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Aug 2019 · 433
Seriously?
Butterfly Aug 2019
Me: hahaah you should dye your eyebrows blue.[jokingly]
My gf: sure[serious]
Two days later..
gets picture of blue eyebrows
SCREAMINGGG
Aug 2019 · 573
Rubber band
Butterfly Aug 2019
My mental health is like a rubber band.
If you pull it too far, it will get tight.
Until you pull it to hard.
definitely not one of my best
Aug 2019 · 879
if i'm not there tomorrow.
Butterfly Aug 2019
If i don't make it through the night, don't hurt yourself. There are alot of people that can replace me.
Can i just not be in pain fore more than 8 hours.
Aug 2019 · 306
sweet home
Butterfly Aug 2019
I can't hold on any longer.
The words of the people i love cut deeper in my hart then my knife does. I tell myself every night that i can do this.
But all i tell meself are lies to keep me going. I see the truth in the lies that i tell.
And if you keep lying to yourself, you loose all the trust that wasn't even there.
This is a mess but that` bc i don`t have my grammer check on this laptop.
Aug 2019 · 419
Hey
Aug 2019 · 270
If i can be grateful.
Butterfly Aug 2019
I can't live without:
My partner
My bestfriend
It's a short list but it saves me everytime.
Aug 2019 · 236
The hope is gone.
Butterfly Aug 2019
Standing on the edge of the bridge.
Breathe, just for the last time.
And jump for the last time.
I'm so not okay. I can't stop crying, lol
Aug 2019 · 247
Well shit
Butterfly Aug 2019
There I go again.
I was just doing fine.
Everything was fine.
But then it hit me.
I'm not fine.
Save me thank you
Aug 2019 · 380
Teardrop
Butterfly Aug 2019
Slowly everything is getting darker.
You barely see the teardrops falling on ground.
You don't see the lights any more.
It's all gone.
I really should get some sleep
Aug 2019 · 520
Drunk because of your love
Butterfly Aug 2019
Your body
Your red cheeks
Your voice
You make me drunk
The only thing is, you're actually good for my heart.
Lately I have been writing love poems and I like it much more so yeah
Aug 2019 · 835
Just a little bit
Butterfly Aug 2019
Baby, just come a little bit closer.
I want to know your touch again.
I forgot:)
OWHHH BABYY BABYY BABBYYYY OWHHH
just for u some justin bieber
Aug 2019 · 324
It's you
Butterfly Aug 2019
I want you're love.
I don't care how you give it to me.
I want it.
All of it.
Now
I'm so egotistical, my love.
Aug 2019 · 917
Needing
Butterfly Aug 2019
All I get is pain when your not home.

Baby come back
LOVEEE ME YOU WHOOOOREEEE
Aug 2019 · 421
Old friend
Butterfly Aug 2019
Months ago we stayed up until 3 am talking.

Now I can't even say hey to you without having a mental breakdown .
It isn't your fault
Aug 2019 · 195
I cried
Butterfly Aug 2019
I cried over my friend.
I told him that he should never do it again.
He was so stupid.
I said that he couldn't do stuff like that because i don't want to lose him.
He's like my big brother, and I don't think he realises it.
Don't do that again Scott
Aug 2019 · 394
Lightning
Butterfly Aug 2019
I was standing in purple light and you said that you remembered that the first thing you thought was: "**** she's ugly."
I burst down
Of laughter
Than after we walked out of the light.
And you said that I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.
I'm sorry, this is such a bad "poem"
It's about someone that I love so maybe that will make it up?
Aug 2019 · 1.6k
Floating
Butterfly Aug 2019
The feeling of the saltwater getting through my hair, is amazing to.

The balance you make while standing on your board, like you're finally completed.
Like my heart is on the right place.
Jul 2019 · 237
Back at again
Butterfly Jul 2019
I don't feel anything.
I believe what you say of me.
Her I am, feeling again.
Why do you say those things to me?
Jul 2019 · 265
#5 Thoughts
Jul 2019 · 192
#4 Thoughts
Butterfly Jul 2019
I don't wanna live anymore. I can't hold on, I'm sorry.
Jul 2019 · 206
#3 Thoughts
Butterfly Jul 2019
I feel lonely but I don't want company.
Jul 2019 · 181
#2 Thoughts
Jul 2019 · 640
#1 Thoughts
Butterfly Jul 2019
"When we marry I want a huge cake like that."

My heart skipped a beat.
I wanted to kiss her so badly.
I love you
Jul 2019 · 504
Silence
Butterfly Jul 2019
Sitting in my father's car.
No one as said a word.
All you do is look the other way.
And I am just looking at you.
No feelings
No words
So much cheese
Jul 2019 · 316
Eye of the tiger
Butterfly Jul 2019
I must survive, just to keep them alive.
I adore this song.
Jul 2019 · 295
Hey
Butterfly Jul 2019
Hey
It's a weird question
But does somebody wants chat with me and just talk about life.
I really like to listen , so if you need somebody random to talk to, I am in.
This probably sounds really creepy sorry!
So here's some information about me!
Hi I a female and I am from the Netherlands.
Still in high school and hating it even though I should be grateful. Currently I am fighting depression and social anxiety.
I think it's really think hard to talk about, so I prefer to listen but if talking about my problems is more comfortable for you I ofcourse will. People say that they really like my advice so that's why I want to be a therapist.  I like to draw, read books and make poems. Looking for a new series to watch on Netflix so open for that to lol.
I hope that you will chat with me and if you don't want to talk but only listen that's totally cool! I won't judge you for who you are and I want to make a safe place for everybody were the can talk about how the feel and which struggles they are going through. Sorry if my grammar isn't that good, English isn't my first language!
Jul 2019 · 369
It's coming back
Butterfly Jul 2019
Slowly
Unexpected
When you thought it was over
I am afraid to say it
But my social anxiety is coming back.
I lost a really good friend because of it.
And I am so scared that i will lose someone again.
So i am fighting really hard to get over it.
But i need someone to help me.
I know I need help but the last time I asked I lost somebody who I loved.
So yeah
If anybody wants to talk, I like to listen.
Jul 2019 · 628
I want help
Butterfly Jul 2019
I tried
Please I tried
But I am tired

