That I loved you too much.
I must have been such a bore.
I must have been too clingy.
I'm sure you hated the way
I said that I loved you
with too much desperation
In my eyes
The way I kissed you
must have annoyed you so much.
My lips were always chapped.
I bite them so often.
It must have irritated you when I hugged you.
I must have held on too tight,
like I didn't want to lose you to the wind.
I'm so sorry.
I knew that the zipper over my mouth was the safety pin in the grenade,
but I pulled that out when I said, in so many minced words,
"I love you."
But you didn't, and that's what hurts.
And I guess we were never anything more than star-crossed kids
that never truly learned how to love.
Perhaps in another life, we were meant to be.
So many beautiful words
And no one to say them to
A misunderstood soul
With many complications
Walking a steady pace
Into the darkness
Why can't I be someone's forever?
I'm so tired of people ******* me over and ******* with my emotions.
Perhaps someday we could've worked.
That day was not today.
Or maybe we couldn't have worked at all. Who's to say?