And I stood there
Surprised, at what he had just said.
He had failed to remember...
The Promise of fulfilling other promises.

Fetching Your old loving self, won't be that difficult for me.
But I am very uninterested in a person who changes that fast.

Me prays to thee, Oh Lord
To shine your light upon me
'Cause its been dark in here for so long

I wonder how the sun rays feel like ?
The cold has chilled me to my rotted bones

I've forgotten how the warmth of joy feels like
This endless failiure has wounded me to my core..
Let me taste success for once ?

Grant me the fruits I have laboured for
Bring me the mirth I have dreamed of
Shower Your Blessings upon me, once ?
I pray to thee, Oh Lord.. with my heart and soul
All yours.

Oh these sweet subtle bullets
Pouring down from the sooty skies
Hitting me with every beautiful memory
Memories stashed deep inside. resurfaced.
Tearing the old gashes sewn shut

Our Passion like the thunder
Your velvety breath like this breeze..
Every touch like these drops, making me fragile
More than ever...
Our union, as pure as this newly washed earth..
But it was, it isn't anymore...
N I am being cut, torn apart from the pain.
Ripped and broken...

And then the calm returns
The rains go away, leaving me undone
Blood drained, limp and weak.
Scars, old and new.
Lost, without You.

Smeared like lipstick, over your heart
I see that one, bloodless scar
Spells my name, so drop the guise
You can't hide it under thy flesh of lies.

Lost on those lonely streets
You cried for me.
You kept calling my name
With all Your love...

You were tired, I know
But You gave up a bit too soon.
Wish You had waited a little more
Baby, I was just around the corner.

Beauty once seen
is forever acknowledged.

Tired, exhausted off this life
I tune out the world, that sickly clamor
Heavy lids, burdened brows
You are my only refuge.

Let me sleep in Your arms, Unabashed, Undisturbed.
Sing me your voice with the rhythm of Your heart.
Cradle me to the Song of Our Love.
Make me a perfect pillow of Your chest
Encase me in your loving arms.
Let me sleep like a newborn, in my safe haven.
Let me sleep in my only world, My Sweet Heaven.

Feelings are strange.
As I explore deep in this world.
I face difference at every step.
Every feeling.. every thought, newly mould and presented.
Every experience unique to it's own kind.
Every person serving a platter of the unknown.
Every place a mix of queer memories and feelings.
Oh these feelings.. like a vast sea of inumerous drops.
Equal yet different.. each one significant.. each one needed.
No you don't see them, no you can't touch them.
No they do not exist.
Yet they make a man.
Change the world with just one swift wave of them.
One feeling, million human minds.
Yet decisions are never the same.
They surround you, they touch you, they go away soon, but leave their mark on your lives.
They make you take different routes.
They make you change your lives.

I swear ! I had it right there !
Inside this Carcass O' Despair
Then when you came out of the blue
Maybe I lost it when I saw You ?

Thoughtless future commitments aiming only to make the present better.

Eyeballs banging ******* the lids
Yet lashes entwine to keep them in
Frightened I am, for what they might see
My last breath, walking away with thee.