaning

Of the greatness
Of just locking lips?

(With You)

Do you see, what I'm Seeing?

See because we're Free
And not just

As in

But we have Free
Reason to Speak
And it gives us Free
Reason to...


Words like

I Love You

Are chucked into the wild
And used soo freely
Would make a person melt

The feelings are warm.

They feel soo familiar

To me

So be careful how they're used,
because the words also ****.
Are they Free now?

With jewels, clothes, and
materialistic things don't
Bring the Love she brings to me.

"I've been Broke(n) all my life"


All the points
Point you in the right direction
For Success to Succeed

This is Reality
Think Positively




Feb 2014 · 338
The Universe || Beauty
D - Matter Feb 2014
I'd sail the deepest oceans
for her, just to see her
eyes come alive.

Because the glistening
of the stars, beat down
upon the mast.

She controls the movement
my words loaded in cannon
the sails are ready to tip.

I've pushed away my
realations for this


Her eyes are only the stars
and this is only the start
let me tell you a tale
to a certain degree

In my eyes she's my
universe with endless

Because the tail I tell
is going round the back
back to the beginning.

Where feelings flew
Where things were true
Where the universe new me
Where my heart was given to you

I cut it out of my chest
on the night I told you
I Love You.

I kept her as gold
the chest was already
open I traded what was black
for something rich, for something new

I put it on the bow of the ship
the universe led me through the
storm, and told me where to go.

The bow of the ship complete
although, I'd get on my knees
after the show was over
until my legs go numb.

I crashed in to her beautiful universe
the cannons were loaded or you heard
was the Big Bang and my theories
came true.

I Love You needs no science
It needs no mathematics
trying to add "this" and subtract
"that" shouldn't be a worry on
the universes lips.

Tremble I did on nights of
the storm, we finally made
it together.

Heres hoping everything
settles, because I'm ready
to go.

Because I will not leave
without the universe
in the palm of my hands.

Because holding
something soo beautiful
has never felt soo amazing.

*I can't wait until my minds at peace with her
Feb 2014 · 330
Life and Fiction
D - Matter Feb 2014
My life is a long, slow work of fiction.
But there is no author.
The story is in the hands of the protagonist.
It is up to me to find patterns and meaning,
To casually reveal information that might later become critical
I sift through the characters and choose which ones will be most involved.
I decide when to be curious, and what about,
Which opportunities to pursue, and which to ignore.
I control the conflicts and resolutions.
I will unite them all together into the one Central Conflict,
whatever that may be.
And then my purpose will be clear.
My story will unfold.
The final resolution will follow.
And eventually, when all the pieces have fallen into place,

It will end.
Feb 2014 · 369
Lonely Feeling 13-02-14
D - Matter Feb 2014
I put these kisses in a wooden

Every one of them
Sealed only for you.

I've never felt soo lost

Loneliness is  creeping
As I lay

Let your fingertips scribble and be the master
I am the puppet

Skin to Skin

Is the only thing I want to feel
Right now.
Feb 2014 · 313
Depression || Spoken Words
D - Matter Feb 2014

This is the feeling,
of burning in hell.
When I jumped off
the cliff of happiness.

I jumped in the depths
of hell the only thing
I learned through this

Is the burn don't melt
neither does it turn to gel
I learned that the burn
don't melt! It just burns and burns

Until your the whole
body's immersed...

I feel like I'm trapped,
under water but I cant get up
and I cant swim.

My body pushes further
Until the water is barely
Beneath my chin.

Every single time
You try, You try grab for something
to fail centimetres within,
But every time You risk drowning

Knowing that winning
that special thing? Is once again

I know what you do
You keep on checking
your phone and nothing...

You feel loneliness
Is better than this feeling?

You want to live,
but your heart stops beating.

Silenced in a crowded room,
yet your insides are screaming!!

Every exit sign is bright green
but every sign is misleading.

We all struggle with it,
because we've dug through
and endless tunnel.

Knees and Nails are bleeding,
we come up for that gasp of air.
Only to realise were back at the beginning.

You want to go to sleep,
and feeling that not waking up
is the best case and the best idea.

Because every action you try
Because every action you do
The outcome of them has no meaning

But you go back to sleep
where demons dance and smile.
on trickled coals
But you carry on believing.

You try and take control
surrounded by the people you love
But you're still alone.

It's like having 52 cards in your
hands but worthless is the feeling
so you decide to fold.

Because my body is useless
the cliff I jumped off?
Killed my soul.

Depression it plays with its toys
depression isn't a choice
its learning, realising,
and expressing a void.

So when you wake up
in the morning.

Wake up knowing..

You're Still Here

Don't get scared
Depressions main meal.

**Is Fear
Feb 2014 · 351
Words, Words, Words
D - Matter Feb 2014
Far from *Beautiful?

Lack of Self-Confidence?

What a coincidence?

See these *Words
are stronger
Than your Actions.

Never to be used in
Future tense.

The Words describe themselves
We live in a world
Where Image is everything.

But let me ask you
To sit for a minute
Think and Stop
We look at our Idols
Everything is half Photoshopped

Lied to, Brain Washed
To thinking Curves, Muscles,
Eyes, Back, Chest and Figure
Is something we need to deliver?

