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1.5k · May 11
Look For Me
Eggzecutioner May 11
Verse 1:

You shed a tear
for every hair
that I lost

You held my hand
through every stone
that I crossed

And now you wonder
how you'll live
when I'm gone

But when you feel under
just remember
this song

Chorus:

I'll love you
in every way that
I can

I'm just not sure
what those ways
will be

So look for me
in the kinder words
of strangers

Look for me
in the patterns
In the clouds

I'm not sure
What I'll do
But I'll find
Some ways
To love you

So look
for me

Verse 2:

And when I cross
The other side
Of this viel

I'll drop a crumb
along every step
of my trail

And when I find
the light on the
other side

I'll be right back
to comfort your
troubled mind

Chorus

Bridge:
There'll be
no rest
for me

I'll be back
haunting
your dreams

Things might not
go according
to plans

But I will do
The best that
I can

Chorus

**https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Mrp4gXErJA
This song was originally written as a suicide note in 2015. A lot has changed since then.
859 · Apr 25
Kali
Eggzecutioner Apr 25
First I was Mormon.
Then I was not.
Second I was agnostic.
Then I was not.
Third I was confused.
And then I am.
And so are all of the beautiful you

As I prepare for Easter
and resurrection
I remember that before I can see
her risen eyes
I first must allow
for death

-Evangeline
Poem written on Good Friday 2019. The poem was inspired by the first photo you see when you google Kali.
830 · May 17
Hyponotism
Eggzecutioner May 17
I don't know which spiraling circle
Was the the last straw
Or if there was  
A Needle
At All
But
I'm still
Falling deeper
Into the bottomless
Golden sea of broken glass
Until end turns time for one more
.
.
.
loop
I am 30 today
But I feel like
3.0
00
w
810 · May 9
Eggs
My sexuality was once like the Easter Bunny:

Fake
A Lie
My Cross
Loneliness
A Dead End

Now I see sexuality more like an Egg:

Real
The Truth
My Redemption
Oneness
A Rabbit Hole
Happy
PRIDE
601 · May 11
BlackMagic**tches
Eggzecutioner May 11
I used to wait for a letter
But no owl ever came
After waiting for forever
My own owl I became

-Evangeline-
My
Mommy
Is
Black
589 · May 16
vIrUs
Eggzecutioner May 16
I didn't see how writing
words could infect
until I read
UOI
3.2
1
0
;
A
B.C
IOU
I read until
my words infect
Like a reflection pond (:)
"Good morning, and in case I don't see ya, Good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight."
524 · May 12
MOMOM
Eggzecutioner May 12
MOM

Once an orphan

I now find
MOM
In every
Tree I walk past

*MOM
!!!Happy MOM Day!!!
499 · May 14
Evolutionary 2.0
Eggzecutioner May 14
Humanity sometimes evolves
much like time
non-linearly

Me:
Chimp
Baby Girl
Ghost
Baby Boy
Rat
Human
Mushroom
Butterfly
Tree
Ghost
Banana
Bunny
Egg
Snak­e
Monkey              Elephant
Witch                       Angel
Robotnick                Sonic
Ryan                          Evie
U?
Love Unlocks
And I
Evolve
492 · Jun 30
Once Upon A Time
Eggzecutioner Jun 30
I identified
So strongly with
A Character
In some other
Person's movie

That I forgot
It wasn't me
I Am Not Dead
This is not real
My movie is just
Beginning
448 · May 28
The Pond
Eggzecutioner May 28
Where do I look?
When I am tired
At looking at myself
And no one else
Can look directly
In to my eyes
Anymore
.
.
Anymore
In to my eyes
Won't you look
Any some one else
Cause looking at myself
Is making me tired
Where do I look?
I don't mean
To stare
(:)
426 · Jun 7
Supernatural
As a monotheist
Supernatural events
Were easily explained
Good = miraculous = God
Bad = devilish = Lucy

Later

As an atheist,
Supernatural events
Did not happen

Now

As a polytheist
Supernatural events
Do happen
But with
<^>
Formulas
Who
Am
I
O
U
Are
Who?
419 · 5d
Dear Winter,
So
100
Days
.
.
.
I Have
Three
???s
.
.
.
1. When do
they
start?
.
.
.
2. How do
they
end?
.
.
.
3. When do
they
be
Getting
My
Legos
On
*****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUSI4n_74LA
381 · May 21
ADD
Eggzecutioner May 21
ADD
There was an H
Added to my disease

I liked it more
When it helped me see

There is value added
In quick thinking
Reclamation Project
366 · Jun 20
We Just Met
Eggzecutioner Jun 20
Verse 1:

I thought that
It'd be obvious
That you and I
Would be
Together

I knew it
From the very
Start

But maybe I'm
Delirious
Since I met you
I've been
Looking

Only
At The
Stars

Chorus:

But now that
Things got hard
We lost our way
Between what we
Said
And what we
Say

Let's go back
In time
Erase
This crime
And we'll
Pretend
That
We Just
Met

2nd Verse:

We were at the top
I thought that
We would never fall
The view was
Beautiful
From where we
Stood

Days and months and years
Would pass and
All would stay the same
Cause we would do
Everything
We could

Chorus
Last Verse
To Come
356 · May 9
Borderline
When we met, we didn't know each other.
How could we? We didn't know ourselves.
We fell in love with ideas. Not human beings.
With stories. Some true. Some not.
About Us. Me. You.
About them.

