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Jan 14 · 354
EVALI
My love,
I feel betrayed

It was not your fault
I know

I chose
To stop driving past
State borders

I chose
To buy relief from
The back of a van

I met you on my
Proverbial deathbed
Two years ago

Your fumes
Brought life back so
Consistently

So profoundly
To my previously
Hollowed bones

And now with oxygen tubes
I struggle to keep breath
And it's hard to seperate
My love for you

From the betrayal
I wish I didn't feel
unregulated vaping of THC
Jan 1 · 319
2020
Ready for a new decade
Not just a new year
Grateful it is
Finally here
Dec 2019 · 189
The Spark
An image of me
Wrapped up in you
Keeps flashing in
Front of my eyes

Now in the past
And I'm looking back
It feels like a dream
Not real life

Bridge:

Cause the room was on fire
And you were the spark
The world just melted away

There's something about you
Some mystical power
I felt it in your embrace

Chorus:

So
Hold me
Hold me for forever
Or at least
Until the
World is okay

I've

Lost my
Sense of direction
But I feel at peace
When we are
In the same place

So ...
Will you be my spark?
My lightning in the dark
We can light each other up
Till we're gone

Oho

Will you be my spark?
Together make our mark
We will light each other up
Till we're gone

Oho
Oho

Verse 2:
...
Me singing on youtube (a capella):
https://youtu.be/HWao_vFr0BY
Dec 2019 · 146
Dream About Me
I was in his dream
Last night

The flicker of light
That came into his eye
As he recalled
Detail after detail

I wanted to dive
Do deep into a his
Subconscious
That he never dreams
Without me
Again
Dec 2019 · 148
Dragons
Verse 1:

I was fighting my dragons
Oh oh ooh
While you were just clueless
In my background

I thought it was my faul-
Al al alt
I didn't want anyone
To figure it out

It out
It out

Chorus:

I'm crazy
I'm messed up
But not in the
Ways that
I thought
That I was

I was taught that
The things
That I wanted
The most

Would scare away
My Father
And The
Holy Ghost

Ooooh
Ooooh
I couldn't fight those odds
Oooh
Oooh
I needed better Gods


Verse 2:

I'm not
Past pointing
Fingers but I know
It won't fix

The scars
That I have
Are scars that
I'll live with

Told that what I loved
Was worse than a lie

Don't act so surprised
When another one dies

I'm still fighting with dragons
Oh oho oh
Are you still just clueless
In my background

It's not all my faul-
Al al alt
I didn't want anyone
To figure it out

It out
It out

Chorus:

I'm crazy
I'm messed up
But not in the
Ways that
I thought
That I was

I was taught that
The things
That I wanted
The most

Would scare away
My Father
And The
Holy Ghost

Oh oho oh
Oh oho oh
You can't fight those odds
Oh oho oh
Oh oho oh
I needed better Gods

Verse 3:

Are you afraid?
Do you feel guilt
By my pain?

Last time that we talked
The energy was strange
Or am I crazy?

Are you afraid?
Do you feel guilt
By my pain?

Last time that we talked
It all felt so strange
Or am I crazy?

Chorus:
I'm crazy
I'm messed up
But not in the
Ways that
I thought
That I was

I was taught that
The things
That I wanted
The most

Would scare away
My Father
And The
Holy Ghost

Ooooh
Ooooh
You can't fight those odds
Oooh
Oooh
I needed better Gods
Song
Dec 2019 · 440
Glowing
He told me I was glowing
The day he met me in-person
He couldn't stop
Looking

I don't always
Glow

My bulb barely
Turns on
Lately

So I must assume it was...
Him

I can't think of a thing
Other than his affectionate smile
And genuine, soft eyes
From that afternoon
Dec 2019 · 126
Again
It's not morning
But it's morning to me
Not really a good thing
I've got nowhere to be

Maybe I should
Go back to my job
But where's the fun in that
You know I'd probably
**** it all up

Once again
Burn my life down
Just to feel
The pain

The fire feels
Like a trip
Back down
Memory lane

Chorus

And now...
I think I did it again
Again
Again
Again
Again

I think I did it again
Again
Again
Again
Again

(Repeats with next part)

