I fell for you,
I didn't want it,
I didn't need it,
but i did.
You left,
I was heartbroken,
but i survived,
almost.
Months went by,
no sign of you for ages,
then out of the blue,
you come back.
My face told the story,
a thousand tears,
all for you,
but you couldn't see.
You couldnt see the hurt,
you couldn't see the pain,
as you walked up the corridor,
that cocky smile you always held.
So I took a breath,
Decided I couldn't run,
or hide,
I wasn't going to show you what you've done.
I spent time with you,
laughed,
talked,
like old times.
But not once did you ask me,
how are you?
what have you been doing?
it was just random chatter.
Because I think you saw it,
the pain in my voice when i asked,
why are you here?
you just smiled
You had to leave in the end,
thats 3 times now,
except this time,
it was different.
It wasn't awkward,
it wasn't sad at first,
we just smiled,
and you turned and walked.
You didn't say goodbye,
neither did i,
we just parted,
it wasn't what i expected.
Of course the real pain came after,
hiding the tears on the way home,
realising all the things i could of said,
what i shouldn't have said.
So when i got home,
when i was alone,
that was when i cried,
ipod in- door closed.
The sad songs,
all reminded me,
of how I still love you
I still miss you.