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Why is it when you say you don't love me
I love you more then life can see

Why is it when you push me away
All I do is want to stay

Why is it when you run from me
All I want is to chase for thee

Why is it that when were apart
I don't know how to control my heart

Why is it when you  tell me I'm pathetic
I always cry because I'm sympathetic

Why can't I just let this be
And set my life away from thee
The day I think that your not mine
Sends these shivers down my spine

The day I think you have lied to me
Makes me feel that I forgive thee

The day you want to hold me tight
Is the day I will never fight

The day you say that you love me
Is the reason I say lets just let it be

The day I think that you will go
Is when I think that your a *****
a prisoner of night
with dreams of suclusion
as the day is long
the night is day

no reason for life
no reason for death
as i lie awake
spinning in my head

no place to go
no place to run
no one to hear
with nothing but tears

with only tears
to face my fears
why can't i think
why can't i run

is this life
or is this death
can i figure this out
or
should I blow off my head

I have these problems
why can't i face life instead
why am i scared
why don't i scream
one day i feel
i should be rid of these dreams

i cut myself
to reliese my pain
only yo know
i'm cutting my stains

can i ever change
or
will i ever will
only to remember
i'm up to a 100 stains

is there a GOD
or
is it a conterfit thing
why do i do
all these bad things
I look and find love only to be let down
It is such a long roller coaster ride I have to get off

I look to find and gather friends to be with
Only to find out they talk behind my back

I just look for people to hang with to pass time
But time passes and they usually drift away

I just look to be alone at times and self absorb
But something always interrupts my thoughts

I have met 2 and they are always with me
I would have to say they have never left my side

Never, Never, Not once, not even when I was

Depressed
Crying
Screaming
Laughing
Dying
Delusional
Lonely

How ever I acted they stayed

My two best friends always there
Never saying a word to me

Yet they always comfort me
They always knew what to do to change my mood
They always give me warmth and understanding

Oh how I love them
They have never left me

The needle and the spoon
They lived with me from 1980 until May 13, 2014
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Chris
Sometimes I can be so very stupid
Sometimes I speak before I think
Sometimes I listen to the wrong part of me
Sometimes I act like an ***
Sometimes I don’t use common sense
Sometimes I see more in things than there really is
Sometimes I hurt the one person I love
Sometimes I bring pain to her without trying
Sometimes I am such a fool
Always I am sincerely sorry
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
kaden
He has a soul almost as big as his heart
And it's not easy to tear apart

That knife going down his spine makes him shiver
Holding back tears but they flow like a river

He's 6 feet under but nobody knows
3 years later but they haven't stopped the show

They say rain always comes and goes
But sunshine hasn't came, it never arose

Dig him up, found out that he's dead
Never even had a chance to rest peacefully on his bed

The sun is out but it's still a cloudy day,
They pray to God, but he'll never be okay
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
You
 Mar 2015 FallenAngel93
Holly
You
I look at you
And i can see it in your face.
You think you can hide it,
But i see you.

I see the hurt,
The dark circles beneath your eyes.
And the quiet plea
Dancing on your bottom lip,
Too afraid to be voiced
Too afraid to be heard
Because your too afraid to be hurt.

And i just want to take you and
Wrap you up in my arms
Hold you, console you
Tell you things you'll believe.
But you don't seem to believe
Anything anymore.
Because you have been deceived
Far too many times.

So i'll just look at you
And see the pain in your fake smile,
And i'll smile back
And i'll hear the attempted deception
When you tell me your just tired,
I'll say me too.

I know your broken inside,
I can see it in your lies.

Roses are red,
Your wrist are too
Violets are blue,
And so are you.
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