Will you still love me
Love me like I'm always
Always gonna get
Better again

Will you always try to
Put me back together
Even if I never get
Better again
Start of a song
Nov 2019 · 164
Their Names
Lying on my bed
In a dress
I won't
Wear outside

I read their names
One by
One

I look at pictures of them
Smiles that radiate
Defiant love

Each smile a rebellion
That ignites in me
A desire fight harder

Photos that captured
Moments where attractiveness
Was forgotten
Or ignored

Elation
Gender euphoria!
I saw it dancing in
Glowing eyes

Reminding me
The reasons they
Risked their lives
Trans Day Of Remembrance
November 20, 2019
Nov 2019 · 222
My Guardian Angel
They won't fly in front
Of incoming traffic
For me

Nor are they close enough
To pick up my broken
Pieces when I
Explode

But they do:

Send me pictures
Of cats in the coziest
Of poses

Check in on me
As much as I
Let them

Write me the sweetest
Prose and
Poetry

Send me the
Silliest of
GIFs
Happy Birthday

Thanks
Bird
Nov 2019 · 113
The Stream That Never Was
Let it go
Let it go oo oo o
That notion of control
We never had it

That doesn't mean
There isn't power in our words
Or that when shovel meets
The Earth

That we can't
Move it
(I've seen us
Move it)

Feel the flow
Of the stream
That never was

The dreams
That captured us
And let them
Fall

They sink like stones
And we are weightless
For a while

Holding hands
Exchanging smiles
It's all I
Want
Start of a song that came to me

I promise it sounds folk
And not like Frozen
Not that there would be
Anything wrong with it
If it did
Nov 2019 · 676
Jester
You said I amuse you
Ok I'll be your clown

I could do worse
Than turning frowns
Upside down

Cast your eyes on me
From your golden throne

I'll play the jester
Sing tales of the unknown
Nov 2019 · 551
Stalk Me
I want you to stalk me

No one has in a while
And I feel like no
One

Holds
My whole
Now?

Which I know is hard
To do when I am so...

Multi dynamic?
Literally multiple personalities
In one confused body

Some of which are good
At hiding

Like
Really good...

Which is why I want
You!

I need you :) :) :)

To stalk me...

To figure me out
And tell me what you find

So maybe one day
We can talk
And you can tell me
All about me

I haven't been able
To crack this one on my own
So maybe...

With your help...
Eevee

Meant more for a lover
Than a random
Internet
Stranger


But I guess I'm open
To it either way
Nov 2019 · 246
Lost in You
You're my home
Away from home
We get drunk
Then we get ******
And I get lost in you
I get lost in you

Yeah its been
A bumpy road
But when we lit up
We're in our zone
And I get lost in you
I get lost in you
Chorus of a song
That was playing
Over and over
In my head this morning

Do some strands of cannabis
Always get you *****
Nov 2019 · 229
My Rainbow Wristband
I love the simple
Identifier I choose to
Wear around my wrist

There's a lot of story left out
Untold in these six colors
Captured cheaply in silicon

But they leave little room
For doubt:
I am queer
QUEER
Even

I prefer it be known
So I wear it as my only
Strong identifier

My band attracts
Those it should attract
A light of safety for some
When out and
About

It also repels those
That I'm better off for
Having avoided

If you see me out and about
With my rainbow wristband
I hope you feel safe with me

To be exactly as you are
As we are
In that moment
But I still take it off
When I'm in nature
Around Heber, Utah
(Like today)

I see too much camo
Sorry friends
#allyout
Nov 2019 · 447
Silver Linings (S.A.D.)
This was maybe only the
Second year in my adult life
I remember being happy
Enough to be affected
Seasonal
Affective
Disorder

Before it was just
Dysthymia
Nov 2019 · 1.1k
Last Laugh
I think the dead always get
The last laugh


I worried so much
Over so many things
When it was always
Going to work
Itself out

In the end
End
Poor
Yorrick
Oct 2019 · 638
The White Panda
Happy Halloween
HelloPoetry Friends :) :) :)

I am wearing a panda onesie today
And am going around my city
Looking for free halloween deals

While messaging guys on GROWLr
To find someone to cuddle with
While we watch Adventure Time

What are you all up to
Today?

