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Benton 254 Feb 2019
The shell of a man who couldn't be of his own, me.
Not to judge and care for me,
Love and hate the problem with me
Not to take my life and be,
Dine into emotions  i never felt still,
Lost love that i had to steal,
Fast and pray for friends without a meal,
Deliver the essence with skill
Have something in my head still,
Propagate their strengths to ****,
****** own soul to be at peace,
Not to speak of death in this piece,
Clothe their **** left bare,
Love their souls and care,
I glare but i stare.
But Before i grew i knew, to set the new i said i grew that their love was never forgotten. *@notneB-Art*
#Me
Benton 254 Feb 2019
Past the roads that read danger
Into the choices I made to the exit that didn't exist
Past the days the moon met the sun
When the sun touched the sea floor
Floating its rays upon the fishers at dawn
Search till I see the faces that never was
Blackout on the things I went *******
Never despite their prayers to my creater
Survive their crusade for bad blood
Trip into the oblivion only them who wished never to fall into...
#Thoughts #Frienship #blood # oblivion
Benton 254 Dec 2018
The silence of a gun never meant the cease of a war
The silence of word never meant the tongue was at war
Dining with demons that had U good
Mistaken your silence for absence
Your retreat for your cowardness
Over reaction for madness
Retract and the soul was lost amidst other lost souls
You're angry and i mistook it for weakness
That tremble on your lips was worth the put down of your tongue
But the flow in your eyes told tales that your tongue failed to set forth
A flow of pain crossing down the beautiful valley and mountains of your cheeks
It felt solely as absence grew
Memories that never was
That you never knew
Showed your back on my facet
Never to retrace the lost step
Back to the unpleading heart.
Benton 254 Dec 2018
I thought of the idea I couldn't weep
I thought of the idea i couldn't sleep
Late night movies watching creep
Never been a champ at my crib
Loved her and treated her like my rib
Into the throne like a queen
Old songs i sang to my sleep
Tormented enough not for my dream
Thousand opportunities i saw them slip
Into the night the rain falls still
Thunders strikes hard
Turn up my eyes to the dark gay sky and I strain still
Did my exams at the main
Hard day for love I felt the lain
Never greed
But felt the slain
Never promised to love again
Last time caused my manners had my feeds
This ain't the old you knew
But a replica  of whats new..
late night talks
Its a rainny night and thoughts flood like roads from the heavy rain that fell heavy....
All about love and being love back...
Benton 254 Oct 2018
The silence of a gun never ment the cease of a war
Silence of words never ment the tongue was at war
Dining with the demons that had U good

Mistaken your silence for absence
Your retreat for your cowardness
Over reaction for your madness
Retract and the soul was lost amidst other lost souls
You're angry and i mistook it for weakness.

That tremble on your lips was worth the put down of your mouth
But the flow in your eyes told tales that your tongue failed to set forth.

A flow of pain crossing down the beautiful valley and mountain of ur cheeks
It felt solely silent as the minds flew..

It felt solely as absence grew
Memories that never was
That you never knew
Showed your back on my facet
Never to retrace the lost step
Back to the unpleading heart.
#tears of tales
#love
#Benny254
#tears
Benton 254 Sep 2018
When I die now
Tell them who loved never to hate
Those hate never to worry
Worry because I won't bother
Bother them with this and that
That piece of mind which wrote this
that yet the heart were in pieces
Pieces that fell and heard a rythm song
A song they' ll sing once every year
Each year as my memories fade from their faces
Never to remember the ugliness of it
Tell not the arts I wrote nor
The words that had Me most
Bt not a word sayed to retain
Scars that had me deep in skin
Say to e'm
It won't be a sad way out
Clothed black because I wasn't pure
Pure from the evils that had me layed under its core
If a die today...
Tell them its a coarse
It will be a celebration in grieving
But they'll understand before judging
That I had to rest
My death left no tears
They'll wish to atest..
#death #conk Never heard the courage to talk death...bt Here the piece came
I wrote to be in peace with my concious art..
Benton 254 Sep 2018
How could I tell water formation is not science bt Gods plan
That I woke up not special
That I fight not my plan
Killed all including my clan
Source victory that never was
Sore wounds that came out of sacrifice
Killed for them
But wat of my memories I ask..
Demons keep hunting me deep
Souls keep hunting me steel
Shallow sleep be my resentment
Only I fear their wrath
For deep sleep is loosing
Mercy wasn't for them
Faith shallow than desert rivers
Bur never seemed to have an option
Speak to the realms to set me free
Talk to reality
Chains too tight I can't talk...
Like _god of war_
Am caged in the battlefields for eternity.
Your #Sacrifice for them is not worth thy #Soul..Their #Demons n #Lostsouls will haunt #You to #Eternity
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