i have nothing to say

i have no words for you

my emotions

slim to none

i cant tell if my heart is still beating

i cant tell you who looks back at me in the mirror

what creature stares at me

with gaping holes for eyes

Come into me
Come into my eternal flame
And catch the fire in your heart.
Catch a flame that opens your eyes.
Like a candle in the wind come and dress me with your love.
Feel me in your heart.
Like a flame to a candle let me be the one for you.
I’ll dress you in a lovers blanket.

growing hurts sometimes.
i want you by my side but you can't be here.
you aren't good for me and that hurts too.

if i never saw you again, i think i would be okay.
i hate myself for missing your touch,
the warmth of your hands in mine felt like the world spun for us.
i hate myself for missing your words,
they made me feel like we were the only people in this universe.
you are everything and nothing at the same time.
i could get lost in your eyes and i remember asking if i could.

you made me feel bad for telling you you hurt my feelings.
a side i've never seen before was revealed and the anger your emerald eyes held made you see red and i was afraid.
i didn't back down.
i let you go and sometimes i worry if i made the right decision.
but i think if i never saw you again, i would be okay.