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6w
Belladonna Jul 2015
6w
Beauty once seen
is forever acknowledged.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Me prays to thee, Oh Lord
To shine your light upon me
'Cause its been dark in here for so long

I wonder how the sun rays feel like ?
The cold has chilled me to my rotted bones

I've forgotten how the warmth of joy feels like
This endless failiure has wounded me to my core..
Let me taste success for once ?

Grant me the fruits I have laboured for
Bring me the mirth I have dreamed of
Shower Your Blessings upon me, once ?
I pray to thee, Oh Lord.. with my heart and soul
All yours.
For When all hopes die, all doors close.... Only Your Saviour can pour mercy on You.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Lost on those lonely streets
You cried for me.
You kept calling my name
With all Your love...

You were tired, I know
But You gave up a bit too soon.
Wish You had waited a little more
Baby, I was just around the corner.
When fate decides to hurt you a little more than the usual.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Smeared like lipstick, over your heart
I see that one, bloodless scar
Spells my name, so drop the guise
You can't hide it under thy flesh of lies.
Poetry with mix of love, body and feelings. Let me know if it makes sense to you.. :)
Belladonna Jul 2015
I swear ! I had it right there !
Inside this Carcass O' Despair
Then when you came out of the blue
Maybe I lost it when I saw You ?
Can You tell me what did I lose ?
Belladonna Jul 2015
Eyeballs banging ******* the lids
Yet lashes entwine to keep them in
Frightened I am, for what they might see
My last breath, walking away with thee.
Poetry with mix of love, body and feelings. Let me know if it reaches to you :)
Belladonna Jan 2016
For far too long, had I seen myself with their eyes
A meagre splash of color on a canvas so wide
A withered flower, though wrong it did seem
Conflicts there were though, with the inner me
Cocooned was I, in self loathing now & then
But then I broke free, pushing away from them
And now I see it, how wonderful *
He
** made me
I wish I hadn't whined away, in pointless self pity
Now don't you do it, the way I did it wrong
Blackout the world hon, you're a-okay to go !
A 5-in-the-morning poem.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Fetching Your old loving self, won't be that difficult for me.
But I am very uninterested in a person who changes that fast.
Staying away from chameleons. Yay !
Belladonna Mar 2014
Feelings are strange.
As I explore deep in this world.
I face difference at every step.
Every feeling.. every thought, newly mould and presented.
Every experience unique to it's own kind.
Every person serving a platter of the unknown.
Every place a mix of queer memories and feelings.
Oh these feelings.. like a vast sea of inumerous drops.
Equal yet different.. each one significant.. each one needed.
No you don't see them, no you can't touch them.
No they do not exist.
Yet they make a man.
Change the world with just one swift wave of them.
One feeling, million human minds.
Yet decisions are never the same.
They surround you, they touch you, they go away soon, but leave their mark on your lives.
They make you take different routes.
They make you change your lives.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Thoughtless future commitments aiming only to make the present better.
Belladonna Jul 2015
I burn
My heart is ablaze
I bleed
My body howls with rage
I am empty
My soul died long ago
I am broken
But I still can't let you go...

This fire burns bright in me
Consumes me, every moment
It will take me
I will give in to this torment

And then I'll glow
Like liquid gold, purified
Sweet like caramel, tempered slow
Holy as the wine sanctified.*

And You will burn
Just burn.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Oh these sweet subtle bullets
Pouring down from the sooty skies
Hitting me with every beautiful memory
Memories stashed deep inside. resurfaced.
Tearing the old gashes sewn shut

Our Passion like the thunder
Your velvety breath like this breeze..
Every touch like these drops, making me fragile
More than ever...
Our union, as pure as this newly washed earth..

But it was, it isn't anymore...
N I am being cut, torn apart from the pain.
Ripped and broken...

And then the calm returns
The rains go away, leaving me undone
Blood drained, limp and weak.
Scars, old and new.
Lost, without You.
When soft raindrops, become knives to your injured soul, Memories are revived unintentionally.
Belladonna Jul 2015
Tired, exhausted off this life
I tune out the world, that sickly clamor
Heavy lids, burdened brows
You are my only refuge.

Let me sleep in Your arms, Unabashed, Undisturbed.
Sing me your voice with the rhythm of Your heart.
Cradle me to the Song of Our Love.
Make me a perfect pillow of Your chest
Encase me in your loving arms.
Let me sleep like a newborn, in my safe haven.
Let me sleep in my only world, My Sweet Heaven.
Sleeping peacefully with your special one is an incomparable feeling. How everything suddenly becomes unimportant and hazy, is what the power of love is.
Belladonna Jun 2015
And I stood there
Surprised, at what he had just said.
He had failed to remember...
The Promise of fulfilling other promises.

— The End —