BSP
BSP is my oldest male little alter
He doesn't write much...
But he does take pictures a lot!

https://www.instagram.com/p/B4SoWZ7JQe1/?igshid=1rf7n0pqeoljq
Oct 2019 · 127
Worship
I don't know nothing anymore
I just want something to adore
I want to worship
The way we used to

I never needed black and white
I saw colors, I've seen the light
Will you worship with me
The way we used to

You don't need
Diety
The good news is not
What I thought
It would be

But there's goodness in us both
I can feel it

There is passion, creativity
And love waiting to be
Experienced an endless
Amount of times if we
Can find it in us

Help me find mine
And I will help you find yours
For me there is no other
Way to worship

And no other reason
For me to be alive
Started as a chorus
I kept hearing in my head
(First two sections)

I don't know about the rest
Oct 2019 · 125
Fearless
I have met no fearless people
To my knowledge

I have met, however,
Many people who have trained
Themselves to work alongside
Fear

A partnership
I watch in envy as
The butterflies that paralyze me now
Pull them into a state of flow

They capture it
Every milligram of adrenaline
Put to enhance their abilities
The way the chemical was meant
To be used

Amazed by the
Imaginative ways humans continue
To defy my beliefs of
What is possible

I may never be fearless
But someday I hope to be
Friends with my fear again.
Oct 2019 · 294
Shared Trauma
The minute you told me about
Your Bishop and the creepy questions
From worthiness interviews,
I knew we were
My Sister

"Oh, you have?"
Bishop McClain's eyes perked
Just a little, she swears,
A flash of excitement betrayed his
Next look of concern

"Can you tell me about the last time?
How long ago was it?
Where you alone?
Were the individuals
Completely naked in the pictures?"

She reminds me now
That she is barely twelve years old
Having celebrated just last week...
Hence the private meeting,
An annual check-up

You told me how he
Started to breathe heavier
And deeper with each new
Damning detail and necessary
Follow-up questions

A dentist five days a week and
An un-paid Judge of Isreal on Sundays,
Until an equally creepy
Accountant is called to serve
Over the Apple Valley Ward

I loved how you sipped
Your ***** every time McClain's
Name disgraced your mouth
Leaving you in need to wash
His foul taste from your tongue

And when the story flashed forward
To your honeymoon ten years later
I had an educated suspicion
Of where this story might be
Headed

The man you loved unbuttoned your
Pants and his breathe was so
Heavy you froze but unsure why,
Some zombie-you taking over
To get the job done


The real you, you tell me,
Was floating ten feet above the bed
Looking but not looking
Like a ghost trying to solve its
Own ******

Eventually you did,
Your love's breathe was too familiar,
But it wasn't without years of therapy
Threats of divorce and
Occasional talks of suicide

You tell me you'll never know
How much of your struggles now
Have their roots in a church
You gave your everything to
And I knew just what you meant
“The doctrine of this Church is that ****** sin — the illicit ****** relations of men and women — stands, in its enormity, next to ******.  The Lord has drawn no essential distinctions between fornication, adultery, and harlotry or prostitution. Each has fallen under His solemn and awful condemnation.” (First Presidency Message of October 1942)
Oct 2019 · 222
Warrior of Light
He came an embodiment of light
spirit quickened spirit
and spoke, “Surrender”

His vision is seared in my heart
eyes closed, I see
his countenance
adorned by light

He spoke truth plainly;
truth that opened wounds which had been
buried longing to bleed free

Then miracle of miracles
he enfolded me in his light,
in his love, in his embodiment and I will
forever be renewed
and I will forever close
my eyes, partake of his
beauty and know his
essence

-Susan Robinson-
My Mother on Earth
She sent me this poem
About a miracle we shared
Earlier this year

Back when I still wasn't sure that miracles existed
Oct 2019 · 202
A Star Is Born
I learned that the key
To opening the gates
Of stardom


□□□□☆=/  \=☆□□□□


Starts with
******* Bradley Cooper
Figures, at least he's hot!
And so talented too!

