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BL Oct 11
I realize now
as I read your words dancing with the light of the screen,


                        I don't love you.


I wanted to be in love.
People seemed happy
when they are in love.

I wanted to be happy.
And being in love seemed
to take all the loneliness away.

It was then I remembered
the feeling buried with
forgotten memories.


                            I liked you.


And then I wanted to love you,
to love every inch
and every detail about you.



                            "I love you."

        

But I wasn't happy.
I wanted to be happy.
I thought if I loved you I would be happy.



                          "I loved you."
      


                                               I wasn't happy.
                                            I didn't love you.
                I was merely caught up with the
                                    idea of being in love,
                           of  being in love with you.
BL Aug 21
thus, this day will end
tomorrow will soon arrive
pause, breathe, close your eyes
haiku
BL Aug 19
her bright eyes stayed close
tears fell with silent goodbyes
it was time to go
BL Aug 14
The wind blew, I smiled.
The sun shined as its trails of bright rays found my face, I smiled.
I smiled.
BL Jun 3
Not all want eyes
Not al want ears

I see my father beat the life out of my mom
I  hear my  mother cry in pain

Not all want hands
Not all want feet

I feel my hands bound by rope as my father touches me at night
I try to kick my feet but the weight of his body presses down on me

Not all want nose
Not all want mouth

I smell the alcohol on his breath
I shut my lips as forces his lips to mine

Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all
Not all

Not all wants to be alive
Not Me
I was sudden;y inspired to write this
no, this has never happened to me
BL May 24
I sat there all morning till the evening
Not a clue of what’s going to happen
But I stayed and breathed

Ate a few and drank
Wished it was ***** though sadly it was not
I don’t even like the taste of ***** but I still wished it was

It’s not fun when I’m alone with my thoughts
It’s not fun to be at all
Especially when it makes me want to die

I sat there all morning till evening
Dreading for tomorrow to come
The thought of it made me want to close eyes forever
The thing is, when I wrote this, I was around many people.
And still, I felt alone.
BL May 24
I sat there all morning till the evening
Not a clue of what’s going to happen
But I stayed and breathed

Ate a few and drank
Wished it was ***** though sadly it was not
I don’t even like the taste of ***** but I still wished it was

It’s not fun when I’m alone with my thoughts
It’s not fun to be at all
Especially when it makes me want to die

I sat there all morning till evening
Dreading for tomorrow to come
The thought of it made me want to close eyes forever
The thing is, when I wrote this, I was around many people.
And still, I felt alone.
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