I want somebody to talk to.
I want to many things.
Only thinking about myself.
It isn't true.
I think about you all the time.
This is a ******* mess
Nice
Jul 2019 · 203
I did it
Butterfly Jul 2019
I didn't do it
I did do it
Jul 2019 · 103
I don't want kisses
Butterfly Jul 2019
I don't want kisses.
I want story's.
I want a true voice.
I don't care if you feel sad.
I'm happy if you tell me.
You don't tell me.
I'm sad because of that.
But I won't tell you
Why?
I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable.
It's not about you, babe
Jul 2019 · 275
Summer
Butterfly Jul 2019
Summer holidays
Sun shining
Ice cream dripping
Skin gets darker and scars are showing.
You can literally see all my old scars so I'm using concealer, lol
Jul 2019 · 532
Tired
Butterfly Jul 2019
A promise is a wish that won't come true
I'm in pain
Jul 2019 · 484
Stop me, now you still can
Butterfly Jul 2019
Standing on the edge of the cliff.
Losing my balance.
Not falling slowly,
But quick.
Falling
Hit the ground.
Blood dripping on the ground.
While you could have offered me a hand.
Text me
I'm lonely
Jul 2019 · 200
Pulling out my hair
Butterfly Jul 2019
Silent screaming and crying in my pillow.
Get me a therapist
Jul 2019 · 715
My love
Butterfly Jul 2019
Your laugh
Your jokes
Your hair
Your touch
Your eyes
Your my love
Love me human
Jul 2019 · 5.3k
Hitting different
Butterfly Jul 2019
Cutting of toxic people is better than cutting myself
Fakeeeee friends
Jun 2019 · 4.7k
Dangerous
Butterfly Jun 2019
Everybody has a  angel and an demon on there shoulder.
Sometimes the angel wants to **** the demon.
And sometimes the demon wants to **** the angel
Jun 2019 · 804
KitKat
Butterfly Jun 2019
Two bags of little KitKat's.
Yeah,
You eat a lot when you feel depressed.
I will get diabetes.
Jun 2019 · 305
#4 For my Fruithapje
Butterfly Jun 2019
~am I just a dumb make-out girl?~


Am I the one who hears about your feelings or am I the one who you pull against the closet to kiss?


Am I the one who knows when somethings wrong and gets a explanation or am I the one who is dancing with you on romantic music and gives you hugs?

Can I be both?
Will you let me both
Butterfly Jun 2019
Don't go to the bathroom.
Don't grab the scissors.
You'll be a disappointment.
You said to yourself that you're done with depression.
Like I can control it.
What was I thinking.
Blood dripping
Tears falling
Looking at the sun going down just like my happiness.
Nothing to say
Jun 2019 · 334
Highlight of my life
Butterfly Jun 2019
Crying and having a mental breakdown while watching the sun go under was the highlight of my life.
I'm okay I swear
May 2019 · 442
#3 For my Fruithapje
Butterfly May 2019
In my life there were a lot  of people who talks about my weight.
Like "You are to skinny!"
"I can literally see your ribs!"
Even people in my family.
Negative not in a lovely way with support.
My friends did the same thing.
But I found a person that loves just the way I am, classic right?
This beautiful person is about to text me, because she is actually worried.
Well this came out really wrong and I don't know how to fix it ,so yeah
May 2019 · 461
#2 For my Fruithapje
Butterfly May 2019
I can ask for the truth.
The only thing is,
I will never believe you.
Another one
I am so scared I want to **** my self, because of what happend today.
May 2019 · 938
#1For my Fruithapje
Butterfly May 2019
Grab my waist and pull me slowly  body.
While we are dancing to music that's forgotten and will only exist in our memories.
Hay babe
This is kinda for you idk
Love you so much fruithapje
Gonna be a series
May 2019 · 718
What do you want?
Butterfly May 2019
Explain or leave
Explain my pain
You won't come back any way
May 2019 · 97
Untitled
Butterfly May 2019
Trouble to breathe at the moment.
I know why.
I actually don't know.
I think my brains know.
But my brains like to **** with my body often
Haha this sounds so wrong
May 2019 · 1.2k
Expectation
Butterfly May 2019
Didn't expect that life without you was going be so hard.
Yes I am lonely.
And I did not expect that lonelyness could be so hurtful.
Idk if I made a mistake with the grammar haha
May 2019 · 169
Again
Butterfly May 2019
A letter full of words that won't go through my mind.
Yes it happend again.
Somebody left me again.
Or I left her.
I don't know how to see it.
Kinda ******* this up.
May 2019 · 1.5k
Mosquito
Butterfly May 2019
You are like an mosquito.
In the night, you keep me awake.
Sorry for bad grammar:)
May 2019 · 197
See me as more
Butterfly May 2019
Don't see me as the broking girl.
I am so much more.
This doesn't mean I don't want your help.
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