Do you think he'd like me?
Oct 2019 · 213
The Start of a Spiral
I've seen the rock bottom
Of the pit of depression,
Felt the impact of gravity
Pulling me down into the
Depths of despair

I've also scaled my way back
To the very top of the tower
Where all possibilities opened
Before me and I felt like
I could fly away

Unfortunately, I always forget
I don't have any angel wings or
Supernatural powers to speak of,
At least none that have shown up
Yet to save me

I recognize the warning signs:
My weight increasing and
My sleep restless, beginning
Earlier and ending later,
But I'm still tired

I know I'm far from the bottom
But the spiraling motion is so
Familiar by now I can't help but
Brace myself for another
Crash landing
I don't actually feel like I'm
Predestined to bottom out
But can't pretend the fear
Isn't there either
Oct 2019 · 135
Synchronicity
Sometimes I feel like the
Universe is folding itself
Like a butterfly's wings

Flashing me with hidden colors
Or memories or connections
Or coincidences

Flooding me with such beauty
I am forced to believe again
In some type of greater world

And then when she flutters
Away from me
I feel alone

Missing the times everything
Connected to each other
Feeling my place in the tapestry

Since she first flashed me her colors
I've been chasing that butterfly
And trying not to scare her away
Oct 2019 · 88
Stable Genius
Every time I see
Those words
They make me smile

Last night I laughed out loud
My wife even asked me
What's so funny

And I barely know how
To answer the question,
It's just those words!

They bring up so many images
So many special memories
It all feels like some Shakespearean play

And I must be the fool
Because I laugh along
Even though I know it's no game

I see people are dying
But I still can't help the feeling
That the universe is playing...

A practical joke
On us?
Is that possible?
The Donald
Oct 2019 · 198
Dreaming of Ghosts
Verse 1:
I'm tak i i ing
Long walks to clear
My he ea ea ead

I can't get
Enough of that
Re e e ed

I crumble
I fall with
With the leaves
Right next to me

I'm pray i i ing
For love from a cousin
Whose de ea ea ed

He hung up
But he's still in
My he e ea ea ed

I can't help
But hear him
As the leaves fall
Right next to me

Chorus:
I know it might sound scary
But the fear don't make it go away
I can't pretend I don't
Hear him in my brain

Chorus:
I've been dreaming of ghosts
My darling
(Boo-Who)
I might be haunted the most
I'm falling
(ooh-ooh)

But can't you feel
There's something
In this Autumn Air?

Ghosts,
I've been dreaming of
Ghosts...

Verse 2:
I've got the
Radio on to drown out
The noise

In my head
I get lost in
The void

You can
Call me crazy
Call me abuffoon

But I keep
Hearing my name
Called out from the moon

Chorus:
I know it might sound scary
But the fear don't make it go away
I can't pretend I don't
Hear him in my brain

I've been dreaming of ghosts
My darling
Boo-Who
I might be haunted the most
I'm falling

But can't you feel
There's something
In this Autumn Air?

Ghosts,
I've been dreaming of
Ghosts...
Oct 2019 · 184
Bugs
I keep losing poems
To a bug
And it's bugging me
Thanking the
Heavens
This one posted
Oct 2019 · 471
End of the World
Verse 1:

Friday lights have
Lit me up
I lose my mind
Like I've been
Drugged

Thinking everyone
Must know name
I'm famous
Right?
Must be
MDMA

Chorus:

The voices keep on telling me
They're gonna know me
Like the back
Of your

Hands up
Stand up

You know I'm
In command of

This microphone
I've got you listening

A silver tongue
And eyes that glisten

Stand up
Hands up

Back and forth
Like waves in ocean

Lose your self
In flow to motion

Dancing like it's the
End of the world

It's the end of the world

Dancing like it's the
End of the world

Verse 2

The doors are locked
But were still
Getting
Low

And out
And upside
Down

Streets and streetlights
All over town

Paint the picture
While crickets sing

I'm Emma Stone
Your Ryan Gosling

Chorus:

The voices keep on telling me
They're gonna know me
Like the back
Of your

Hands up
Stand up

You know I'm
In command of

This microphone
I've got you listening

A silver tongue
And eyes that glisten

Stand up
Hands up

Back and forth
Like waves in ocean

Lose your self
In flow to motion

Dancing like it's the
End of the world

It's the end of the world

Dancing like it's the
End of the world
Oct 2019 · 300
With You
Verse 1:

