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EEVEE Jun 26
Ago
I fell in love
Her voice cracked and
I heard my own
Crack

Open
I exploded in
To a story I knew
Was hers and mine
Too

Evie
Led me along
A time and a dream
Riches to rags
Back
Aching
For
Her
...
Did
You Get
The
21
EEVEE Jun 14
21
Who are you
To hold so much
Power over my
Fingers

When I think
Your gravity sinks
Me down to the
Bottom

And Fall I
Must now for I
Am in the Up
Side Down
21
ADD
EEVEE May 21
ADD
There was an H
Added to my disease

I liked it more
When it helped me see

There is value added
In quick thinking
Reclamation Project
Air
EEVEE May 19
Air
Usually when I breathe
I never notice
But when I Breath
Air I must
Air
EEVEE Jun 27
Heroes
Who
Don't
Own
Their
Shitake
Mushrooms
Sand
Which
Gosh
****
It
2
The
Squeakquel
EEVEE Jun 10
Did You Know
Arrival
Was Based On
A True
Story
Message Me
For
Details!!!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arrival_(film)
EEVEE May 11
I used to wait for a letter
But no owl ever came
After waiting for forever
My own owl I became

-Evangeline-
My
Mommy
Is
Black
EEVEE 5d
My eight egos
Keep blowing up
Thinking
Everything
Is about just Us

As if
We were real
To begin

With

As if
It was not
All in our
One

Head
Heart
HUMANITY
Maybe
Going
Insane
EEVEE May 9
When we met, we didn't know each other.
How could we? We didn't know ourselves.
We fell in love with ideas. Not human beings.
With stories. Some true. Some not.
About Us. Me. You.
About them.

With each day, I fall more in love.
With me. With truth. With you. With love.
Aren't they the same?
The stories that weren't true
I flip upside down
And read them again.

But my vision worsens in hard times
My emotions cover my eyes
I lose you for a story
I wrote in my head
Always incomplete
Only good or bad

But you and I are neither
Or we are both. Either way
I hope to see you
Because you are better
than anything
I can write

-Evangeline
Moving into color
EEVEE May 18
I built the bridge
From right to left
But it was crossed
Both ways to death
I should have known
That traffic flows
Whichever ways
Our feet can go
Yet most the flow
Is under
Not
Over
.
.
.
Yet
EEVEE May 25
Captivated by you
I am captured
In your words
They draw me
Away from all
I ever knew
And I lose
Myself for a
Moment or two

Freely I fall
For I have
Nothing to hold
Or grasp at
Only sights and
Stories you share
With me for
Now but I
Can always hope

I'll find today
My Skeleton key
And unlock the
Chains you bound
Around my heart
For I am
In your words
Captured in time
Captivated by you
Looking
For
The
Key
EEVEE Jun 10
So good
At connecting
Dots
That I connect
Dots
That weren't there
Before
Dot
To
Dot
EEVEE May 9
My sexuality was once like the Easter Bunny:

Fake
A Lie
My Cross
Loneliness
A Dead End

Now I see sexuality more like an Egg:

Real
The Truth
My Redemption
Oneness
A Rabbit Hole
Happy
PRIDE
EEVEE May 30
I thought I was strong
Enough to hold you
And I was wrong

I knew I was soft
Enough to hurt you
How I was right!

But enough is us
Enough feels so rough
And fragile here we

Lay aparted
Departed
For now
Enough
Is
Enough
EEVEE May 14
Humanity sometimes evolves
much like time
non-linearly

Me:
Chimp
Baby Girl
Ghost
Baby Boy
Rat
Human
Mushroom
Butterfly
Tree
Ghost
Banana
Bunny
Egg
Snak­e
Monkey              Elephant
Witch                       Angel
Robotnick                Sonic
Ryan                          Evie
U?
Love Unlocks
And I
Evolve
EEVEE Jun 23
How can I be
Exploding
And yet my
World
Is
Still sitting still
Watching
Me
Saying almost
Nothing
Observing unaffected
Out of sight
Without a click
Am I even
In your life
Anymore
If I shout my soul
And hear no echo
I must assume
There is no
One
Explosion
EEVEE May 31
Purpose in every
Word, comma, smile
Your expressions
Carry the weight
Of golden thrones

And I devour them
Each, every, all
I dream about
The heavy weight
Lessness you shine
Thank
You
All
EEVEE Jun 10
Not
A
Poem
https://www.eventbrite.com/myevent?eid=63183125429
EEVEE Jun 4
Darkness scares me
More than most
My flashlight never
Turns off