With each day, I fall more in love.
With me. With truth. With you. With love.
Aren't they the same?
The stories that weren't true
I flip upside down
And read them again.

But my vision worsens in hard times
My emotions cover my eyes
I lose you for a story
I wrote in my head
Always incomplete
Only good or bad

But you and I are neither
Or we are both. Either way
I hope to see you
Because you are better
than anything
I can write

-Evangeline
Moving into color
353 · Jun 10
Arrival
Eggzecutioner Jun 10
Did You Know
Arrival
Was Based On
A True
Story
Message Me
For
Details!!!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arrival_(film)
343 · 5d
Sapphire
Song Draft:

Verse 1:

You found me
Lying on the ground
For all you said
I didn't make
A sound

Cause I had
Given up on

Chasing An
Gels And

Turning
My life
Around

But you
Picked me and
You

Held me in your
Arms

Gave me hope
I hadn't
Found

Bridge:
And now
I be lieve

Chorus:

That there's a way for
Things to change and
Sometimes things get
Better than they've
Ever been

When things get hard now
I just think about how
Sometimes things get
Better than they've
Ever been

Oooo
Ah

Better
Better

Oooo
Ah
Better
Than
Ever
333 · Jun 15
I Am Robot
Eggzecutioner Jun 15
If I Am Detective
Pika
Chu
I Musts Also Beez
Bumble
Beez
And together become
Robot
Nick
332 · Jun 10
The Matrix
Eggzecutioner Jun 10
The Only Thing
I Remember
About
The Matrix
Is Which Pill To
!
Secret
Are The
Transgender Twins
Are The
Secret
?
325 · Jun 27
Anti
Eggzecutioner Jun 27
Heroes
Who
Don't
Own
Their
Shitake
Mushrooms
Sand
Which
Gosh
****
It
2
The
Squeakquel
319 · May 31
Expressions
Eggzecutioner May 31
Purpose in every
Word, comma, smile
Your expressions
Carry the weight
Of golden thrones

And I devour them
Each, every, all
I dream about
The heavy weight
Lessness you shine
Thank
You
All
319 · May 27
Memory
Eggzecutioner May 27
I took a picture of you
Every time we met
So that I could hold you
In my hands when
Ever I felt an urge

The pictures have faded
And many were lost
But I look at each one
Left and sit with
In the loss and love
Happy Memorial Day
297 · May 11
H.E.(R.)
Eggzecutioner May 11
Humanity sometimes evolves
much like time
non-linearly

Me:
Chimp
Baby Girl
Ghost
Baby Boy
Rat
Human
Mushroom
Butterfly
Tree
Ghost
Bunny
....
Banana?
What About U?
281 · Jul 10
Blowing Up
Eggzecutioner Jul 10
My eight egos
Keep blowing up
Thinking
Everything
Is about just Us

As if
We were real
To begin

With

As if
It was not
All in our
One

Head
Heart
HUMANITY
Maybe
Going
Insane
274 · Jun 24
Teardrop Vase (duet)
Eggzecutioner Jun 24
1st verse:

I know what it's like
To be completely
Incomplete

But I don't completely
Know what it's like
To be with me

But I know it's hard
And you do it well

Yeah I know it's hard
And you do it well

Chorus:

And I can't stop
The tears
From rolling
Down
Your face

But I can
Catch
Them all
Inside
Our Teardrop
Vase

And when the
Tears have
Finally
Stopped

We won't
Have to
Pull out
The mop

We'll just
Go to
Our special place
And see the flowers
In our
Teardrop
Vase

Our
Tear
Drop
Vase

2nd verse (her):

I know that it's harder
Than its ever been
before

I knew it when I saw
You lying curled up
On the floor

And though it's hard
What I've learned

Yeah though it's hard
What I've learned

Chorus
1st verse and 2nd verse
Old song of mine
Feeling relevant
270 · Jun 14
21
Eggzecutioner Jun 14
21
Who are you
To hold so much
Power over my
Fingers

When I think
Your gravity sinks
Me down to the
Bottom

And Fall I
Must now for I
Am in the Up
Side Down
21
264 · May 18
Bridge
Eggzecutioner May 18
I built the bridge
From right to left
But it was crossed
Both ways to death
I should have known
That traffic flows
Whichever ways
Our feet can go
Yet most the flow
Is under
Not
Over
.
.
.
Yet
262 · May 19
Spell Bound
Eggzecutioner May 19
By
The
Spell
You Never
Stop Binding
Me In Two
But
We
R
In
Love
#us
261 · Jun 4
Flashlight
Darkness scares me
More than most
My flashlight never
Turns off