Tell me
Tell me something
I can
Believe

Look into my eyes
So we can see
Into each other's so o ouls

Show me
It's hiding in your smile
A reckoning

A tidal wave
I feel it happening
Light me in your afterglo o ow

Chorus:

We can't wait
For heaven longer
So we made a castle
Out of our bed sheets

A fortress
Now we're safe from
All the ***** men the stinking
Lies and cheats

In your arms
I lose my mind
But I find the truth

Heavens already
Here when I'm
With you
Song
Inspired by the Mindy Gledhill concert I saw tonight
Oct 2019 · 383
Cheat On Me
Cheat on me
Cheat with me
Let's cheat together

I'm 100 calories
When eaten in two
Servings which you
Won't but still 200
Calories!

****!

No for real
Though
Let's ****

Let's make love
Let's get *****
Your nose brown
With my sweet
Sticky
Mess

But for real
This is
No joke
Dive-in
Tongue first

I'm the cream
Of your crop
I'm a queen
I'll be on top
Of your world
Blow
You
R
Mind

Mooo
Ve
Me
Consume
Me
Make me
A part of
You

You a part
Of me
Us together
Guilt free
Skinny
Cow
And
Mindy
Gledhill
Inspired
Oct 2019 · 113
Partner?
Are we still on the same team
Or did the teams get switched
Overnight?

We kept the same rythym for
So long that I lost all my sense of
Balance

Without your weight in opposite
Evening out my constant evolution and
Motion

And now I can't tell if you are
Dancing with me or against me
Partner
Oct 2019 · 748
Hunger
"The world produces enough food to feed everyone, yet 155 million children are chronically malnourished and 820 million people suffer from hunger."

United Nations Facebook Page
October 16, 2018
(World Food Day)

I see hungry people,
I see them almost every day
They walk the same streets that I walk
They look at me and I try to
Choose to look back

Who are these people?
Why are they hungry?

I can't afford right now
To roll down my window and
Hand a few bucks to every
Person with a sign on a
Street corner

But I can afford them a smile
A look into their eyes that says you
Are no different than me
I see your hunger
And it's not
OK

It's never OK
I'd be right there next to you
Begging on the street corner
If things were just
A little different

"Poverty is the principal cause of hunger. The causes of poverty include lack of resources, unequal income distribution in the world and within specific countries, conflict and hunger itself."

"Hunger is also a cause of poverty, and thus of hunger, in a cyclical relationship. By causing poor health, small body size, low levels of energy and reductions in mental functioning, hunger can lead to even greater poverty by reducing people’s ability to work and learn"
Oct 2019 · 461
Visit Your Grave
Verse 1:

Change is something
We all gotta do
Give me all a minute
To reorient you

I'm not the man
Who knows it all
But I know a few
Things

Haven't beat the
System yet but
I've lost a couple
Rings

Bridge:

The ghosts came out
To play at the
Cemetary

World be changing
Soon don't be
Sedentary

They want you
To know that

Chorus:

No one's bringing flowers
No one's got your photo out
The future's looking Grimm
All our time is running out

No one's ever gonna
Wanna go and
Visit your grave

Visit your grave
Visit your grave

No one's ever gonna
Wanna go and
Visit your grave

Verse 2:

Ghosts of the future
All got something to say

I still got time left running
Down to fix my mistakes

Can't you hear it playing,
The cemetary song

Sleeping like a baby
Like nothing's going wrong

Hell's freezing over
And your looking real dumb

Got me going green
Ogre with my finger and my thumb

Bridge:

The ghosts came out
To play at the
Cemetary

World be changing
Soon don't be
Sedentary

They want you
To know that

Chorus:

No one's bringing flowers
No one's got your photo out
The future's looking Grimm
All our time is running out

No one's ever gonna
Wanna go and
Visit your grave

Visit your grave
Visit your grave

No one's ever gonna
Wanna go and
Visit your grave
Anniversary of
The death of
Matthew Shepard
....
Start of a song
Oct 2019 · 124
You Liked My Photo
I just wanted to stop for
A second and thank you
For liking my photo

I know it shouldn't matter!
I know, I know it's a problem
I have! I'm well aware!

My therapist says lasting
Self-esteem comes from within,
But I haven't found it yet

At this point in my life
I have more "friends" than
I ever really wanted

But you and six other people
Took the time to press I
Like Evangeline Ruth Hope!

