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May 2018 · 699
Remember when we first met
Tyler May 2018
It was late June in the south.
Bon fire at the lake.
There was even fire flies lingering nearby.

And like magic that's when it happened.
That's when I saw you.
Seeing you under the stars' light.
Beside the fires glow.
I knew right then I wanted to know what your love felt like.

As I look you over, my god,
my heart was instantly stolen.
I could see that you were really smart.
Beautiful, like a world class piece of art.
I could see the light behind the green of your eyes, and it didnt even matter that we were in the dark.

I wanted to ask you all night...
Do you know how pretty you are?

I wondered if you'd let me be apart of your world.
If I was even your type?

I kept finding myself drawn to your lips.
As I thought to myself, those have got to taste like candy.
I just wanted to tell you all night just how pretty I thought you were.

You're the only one I saw that night.
I thought to myself, I will find a reason tonight...
Feel it all despite,
The fact I might not be your type.
But despite all that, I had to let you know how beautiful I thought you were.
Love you Chelsey
Tyler Apr 2018
You put your pride to rest.
Bury it, get rid of it.
You'll no longer be needing it.

Then you gently, lay your hands on their heart, like a whisper in the wind.
When you reach their soul stop briefly so you may find all the empty holes and painted walls of pain and broken devastation.
Then,
Love them with everything you've got so that your love may replace all the empty crevices with beautiful red roses blooming, filling, replacing all the empty darkness that once was.
That way their past pain becomes a distant memory, a white scar of what once nearly killed now is but only a scar.
Apr 2018 · 885
The Moon
Tyler Apr 2018
To love her is as involuntary as each breath I take.
To love her is easy.

I love her because she doesn't realize how beautiful she is.

To describe her I'd call her the moon.
Only blooming at night in secret.
A beautiful challenge.
Never letting anyone close enough to see her truest light.
But I am her exception.
Apr 2018 · 192
Her
Tyler Apr 2018
Her
I didn't see her beauty.
I felt it.
Like the sunshine on my face.
Apr 2018 · 401
Take Your Time
Tyler Apr 2018
I find myself at such a loss.
Just wait.
Here me out.
What I'm bout to say comes straight from the heart.

Look, I get it, you dont have to answer any of my calls.
I'm believing..
Hell, I'm hoping, you'll pick up one day.
Please just know, I'd never want to add to your pain.
I'm praying that time makes a change in our life.

This is a strange place to be in.
This is a strange place I've put myself in.
Admitting things I never would.
Confessing things, that's just something I never did.

I find myself pacing, I feel like I'm going crazy, realizing how much you made a difference in my life,
And I don't want anybody else.

Hear me?
Don't nobody deserve myself, but you.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is..

You ain't gotta make your mind up
right now.
Darling, there's no rush.
So take your time, don't rush.
There's no pressure, I just gatta express this...

You took me by such surprise.
Never thought I'd take you serious.
But you came in and changed everything.
You came in and changed all of me


I miss your little hands and the way they caressed away all of my inner pain.
I admit, I took you for granted.
So now here I sit, on the edge of my empty bed with nothing but the reflection of all my bad decisions.

There were some nights, I'd find myself talking to my conscience.
I knew I made a few mistakes.
I knew I did it to myself.
I know I never admitted this,
but I'm the only one to blame for this.
I know you might need a little time to believe all of this.
To believe in me again.
To love again.

God, you must really not know it do you? How beautiful you are, standing there in front of me as I say all this.
Those beautiful hazel eyes staring back at me, unaware of how every cell in my entire body just wants to reach out and touch you.
You're not making this easy. Especially when I see you make that face, all I wanna do is make love to you all over the place.
  
I can't do this, I'm determined to fight for this.
I'ma put up a fight for this.
I cannot give up on a love like this.

So I'll be patient, I'll wait for however long you need because to me you're worth it.
This was kind of all over the place. Sorry
Tyler Mar 2018
Son,
I don't think you get it.
I don't think you understand her.
Her guard is up and son, this only happens when a woman has loved someone so deeply with all of herself, that it literally in the end broke her.
She literally ended up in shackles behind the bars of pure betrayal.
She's just protecting her own heart for further destruction.
Woman that seem hardest to love, in most cases deserve it the most.
You may not understand this son, but it was your mother that taught me this lesson.
Tyler Mar 2018
I watched her beautiful hazel eyes fill with tears, as my question penetrated the deepest places in her heart.

"Did you truly love him?" I asked.

After a few moments I watched as her eyes turn a forest green, and I watched as tears of sorrow fell down her rosy cheeks.

She softly replied, "yes, with all my heart."
She hid her beautiful face as the tears turned into sobs.

I gently took her hand and placed it in mine.

