Unexpected and now I’m afraid
You said you’d never hurt me but guess that wasn’t true
One little fight spiralled Out of control and now we’re both alone
Wish I’d never said I love you, wish I’d never even met you

This is my first love, my first heartbreak, a puzzle that I just can’t solve. My chest is tight and my heart aches, I thought together that we’d grow old.

Trying to figure it out, but I just can’t. I’m confused and scared and all these questions keep rushing through my head. Was it me or my insecurities, was it something more or was it someone else. It wasn’t good enough but for me it was true love

This is my first love, my first heartbreak, a puzzle that I just can’t solve. My chest is tight and my heart aches, I thought together that we’d grow old.

All I feel is your touch across my body like an infection, they say I’ll get over it but I just want you near, you’re my addiction. The memory of your laugh and smile pulls me from sleep for a little while. Hold me in your arms and tell me you love me then next day push me from your arms and tell me you’re done with me.

This is my first love, my first heartbreak, a puzzle that I just can’t solve. My chest is tight and my heart aches, I thought together that we’d grow old.

19 and held down by her shoulders
her shirt still on, he doesn’t try to remove it
it’s a hastily act that wakes her up abruptly as a penetrating pain spreads over a low section of her body
she feels like a ragdoll so out of control, like she can’t scream for help because she didn’t say no to the first or second time but now she’s asleep and surely that’s a sign
his hands on her neck and she thinks it’s just ***** but it’s to muffle her cries and make him seem less guilty
it’s the third man she’s been with and she’s confused about counting it, she didn’t say yes but she still has to guess whether she should remember this and try to grow or remember it and let it cover the glow

Beware his smile that traps all the girls around him
Regret the feelings that you wish you could forget
Envy the girl with her arms around his neck
Never look back it’ll only break your heart more
Deny that you still love him, it’ll only cause you pain
Envy the girl with her arms around his neck
Never forget how it felt when he called you stunning even if it hurts