Or at least a picture of her,
And sometimes that's exactly
What I need to reopen my eyes
https://www.facebook.com/evangeline.hope.71
Oct 2019 · 120
NaNoWriMo
Oct 2019 · 569
Frozen II
Released
11.22

This year has been all
Out of order but I can
Feel that explanations

Are on there way
Also
Maleficent 2
....
No coincidences
Oct 2019 · 85
Hold Me
Hold me
Oh hold me
Like you were
Afraid

Of freezing
Hold me tightly
It's so cold
Today

Hold me like
You are my hero
Like you are my shield
Against all evil

Hold me until our
Troubles fade away

Crazy
Oh I'm crazy
I know things
Can change

From dreaming
While you hold me
Our dreams turn
The same

There's magic in the
Love we're sharing
Alone no more
Even if we're swearing

Hold me like
You are my hero
Like you are my shield
Against all evil

Hold me until our
Troubles fade away

Hold me
Oh hold me
Like you were
Afraid
A song
Oct 2019 · 1.2k
Someone Worth Solving
I know I'm complex, but I still hold
Out hope that I'm someone
Worth Solving

Figure me out!
Learn how I tick!
And how I turn off
So you won't flip
My switches
The wrong ways

And we can light each other up
Without being afraid of
All the memories
Of times it happened when
It never should have

I know there's a light in me
That burns as bright as any other
It's just buried so deep that
People get lost and give up
Please don't give up on me

I haven't given up yet,
I just want someone to
Get me lost out of my mind
Out of my control
For the first time

And not everyone's a diver
But I know some of you
Like the thrill of a solving
The unsolvable, the plunge
Into the deep

I have to believe
I hold a treasure worth
Discovering or how else
Will someone put up with
The risks I pose?
Sep 2019 · 580
Law Of Chastity
I knew I'd turned a corner
The first time I made love to
Myself with no regrets

How many times was pleasure
Robbed the moment my mind turned
Back to "normal" again

Chemicals flooding my brain,
Changing me into something
I could not recognize

Lost in a daydream that looked
Like a nightmare to the old
Self I believed in

The moment of ****** tied to
A feeling of remorse, regret,
Disgust and defeat

Over and over again,
Against the God I said I loved!
Against my better judgement!

I'm still in the combat of
Deprogramming to love me
More than anyone can

But every now and then I
Make love to myself like I'm
Christina Aquilera

Like I'm the Goddess that I'm
Learning to become just like
The Mormons said I'd be
Mormon
Stories
Sep 2019 · 578
Hunting Season
I could tell how deep into
Hunting season we were
By the amount of camo
Worn by my classmates

You might think that the
Amount of camo would go
Down and you'd be mistaken,
Not in my schooling system

No, these kids wore camo
In rain, in shine, in Spring
And in Fall, to Homecoming
And to their mama's funeral

But don't expect them to show
Up to school when hunting starts,
There are only so many five
Point bucks in Heber Valley

As a Salt Lake City transplant,
Twelve year old me was
Surprised too see so many
Empty chairs come September

Education wasn't their game,
Their game was elk, mose, deer,
Rabbits, turkeys, or bobcats
If your really lucky in lotto

Nintendo was for nerds
Soccer was for girls and
Pokemon was for children,
So I came in with three strikes

They talked about guns like
Their girls did the prom queen,
The prettiest ones always put
On the highest pedestals

Back pockets showing signs of
Chewing tobacco, they keyed
Cars who dared park in the side
Lot reserved by them for trucks

The only things we shared
In common was an addiction
To God's nectar Mountain Dew
And a love for hunting season
Felt like taking
Shots today
...
Anyone want a drink?
Sometimes
You go to the
Hospital

And it's no one's fault
It's just something
That happens sometimes

There are some good things about
Going to the hospital:
Smiley nurses, chocolate pudding,

Cool laser-machines
With big, ugly laser-jackets
That you put on to not radiate,

But most parts of the
Hospital aren't fun at all,
Some are really scary

They can poke you,
They can probe you,
They even electrocuted me

Ten times,
Four on my left side
And six on both sides

But no matter
How bad it hurts
Or how afraid you feel,

Just remember:
♡It's not your fault♡
It's just that something

That sometimes
Happens to
People

All People,
Big people,
Little people,

Old people a lot,
But beautiful people go too!
And even animals have hospitals!

