When someone takes their life they leave behind more than just shaken worlds and teary eyes.
There's the questions, the theories, the regrets and the blame.
But with that missing piece, the picture can't be the same.
They tell us to move on,
Give it up, Let it go.
But there's no way to forget because I will always want to know.
I am always going to question you and wonder, just what it was exactly,
That made you think the world better without you.
What made you think you had the answers - all matter of ******* factly.
I want to know if you thought of me
Before you pulled the trigger.
Could your brain get past blur
Past the effects of your liquor?
I've considered the possibilities
I've thought about the doubt
But I know this world was better with you in it
And it's worse off without.
I see the devastation that you left behind.
The hearts and minds you've crushed
And you were in a hurry to escape it all
But what really was the rush?
I don't believe this was your goal
Causing this hurt and this pain
But I don't think you had stopped to think it out
And now we are all left to finish the game.
You didn't leave behind a note
Or an answer to be heard
You left without saying goodbye
Leaving me the final word
You went and killed yourself last spring
The days recall so clear
I wonder if I'll ever forget
Or if I am doomed to live in fear
I can't put the pieces together
I can't clarify the tale
I don't think I'll ever be the same
You set me up to fail
Yes I know it's not my fault
You went and chose to die
But no matter how hard I try to blame you
I will never truly understand why.