I can't live without:
My partner
My bestfriend
It's a short list but it saves me everytime.

If i don't make it through the night, don't hurt yourself. There are alot of people that can replace me.

If I'm only something that's in your way.
I'll leave

Slowly
Unexpected
When you thought it was over

I want you're love.
I don't care how you give it to me.
I want it.
All of it.
Now

Baby, just come a little bit closer.
I want to know your touch again.
I forgot:)

Deleting my feelings

I was standing in purple light and you said that you remembered that the first thing you thought was: "**** she's ugly."
I burst down
Of laughter
Than after we walked out of the light.
And you said that I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.

Pretty
Nice
Popular

Am not looking for a "perfect" person
Am looking for you

You are like an mosquito.
In the night, you keep me awake.

All I get is pain when your not home.

Baby come back

If you look into my eyes
It's like
I can't explain
I can't explain what you do to me
The time stands still
My heart stands still
I can hardly breathe
My head turns red
You ask me what is wrong
The only thing that i can say is
"Nothing"

I still feel the anger of the fight I had 7 months ago.
I laugh at it now, even though I probably shouldn't.

I'm tired but let's do another day to see if things change.

My mental health is like a rubber band.
If you pull it too far, it will get tight.
Until you pull it to hard.

Don't see me as the broking girl.
I am so much more.

Me: hahaah you should dye your eyebrows blue.[jokingly]
My gf: sure[serious]
Two days later..
gets picture of blue eyebrows
SCREAMINGGG

Sitting in my father's car.
No one as said a word.
All you do is look the other way.
And I am just looking at you.
No feelings
No words

You can't control feelings.
Feelings control you.

I can't hold on any longer.
The words of the people i love cut deeper in my hart then my knife does. I tell myself every night that i can do this.
But all i tell meself are lies to keep me going. I see the truth in the lies that i tell.
And if you keep lying to yourself, you loose all the trust that wasn't even there.

I know it is me.
It is my fault.
I loved you so hard, for so long.
But I've known.
There is another one.
Another person,
Who is making you feel better.
More than I could.
If I was home right now
Then the only thing that was home,
Was my body.
My life doesn't have a purpose anymore.
How did I get so fuckt up.
****
I wanna talk
But I know
That I won't control myself.
So that's why I stare at te white wall infront of me.
No emotions
Just me
But who is me?
That's a question that no one can answer.

A feeling
That will never be the same.