Everybody gets sick!
Everybody gets hurt!
Everybody eventually dies!

That's when you
Go to hospital
But they can't fix

The thing:
Your hurt or your sick or
Your crazy

And then you
Get buried and turn
To dirt and get eaten by worms

But most times,
Every time for me so far,
You get out better

Maybe not great,
But better
And better can be a whole lot

When your feeling low
Or when your worried you might die
Getting out is the best part!

But you'll probably go again
Because that's just what people do
We go to hospitals sometimes
I don't like hospitals
...
But I seem to
Attract them
....
Written outside
The UNI Psych
Ward

(Not currently a resident)
Sep 2019 · 155
Stay Woke
Daylight
☆☆☆
I wake up feeling like you won't play right

I used to know, but now that **** don't feel right
◇♧◇
It made me put away my pride
₩{¥}₩

I heard you got
Stuck in the
Darkness
○●○●○
Time line like now:
****! How did we
Start this?
□■□■□
Knee ****, I might
Fall into the
Deep end
(^^)
I took a byte,
I lost my sight
You are my weakness

₩₩₩

So long
You made a ***** wait for some,
so long
[][][]
If you want it
You can have it

O O
W

But stay woke
****** creepin'

They gon' find you
Gon' catch you sleepin'
Now stay woke

****** creepin'
Now don't you close your eyes

☆☆☆☆☆
Childish
Gambino
☆☆☆☆☆
And
♡♡♡♡♡♡
Evangeline
Hope
♡♡♡­♡♡
Duet
Sep 2019 · 2.6k
Master
Wanna have that body
Gotta get that body
Wanna work that body
Wanna get you
Confused

Gotta treat my body
Gonna be real naughty
Wanna be that hottie
I just wanna
Be used

I'll be your doll
Up in your house
You be the cat
I'll be your mouse

Play me
Like you own me
Like I'm yours to break

Hang me
Like a trophy
I'm your hottest mistake

Own my like you mean it
I'll wear a collar if you lead it
I'm a slave, I can't beat it
Can you beat me some more?
Submissive
Sep 2019 · 213
Charli X
Verse 1:

Things have to get better
Yeah, I want to get better
But I'm under the weather
And I'm stuck to you

I don't blame nobody
It's my life, it's my story
Got no fame, got no glory
And I'm coming unglued

Chorus:

It's not you, it's me!
I'm a horsefly
Your a queen!!

Charli Girl your bite
Intoxicates me
Gotta get out
Gotta break free

So let's pull some strings
And get me out of this web
You know I love you girl
I love you to death

Verse 2:

Co-dependent is a word
My therapist made me learn
She made it sound like
A bad thing

Spoke the words out loud
Heard how it sounds
Seems like it's got
A bad ring

And things don't change
If we don't break them
Charli

Your soft as silk
But I'm your silk worm
Baby

Chorus:

It's not you, it's me!
I'm a horsefly
Your a queen!!

Charli Girl your bite
Intoxicates me
Gotta get out
Gotta break free

So let's pull some strings
And get me out of this web
You know I love you girl
I love you to death

Verse 3:

If I come back,
I'll come back stronger
I'll stick to you
I'll be your babe a little longer

If I come back,
I'll come back stronger
I'll stick to you
I'll be your babe a little longer

Chorus:

It's not you, it's me!
I'm a horsefly
Your a queen!!

Charli Girl your bite
Intoxicates me
Gotta get out
Gotta break free

So let's pull some strings
And get me out of this web
You know I love you girl
I love you to death

You know I love you girl
I love you to death
Sep 2019 · 570
Harley
I used to hate super hero movies
Too much CGI, too many explosions,
Characters too good to be true

That's without other problematic
Issues like female characters
Who only existed

To be the hero's fighting prize,
To be eye candy
To be bait, to be a trope for his plot

It took until Wonder Woman
For me too have a woman
I could watch be super

And even then
She was more alien
Than human

She was such perfection
And I'm a broken *****
Staring at the face of an angel

I was never going to see myself in
In Gal Gadot, I needed someone
Who could feel my pain a little