Places where you
Wouldn't think
Can hide the light
From me

So instead of
Relying on
Eyes
I let my
Ears
Guide where
To hold my light
Music
Sound
Tone
Vibrations
Energy
254 · 2d
Voo
Voo
I can't
Do it
Alone
^
O O
<  mxm  >
O O

.........................
So I
Did It With
Magic
........................
Turns out
KARMA's
A *****
.....................
That I
Made Out Of
Plastic
...................
Doo
252 · Jun 5
Ominous
I knew that
A flag could
Anger
Disgust
Revolt
But rainbows
Are pretty?
https://www.kpcw.org/post/pride-banners-heber-city-main-street-draws-public-comment#stream/0
242 · Jul 3
Hello
World
I Am Not Hiding
World
Will You Find Me
World
Cause I'm Lonely
World
World War 4
238 · Jun 26
13 Years
Eggzecutioner Jun 26
Ago
I fell in love
Her voice cracked and
I heard my own
Crack

Open
I exploded in
To a story I knew
Was hers and mine
Too

Evie
Led me along
A time and a dream
Riches to rags
Back
Aching
For
Her
...
Did
You Get
The
232 · May 14
Magnets
Eggzecutioner May 14
We are magnetic
But you put out fires
While I attract them
Yet somehow
I can never
Pull
Us
A
.
Sapphires 4 Ever
Y
1
230 · Jun 10
First Concert
Eggzecutioner Jun 10
Not
A
Poem
https://www.eventbrite.com/myevent?eid=63183125429
205 · Jun 12
The Riddlee
Eggzecutioner Jun 12
Somerikss
Aliens
Slwakn
Ins
Rksdles
Only
Breathe
Love
Breathe
200 · Jun 10
Dots
Eggzecutioner Jun 10
So good
At connecting
Dots
That I connect
Dots
That weren't there
Before
Dot
To
Dot
196 · Jul 13
Rebrand
Eggzecutioner Jul 13
I
Was
Falling
For
So
.
.
.
L
O
O
O
N
G
.
.
.
I'm
Now
Calling  
It
.
;
.
Sky
Die
ving
195 · May 31
Notice
Eggzecutioner May 31
I didn't realize
How little I
Noticed
Until I did
And now I try to
Notice
More
And
More
185 · Jun 17
Possessed
Eggzecutioner Jun 17
When the words I
Want to hear come
From my mouth
Don't
Who Am I?
Whose
Words do I
Hear from my voice
If not my own
Asking
For
Me
177 · May 31
Un-Inspired
Eggzecutioner May 31
I'm opening up
Into the ground
Looking for gold
Underneath the weeds
On the nearby hill

I wonder how long
I can afford
To spend my soul
On empty holes
When my body aches

I saw a vision
I know it's in
This hill somewhere
But the doubts all
Found me today
Treasure
Seeking
Always
159 · Jul 3
Shaka
Boom

When I shake
The Earth
Walks
Beneath
Me

Boom

When I dance
The moon
Spins
Around
Me

Boom
Shaka
Laka
158 · Jul 10
Million Ways
Eggzecutioner Jul 10
(Song)

Verse 1:

A gun's pressed up
Against my head
All the time
In my mind

I see a sea
Of violet red
All the time
In my mind

I feel
A pain
That Ne
Ver fades

I hear
A scream
And then
I see

Chorus:

A million ways
That I could die
I feel them all
Inside

I hope that
They will come
Come and
Take me

A million ways
That I could die
I see them
In my
Mind

I pray that
They will come
Come and
Save me

Verse 2:

The executioner
Takes my hand
And leads me to
My final stand

He asks me for
My last remarks
But I have none
Just hit your mark

Cause I feel
A pain
That ne
Ver fades

I hear
A scream
And then
I see

Chorus

Verse 3:

No I don't want
An easy death
I want to taste
My final breath

I want to feel
The sweet relief
That only death
Can bring to me

I wanna feel my
Final breath
I wanna sha ake
The hand of death

I wanna fe eel the
Sweet relief
Tha at
Death
Will
Bring

Chorus
Still
Haunted
153 · Jun 3
Proud
I hide behind
A fluffy pup
Pacifier
Two white earbuds
A nervous smile

I let the fear
Of imagined laughs
Haunt my nightmares
For too long to
Not strike back now

Am I too much?
That's up to you
It's out of the
Cage now and I
Feel free and scared
Happy
PRIDE
146 · Jun 3
Strangers
Is it problematic
When the strangers
In my life

Know my insides,
Seen both intestines
And my heart

And in real life
Most get stuck at
My blue eyes
I
Need
You
Still
143 · 7d
Liability
Am I
A Toy
A Joke
An Egg?

A
Liability
?

Lost for
So long
I spoiled
Ages
Ago

When will
You fix
Me. When
Will you
Make me
Real
142 · May 25
Tops
Eggzecutioner May 25
I could spin
Right
Here
Forever

I don't know
If things
Will
Get Better

But

I'm spinning
All
The
Time

You're always
On
My
Mind

I could spin
Right
Here
Forever
The chorus
Of a song
In my head
137 · Jun 7
Released My First Song
136 · May 12
Owls
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