This world can be described
With all the Words mentioned above
To describe a human being
With Words soo ****** and Dark.

The person goes home everynight
Emotionless, Dead, Completely Blind
Trying to find a person
That looks in to their Eyes
And finds Light inside.

See I Speak these lines
How I would say them to anyone
Not in rhyme but Spoken

People are Beautiful
Inside and Out
I know in you're mind
You shake the hands of Doubt
I Speak this with

When you read this
I hope you smile
Because you're still here

I say this with Emotion

You're Unique
Beauty is why you've been **Chosen.
Feb 2014 · 273
In the Black (10w)
D - Matter Feb 2014
If only my veins
were as empty as this feeling.
Feb 2014 · 404
Pretty Green
D - Matter Feb 2014
It's said that the eyes,
are the gateway to the soul
your eyes piercing
right through me.
Like shredded glass
the stains penetrate mine.

Those emerald eyes, oceans
of green fire - do they
always flicker, am I one of
few that can keep them alight?
Or are they mine and yours,

Can I put them in a chest?
Or stare into them forever,
so time steadily slows down
and for few seconds

Feb 2014 · 322
Life (10w)
D - Matter Feb 2014
If Your Dreams Don't Scare You
They're Not Big Enough.
Feb 2014 · 683
Poetry to Me
D - Matter Feb 2014
I've noticed
There are a few types of music
Music when you're happy
Music when you're sad
Music that makes you think of someone
And music that doesn't mean anything to you
Until certain things happen In your life
And it just moves you, speaks to you.

Heals you
Pushes you through the rough
Glides you through the smooth
Music that I listen to when I'm only thinking of you.

But I never tried poetry
And now I realize

Poetry can be used

To explain love in great detail
An image in a readers mind
But love can mean many things
To the writer.

So the reader has to relate to it in someway
Dig deep within the lines
It's like finding a diamond in the rubble
But when they do their eyes come alive.

See a poem has to flow
Tell a story in someway
Poems that only make sense to me
And Rage

My mind is thinking of new
Lines every, single, day
See I never wrote poetry before I came here.

I see it as a land of peoples
Story's and Dreams
A land of people who
Get heat-broken and Shattered
And write about the things they've seen
People that write about the dark valleys in their mind
People who write poems about their lovers,
as you read their words come alive.
People who write about their struggles and addiction
A place where everything in their mind is in one place
and most of it is non-fiction.

But poetry for me
Are my Demons scrawled
Across these pages
And my story's to tell
This place is where I drown them
They lay there in that thing
The thing I used to call the Wishing Well.

If they're here, they're not in my mind
Emotion in my lines
But the reader has to Look, Imagine and Relate
But when they do, their minds come alive.

Now I know this
Poem may not be the best
And It's not meant to be
Because this poem might only make sense to me
Just another Demon
I have thousands and this is just one less.
But now I come here everyday
In the hope I can feel something and relate to somebody else in some sort of way
People who I don't know but I can read and read
Pages upon pages and for a moment my mind becomes less tense and I start to believe.

I didn't mention the Angels
Because they're quiet
They only come when I rest
I think a lot
But I know they're always silent
During the Test.
Feb 2014 · 361
Torn (10w)
D - Matter Feb 2014
Have you ever lost your

*I feel absolutely
D - Matter Jan 2014
When the sun goes down
And the stars come out
Beauty starts to take its place
And I feel alive...

A Gorgeous Nightmare
So divine.

I yearn and ache to meet
The weaver of my dreams
A woman, a Gorgeous Nightmare
Sleep now becomes routine.

She knocks at the door
Sounds pounding through my mind
Nervousness, sweat starts to begin
For I know I'm about to commit
An amazing sin.

A Gorgeous Nightmare
So divine.

I see her on the other side
A slender neck
Tousled Hair
Lips parted
Hips wide.

A Black Dress exposes her beauty
I beg at her mercy
Let me be your guide...

We kiss passionately
And I don't stop
Euphoria explodes, like fireworks.
I let her lips entwine with mine

A Gorgeous Nightmare
So divine.

Her legs wrapped around me
Entangled skin to skin
Touching the back of her neck
My lips caressing her shoulders.

I sigh and breathe her in
Feeling heat build within.

I carry her up the stairs
Light with my touch
Running my hands down her spine
Her hair, waving over the Black Dress
Exposing her curves.

A Gorgeous Nightmare
So divine.

Anxiously waiting
Stripped down to our very morals
Velvet kisses brush sensually
Across lightly glossed lips.

I lay her down on a bed full of sheets
The creases on this monument
Will tell of the Gorgeous Nightmare
Of our love being complete.
Jan 2014 · 470
This Empty Home
D - Matter Jan 2014
As I sit in these four walls
A mother cries and screams
An empty, ungodly roar.

The Weeping Willow lay In her Bed
Heart-broken and destroyed
She doesn't lay her head.

Medication she takes
And her demons combined
Leaves a shattered empty home
A father left behind.

It wasn't his choice
I understand I do
But the Weeping Willow upstairs
Is giving up on pulling through.

— The End —