"Then you have nothing to cry about. He lost someone who loved him more than he deserved. And you? You lost someone who took your love for granted, used and abused your love to his own evil advantage. You're not the one who should be crying. He is. And I promise you, the universe will make him see that at a time when he needs true love the most, he will think of you when there is no one there to love him as long and as hard as you did."
Mar 2018 · 404
I Just Love You
Tyler Mar 2018
Look at you wearing my hat.
You know I love it when you flip it round back.
You never looked so ****.
I love watching you sing your favorite song.
I used to turn it off when it came on.
But now, its my favorite song.
Whenever you're not around and that song comes on,
I can't help but sing along.

How do you not know what you do to me.
You've changed me, and you don't even realize.
You turn ordinary, everyday things,
Into something beautiful cause that's Just what you are...
You're beautiful.

I love looking at you.
And I love the way you look at me.
I love watching you skip to my old pickup truck.
Hopping in my front seat.
Sliding over just to be close to me.
Holding my hand, just happy being with me.
There's so many things you don't realize, that make loving you so easy.


Remember when we went to that old dive bar, on the outskirts of town.
We got a little tipsy with some of your old girl friends.
You were so cute, and I couldn't take my eyes off of you.
Watching you on that dance floor,  laughing with your friends about your dancing skills.
All the while, you're making eyes at me.
Looking back now, I'd say this was
the moment I fell in love with you.

Just like how I was feeling.
You're simply intoxicating.
Sitting back watching you drinkin' that drink.
Watching you bite your lower lip as you take a sip.
You have no idea what you're doing to me.
You're driving me crazy.

You could have any man in here.
You could have any man you want.
Can't help but notice all the guys looking at you.
But you're here with me.
I don't feel threatened.
I feel like the luckiest ******* around, because they'll never have what's mine.


When I look at you, I see forever.
Something I never thought I wanted, until now.
You came into my life like a rip tide.
You've bewitched me.
You've changed me as a man.
All I wanna do is love you and spend the rest of my days loving you.
I love you chelsey
Mar 2018 · 424
I miss you
Tyler Mar 2018
My life lay in ruin as I cannot fathom you not being by my side.
Food has lost its taste.
Colors aren't the same.
I'm not me without you.
I'd give anything just to see you.
Hear your laughter.
Kiss your full beautiful lips.
Watch as your cheeks flush when I tell you how much I love looking at you, and how the green of your eyes seems to put a spell over me.

I'm just yours...
I'd give anything just to lay beside you again and get lost in nothing but you.

How can you deny me your love, when I'd wait an eternity just to earn it...
just to have it...
Feb 2018 · 193
Loss
Tyler Feb 2018
I never knew what real loss felt like....
Until I lost you.
Jan 2018 · 464
Chelsey
Tyler Jan 2018
How do I find the words to tell you.
Each time I'm around you, I find more ways to hide, just how I feel inside.

Everytime you look at me with those beautiful forest green eyes, I forget what to say each and every time.

Whenever I make you laugh its as if I won the greatest prize on earth, more valuable than any medal of gold or silver could possibly provide.

I would walk through fire just to be near her. How I just wish I could find the courage to say...


I'm in love with every single about you, I just wish I had the courage to say....
Jan 2018 · 535
Winters Grey..
Tyler Jan 2018
I'll never get it.
I'll never understand.
How could she love such a serpent, That's buried deep within the sand.

He never deserved her.
He never appreciated anything about her.
He was just to blind to see.

For me, just her smile alone, made me instantly want to be a better man.

And although you've held her,
Been there to help ease the pain.
You lock away how she makes you feel inside because there's just too much pain. You realize then, how precious she is and hold back the incredible urge to only love her bran new.
Show her how real love is supposed to feel.

If ever I could have the chance to say this to you I'd make sure first hand that you understand, "it will be his loss in the end because any man can see just by being around you, that you were never a **** he pulled, but
actually a radiant, rare rose.
I love you c.
I always will.
Oct 2017 · 765
Torn
Tyler Oct 2017
Lying next to you is like heaven on earth.
Surely you dont realize what exsactly you do to me.
My heart is in ruin.
How the **** can I let you go.
I cant find sleep.
I'm watching you sleep.
And your talking in your sleep.
These little moments with you I will always cherish.
Why did you give yourself to me, if you were just going to leave.
I understand you need to find yourself.
Let yourself heal from a wicked past.
A past that haunts you so badly.
Theres no room left for me.

I need to be a man about this.
I need to let you go.
But darling I cant seem to know how.
Before sunrise you'll be gone.
Out of my life.
I love you C.
Always have always will.
Please come back.
Please be my wife.
Heartbreak is something very new to me.

— The End —