Places where you
Wouldn't think
Can hide the light
From me

So instead of
Relying on
Eyes
I let my
Ears
Guide where
To hold my light
Music
Sound
Tone
Vibrations
Energy
EEVEE May 11
How Can I not Believe
When I Am So
Haunted
By
Rainbows
Thanks To All The Ghosts In My Lives & Deaths
EEVEE May 11
Humanity sometimes evolves
much like time
non-linearly

Me:
Chimp
Baby Girl
Ghost
Baby Boy
Rat
Human
Mushroom
Butterfly
Tree
Ghost
Bunny
....
Banana?
What About U?
EEVEE May 12
Came
Out
The
Whale
.
.
.
Nannette
Thanks for the Tea!!!
-Evangeline-

Also, They ARRIVED!
EEVEE Jul 3
World
I Am Not Hiding
World
Will You Find Me
World
Cause I'm Lonely
World
World War 4
EEVEE 3d
Unfinished Duet*
Bridge:

I am Home
** ome Sick
Without A
Bit

Of the things
That I Need
To Feel Your
Love

I am Love
Lo ove Sick
Without a
Lick

Of the things
That I Need
To Feel At
Home

We Are
Si ick
But We
Are Stong

And We
Can Wait
A little
longer

Wait A
Little
Longer

Wait A
Little
Longer
Just
Need
My
Partner
Now
EEVEE May 17
I don't know which spiraling circle
Was the the last straw
Or if there was  
A Needle
At All
But
I'm still
Falling deeper
Into the bottomless
Golden sea of broken glass
Until end turns time for one more
.
.
.
loop
I am 30 today
But I feel like
3.0
00
w
EEVEE Jun 15
If I Am Detective
Pika
Chu
I Musts Also Beez
Bumble
Beez
And together become
Robot
Nick
EEVEE 2d
Song

Verse 1:

I love you
You love me too
Check box one
Check box two too

Bridge:

We always thought that
This would be enough
For us

Turns out that love
Requires a bunch of
Other stuff

To stay strong
To last long

Chorus:

So take this key
To our coffin of
Dreams
And let it fall
To the bottom of the
Sea

And burn our hopes
Into the sky
Stand back and wave
One last goodbye

Cause yes we love
Yes we love
Yes we love

But love
Isn't enough

Verse 2:

You had a
Hole I couldn't
Fill

And yet you
Loved me still

Bridge

Chorus

Verse 3:

Despite our love
Despite our love
We must come to the fact
That we just aren't a match

Despite our love
Despite our love
Despite our
Love

Chorus
Feeling
Bitter
Today
EEVEE Apr 25
First I was Mormon.
Then I was not.
Second I was agnostic.
Then I was not.
Third I was confused.
And then I am.
And so are all of the beautiful you

As I prepare for Easter
and resurrection
I remember that before I can see
her risen eyes
I first must allow
for death

-Evangeline
Poem written on Good Friday 2019. The poem was inspired by the first photo you see when you google Kali.
EEVEE May 11
Verse 1:

You shed a tear
for every hair
that I lost

You held my hand
through every stone
that I crossed

And now you wonder
how you'll live
when I'm gone

But when you feel under
just remember
this song

Chorus:

I'll love you
in every way that
I can

I'm just not sure
what those ways
will be

So look for me
in the kinder words
of strangers

Look for me
in the patterns
In the clouds

I'm not sure
What I'll do
But I'll find
Some ways
To love you

So look
for me

Verse 2:

And when I cross
The other side
Of this viel

I'll drop a crumb
along every step
of my trail

And when I find
the light on the
other side

I'll be right back
to comfort your
troubled mind

Chorus

Bridge:
There'll be
no rest
for me

I'll be back
haunting
your dreams

Things might not
go according
to plans

But I will do
The best that
I can

Chorus

**https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Mrp4gXErJA
This song was originally written as a suicide note in 2015. A lot has changed since then.
EEVEE May 14
We are magnetic
But you put out fires
While I attract them
Yet somehow
I can never
Pull
Us
A
.
Sapphires 4 Ever
Y
1
EEVEE May 27
I took a picture of you
Every time we met
So that I could hold you
In my hands when
Ever I felt an urge

The pictures have faded
And many were lost
But I look at each one
Left and sit with
In the loss and love
Happy Memorial Day
EEVEE 5d
(Song)

Verse 1:

A gun's pressed up
Against my head
All the time
In my mind

I see a sea
Of violet red
All the time
In my mind

I feel
A pain
That Ne
Ver fades

I hear
A scream
And then
I see

Chorus:

A million ways
That I could die
I feel them all
Inside

I hope that
They will come
Come and
Take me

A million ways
That I could die
I see them
In my
Mind

I pray that
They will come
Come and
Save me

Verse 2:

The executioner
Takes my hand
And lead me to
My final spot

He asked me for
My last remarks
But I've got none
Just hit your mark

Cause I feel
A pain
That ne
Ver fades

I hear
A scream
And then
I see

Chorus

Verse 3:

No I don't want
An easy death
I want to taste
My final breath

I want to feel
The sweet relief
That only death
Can bring to me

I wanna feel my
Final breath
I wanna sha ake
The hand of death

I wanna feel the
Sweet relief
Tha at
Death
Will
Bring

Chorus
Still
Haunted
EEVEE May 12
MOM

Once an orphan

I now find
MOM
In every
Tree I walk past

*MOM
!!!Happy MOM Day!!!
EEVEE Jun 8
Song*

Verse 1:

Don't tell me that
You miss me
Darling

Don't you know
I feel enough
As Is

Don't tell me that
You're broke and
Starving

You know that I
Can't handle all
Of This

Bridge:

Don't share with me
Your pain
I can't take
It all
Away

You know I'm not
Not as
Strong as in
My gold
En age

I can't fix your
Broken
Heart or soothe
Your aching
Parts

I Am the on
Lee one
That I should
Try and
Save

Chorus:
ooooo
I still miss you too
But I am
Not
What I was
Before

ooooo
I can't lift you up
While I am
Ly
Ing On the
Floor

OoOoO
I still hold
Out hope I'll
Be Back
Someday

OoOoO
I'll show up
And make it
All OK

But Not
Today
;


Don't tell me that
You're broke and
Starving
Liability
4
Sally
and
David
4
Ever
EEVEE May 31
I didn't realize
How little I
Noticed
Until I did
And now I try to
Notice
More
And
More
EEVEE Jun 5
I knew that
A flag could
Anger
Disgust
Revolt
But rainbows
Are pretty?
https://www.kpcw.org/post/pride-banners-heber-city-main-street-draws-public-comment#stream/0
EEVEE Jun 30
I identified
So strongly with
A Character
In some other
Person's movie

That I forgot
It wasn't me
I Am Not Dead
This is not real
My movie is just
Beginning
EEVEE Jun 17
When the words I
Want to hear come
From my mouth
Don't
Who Am I?
Whose
Words do I
Hear from my voice
If not my own
Asking
For
Me
EEVEE Jun 3
I hide behind
A fluffy pup
Pacifier
Two white earbuds
A nervous smile

I let the fear
Of imagined laughs
Haunt my nightmares
For too long to
Not strike back now

Am I too much?
That's up to you
It's out of the
Cage now and I
Feel free and scared
Happy
PRIDE
EEVEE 2d
I
Was
Falling
For
So
.
.
.
L
O
O
O
N
G
.
.
.
I'm
Now
Calling  
It
.
;
.
Sky
Die
ving
EEVEE May 26
If I were to rewrite
Our history
I'd start with today
And move only
Forward

I might cross words out
In highlighters
Of red and never
With permanent
Markers
Draft
;
EEVEE Jul 3
Boom

When I shake
The Earth
Walks
Beneath
Me

Boom

When I dance
The moon
Spins
Around
Me

Boom
Shaka
Laka
EEVEE 7d
I'm shooting
NOW
.
.
.
^^
W
.   .
.   .
.   .
Hope
I'm
***
SOS
EEVEE May 15
SOS
My love
Can't see me
Anymore
Without fear
Boo
Boo
Without Fear
Anymore
Can't U See me
My love
;
EEVEE May 19
By
The
Spell
You Never
Stop Binding
Me In Two
But
We
R
In
Love
#us
EEVEE Jun 3
Is it problematic
When the strangers
In my life

Know my insides,
Seen both intestines
And my heart

And in real life
Most get stuck at
My blue eyes
I
Need
You
Still
EEVEE Jun 7
As a monotheist
Supernatural events
Were easily explained
Good = miraculous = God
Bad = devilish = Lucy

Later

As an atheist,
Supernatural events
Did not happen

Now

As a polytheist
Supernatural events
Do happen
But with
<^>
Formulas
Who
Am
I
O
U
Are
Who?
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