The only hero I've seen
On a Big Big Scream
Who looked an ounce like me:

Harley and they made her share
With Will Smith and
A bad script (good music though)

But thank Goddess
Thank Lucy
Thank 30 Seconds To Mars

We got Harley and
Margot Robbie and for that I
Consider myself blessed

I, Tonya made me feel like I could
Twirl around in a short skirt
With my bird fingers up
Sep 2019 · 121
Greta Thunberg
I'm starting to
Fall in love
With super heroes
Again
Sep 2019 · 294
Una Columna De Luz
Vi una columna de luz
Más brillante que el sol
Directamente arriba de mi cabeza

Y esta luz gradualmente
Descendió hasta descansar
Sobre mí.

Al reposar sobre mí la luz
Vi en el aire arriba de mí
A dos personajes

Cuyo fulgor y gloria
No admiten
Descripción

Uno de ellos me habló
Llamándome por mi nombre
Y dijo, señalando al otro:

Éste es mi Hijo
Amado:
¡Escúchalo!”

"I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head, above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until it fell upon me….

When the light rested upon me I saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air.

One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other—This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!"

- Joseph Smith, The Prophet
The third and most poetic
Of his first vision
Account
...
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/3298064/upe/
...
https://cesletter.org/debunking-fairmormon/first-vision.html
Sep 2019 · 605
The Heber Creeper
The police have been called
On me five separate times
This year but I just can't help

Myself from peeping,
From taking photos of everything!
Have you looked outside?

I never had, I never did
Not in my first life, I was in too much
Pain to see past my fingers

But the second time around
I take no stretching tree,
No alley cat for granted

And when my mom's neighbor
Saw me lying prostrate in
The dirt by her flowers

Yeah it may have scared her
In this day and age,
But what could I do?

I'd never seen Orange like that!
I had to capture it in my memory
Bank, which is to say, a photograph

In my mind the pictures all fade,
Especially true since shock
Therapy a few years ago

But honestly, the think that gets
People the most is the pacifier,
I'm a plural system

Which is to say I'm a multiple
Or if you are my doctor, then
I have Dissociative Identity Disorder

Is it my fault that the best
Photographer in my system
Happens to be a three year old boy?

That he looks at everything and
Sees it for the first time in awe,
In shock that people don't see it

That magic all around us
If you had the power to go back,
Wouldn't you?
If you could?
...
Choo.choo!
Heber Creeper is the magic train
I grew up next to
...
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/3308809/midway/
Sep 2019 · 408
Rumpelstilzchen
She changed my vocabulary
Before her, the words breath taking
Were either too abstract or too corny
For my mind to select them
And then pass the filter of my lips,
To say nothing of my heart

But she brought us all into a unity
Causing my filters to erode
The beauty too much too care what
Anyone thinks but the two of us
Right here and right now

I lost my breath so many times
Next to her that I started to believe
She wasn't human, instead she was
Some type of magical being who
Could transform time into gold

But maybe she was magic
As sometimes I feel the fever
She left me, and I turn my own
Straw into gold, something I never
Thought possible before her
Draft
Maybe
More?
Sep 2019 · 162
Revolutions
I hear a revolution
If it's not here already
I hear it approaching

I heard it today in my car

It
Sounded a
Lot like my radio
Playing Taylor Swift,
Telling everyone to calm down
While I drive in Heber
Where I grew
Up

Where I was too
Afraid to come out
The closet and
Idolized
Suicide

But its bigger than
That small delicious taste
X96 gifted me today

It spans every
Genre

In fact
It's  killing the
Very concept of genre

What the **** is a genre?

What is rock?
What is rap?
What is hip-hop?

I see people at concerts
And I swear Lady Gaga
Is a prophet like any other

Prophet
Goddess
Mystic

Alive today and more
Influential then any
Not married to Jay Z

When I listen to the
Words kids are singing along to
I hear snippets of a future

Cardi B
Post-Malone
Kesha

Love or hate them
Their music is pulsing through
The masses like mountain

Dew mixed with
A RockStar Energy
Drink, sip

And from what I
Can here from the shapers
Things are going

To get worse
Than better
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