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 May 2022 Butterfly
deyrah
Dear Diary...
I've been having some days full of sleep and insomnia nights.

Today, this morning, i woke up feeling like death!
and when i finally opened my eyes,
i kinda wished that was it was.

I hope tomorrow i can wake up feeling like life,
so i wouldn't wake up to realize
it's Death.
 May 2022 Butterfly
deyrah
supersonic is the wave of endless spite, tossed at the corner room of a girl, with pain  as her nick-name.
soothing! is the heart that held her without blemish
wicked! was the noise you made on her needful nap.
and when it's all said and executed
you'd say, "i didn't know that you were going through depression"
"if only you'd have spoken up, maybe we would've helped"
pretty sure that you didn't know she was in pain even after the eye bags, of tearful nights.
the untimely and increase of silver blade cuts on her wrists, didn't paint a picture for them.

crimson was the pool she was in...
unspoken was the word she could've said
unread was the note she left behind.
"i didn't know" she was suicidal.
 Aug 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
Can someone...
Anyone!
Just tell me "i love you"
Even if it's a lie??
I'm in need of loving
 Aug 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
I don't do poetry 'cause i was forced to.
I don't write 'cause I've got hands too.
I don't do poetry 'cause i want attention.
I don't write 'cause I've got lyrics and dedication.
I don't do poetry 'cause i want people to see.
I don't write cause my words are as vast as the sea.
I do poetry because i can be me, and i write because in those moments.
Nothing else matters.
It's like a twisted relationship between my mind, and the universe, the ink. And the paper, it's like I'm complete, in an incomplete way.
#poetry is the essence of life
 Aug 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
Shame
 Aug 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
You are sad when i get sad.
Sad when I'm fine.
Also sad when I'm happy!
Cause you aren't the source of any of it.
 Jul 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
Sign
 Jul 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
However...
I've been waiting on a sign!
But it seems like i need a new prayer!!
 Jul 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
Vain
 Jul 2020 Butterfly
deyrah
According to michealangelo!
"A woman's heart has to be with god, so that a man, may seek him.
To find her"!
But what if??
Just what if... What if her god's dead??
Does that make my search in vain??
Lost love!
No love here!
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