A way to live
Is unexpected
The ways people die
Is very well reflected
I choose to deny that undying pain
Because simply my emotions are deflected

Reported to the reaper
As death seeks my heart
No other pain
Will define me or tear me apart
For this is my opening
A phoenixes destiny i am simply a part

In my life i have no remorse
Because the love is strong
Constantly
Always
In a un dying
In a un ending
Memory
With a simple
Rebirth

Tell me my love
Am i good enough?
To simply be
A phoenix
Tell me my love
Is it really good enough?
To simply rebirth
In your glass heart filled with the galaxy

What's with being a poet?
What does it truly mean
What was it have meant
What has those words seen

A lot of these thoughts
Run throughout my mind
And yet
I don't understand

…
Silence awakes me
Something isn't right
My heart isn't within me
Something isn't right

I ask all you've that's made it
What's it like using words
To express to feel
Because my thoughts are overrated
Re drawn and debated
Let me go
So I can think some more
Forever enclosed
In a chair
With this pen
And paper
Stuck amongst my sin

Who am i to judge
With a bottle of whiskey
No champagne to hold a grudge
These sins seem to be deadly
Am i a spirit held to my own will
By fate i asked till this date
All time for me has stand still
Fueling me with all hate

Oh bottled gini
What wish can i get from you
The young boy ask happily
Can you show me love

He rubbed the lamp
And soon his life was to be damp
With his own blood
Death seems to have open a flood
Upon this young boy
Upon this young boy

Shed a tear
Release all signs of fear
encase my heart
With sadness as I depart
Visual laminations
My mind sees bright observations

So Lay Me Down!
With sword in hand
give me my mighty crown
As I myself, deuterate to sand
Let my love go on
Shall be shown with my face
My tears
Up high fears
Leave me to repent
For all hate that I am
I consent
For I am to blame

Hold me?
Why wouldn't you
Hold me!
Why

These Rising Tides
Are no deal
to me its something I just feel
Swallowing My Hope
Makes it hard to travel
But my anger will unravel
Devastation
Isolation
Misguidance
All in defiance

No one sees me
You hold my heat to plead
For love, For Love
No one sees in me
The inner demon I do feed
For love, I defile my other dove

With pain
Nightmares
Deceive my brain
Truly no one cares

My anger
Like waves in a monsoon
My anger
Swallowing My Hope so soon

Great stories
Great memories
Defile my heart
But not my soul
Four, Elements
Two reside in the heart
One in the soul
One with body
Surprise this is the afterlife

I cant seem to get out
of my own dark mind
My soul ripped to shreds
Whats there left to find

Falling down
This rabbit hole
A fox swallowed by hope
Falling down
Death awaits at the end of this hole
Like a fox with little to no hope

I cant seem to rise
Out of my dark thoughts
Leaving death at my own size
May the world as I know rot