It's Sunday in South Africa
It's a little rainy so don't mind if I studdle
I wake up everyday with thoughts of struggle
I wanna be somebody but my inner strength start to mumble
But I got to look for happiness even though where I live it's expensive
The intesnsity of where I live almost mde me give up on poetry
I miss wearing my blessings like a roserry
It's Sunday let me go to church

I'm just sitting all alone thinking what I did wrong
I just stared at the winter window cz in the mist is where I can draw your face
I'm a man please tell me something I don't know
You're on the old town road heading home ,you left with my heart when you closed that door
Tell me who I'm supposed to talk to when I'm all alone,who am I supposed to go to when you're not at home
I'm not used to the silence,can we argue about something useless just like what we used to
You're a motivation to my song , you're my notes when I'm down
Tell me who am I supposed to run to when you're gone

You were the perfect weapon to **** my sadness everytime
I did you wrong ,you did me wrong that's how we learn
Relationships needs commitment and we were too busy having fun we didn't care about that
You didn't pick up my phone so I had to try your mother's phone,**** your voice heals every pain
Just 22 hours ago I was holding you close,now how am I supposed to face this world on my own
It's like I've been in love with you before we met and true feelings appeared when I saw you smiling
I don't know what I did wrong but our communication was unbreakable even when I was not close

Baby it's cold,what happened to turning my winters into summer
Remember the day we started dating, I'm still waiting for you to keep that promise and come back home
I don't need another girl, there's only one girl that I want
We had our vows ,we majestically rejoiced when it was better and rich ,now you left ,what went wrong what's worse
I still miss your smile, it's only been hours ,for another days,weeks, month's, years,how do you think I'll cope?
I couldn't afford much materialistic wants of yours but you know I can afford your smile
Who am I supposed to love when you're gone?

broke ? For you I wasn't woke?
I'm losing myself over you ,you were too perfect that I didn't put any soul above you boo
I can taste all the hate on your tongue
And I felt numb
You focus on all of my wrongs
You broke my heart but it's life ,I hope you're happy with him
I'm done burning my lungs

Fall in love or fall out of love
Fall for everyone of fall for one

We all got a choice

Let's take it back ,love letters under the rock
Darling you make me feel like I'm seven years old
In people's mouths our story will be told
Play me that guitar filled with concrete stoves
Take me back where we weared matching pants
Primary kids with no regrets

You couldn't tell me you love me so you wrote it on a paper
I studdled when I look in your eyes ,you said you love me too before I could say I love you
You saw that I need you before I could spit the right words
Give me back the good old love
Where we were young ,no heart breaks just the seven years old love

You broke my heart you never apologized like when you broke my pencil when we were young
I miss you it reminds me when we were young ,we'd go home just to brush out teeth so we'd kiss at five at dark
Sneak at the back of your house ,sitting in the dark in the dog's house ,with our parents not knowing where we are

Sweet old dreams thinking of marriage when we were nine
I saw you everyday at school show you off to my friends, I believed you were mine
When I was interested in another girl ,you made me believe we were wasting time
I did some wrongs but you still gave me time
There was nothing pretty like watching you smile
I was proud of being a hero when you were scared of a mouse
I miss the good old love

I tried using  words but you're too busy to listen
I used to make you laugh now I'm not the reason
It's great when you're around but now your love for me is missing
My heart is over flooding but I'll survive
I admit i miss being in your arms but I'm much better alive
Isn't it love? When I sat like a fool a believed you even when I knew you were telling a lie
You said you love me but you told your friends I'm following you around
You said you need me when were around people you make me a clown

Sometimes we get heartbroken for wrong reasons
Sometimes we lose ourselves for selfish reasons
I fell in love in a painful season

My heart is always somewhere ,thinking about you ,drinking or crushing ****
Your love was planted in my heart and  grew from a healthy seed ,I can't even cut it
It's almost sounding like a suaside note
Apparently my soul is moving out of my body it alredy started packing
Between us what was missing?
It got me thinking that being perfect needs a practice too but nobody ever get that skill

I always claimed to be OK when you're away ,but a few minutes without you my life felt like *******
I spent time chasing you n you took time rejecting me
What's the meaning of love?or I just pushed you till you had enough?

Deeply it's bruising me ,it got me thinking, weren't we perfect for each other? Or we can't help hurting each other
I remember the day you introduced me to your brother and honestly to me you almost Like a mother
The sounds when a heart breaks ,I almost felt like I got a melting face
I break down almost everyday ,it feels like I got a price to pay
In the theatre you removed my play


What drives pain away ?
The way I feel is no longer your burden, all alone I'll be walking
Winds will blind my eyes ,your words always  breaks my heart
Playing your sweet games and I always fall when you're lonely
It makes my heart ache
I wish you all the best
It's crazy how I sing alone ,always your name in every bar
I'm done playing pretending this is the real me