Azrapse

Azrapse Feb 2019

What is love when you’re the only one who’s in it
Obsession seems a bit excessive
But I bathe in misfortune
Or so that’s how I perceive
All these unexpected situations
I get tangled up in life’s lessons
She’s a black widow
So she’ll probably bite my head off
I don’t even mind

Azrapse Oct 2018

We aren’t in control

Fixated on meaningless matters
Social normality’s bind us
From the beasts we used to be
Invisible chains
And an iron fist to back it
We are subdued
Advanced in many ways
Yet too ignorant to realize
We aren’t in control
We are more than we think
Our inner essence
Longs to be free

Azrapse Oct 2018

Emotionally irrational

I like you
I want you to like me too
I want to hug you
I want to kiss you
I want to wake up to you
You are the sun
That brightens up my days
I think I’m not good enough
I know there are a lot of people after you
I know they could probably treat you better
I’m not right in the head
I get anxiety attacks thinking about it
How I want you to be happy
And I want to be happy
But I have nothing to offer
But my unstable love
I’ll push you away
Even though I want you to stay
I want you to want me
But I don’t want you to fall for me
I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t want you to hurt me
I’m too irrational
And I don’t make any sense
Would you put up with my demons
Would you stay through my storm
Or would you leave me
To be eaten by my own mind
No one gets me
I need to love and be loved
More than anything.

Azrapse Aug 2018

Your lies my lullibies

Tell me why
I always
Look for the truth
Within your eyes
Though they’re filled with lies
But I eat them up like lullabies
They bring me comfort
But im not a victim cause I know
You don’t really give a ****
But like a fix
I can’t get enough
I just want more
Of you pretending to care

#lies #lullibies #comfort #wanted

Azrapse Jun 2018

Untitled

I used to write all my thoughts on loose papers and then throw them away

#simple #thoughts #paper

Azrapse Jun 2018

Birds eat worms

i follow the prettiest girls
the ones ill never speak to
they are like birds flying around
i am but a worm slithering
through other **** like me
they are out of reach
but when the bird gets hungry
it flys down to devour the worm
they catch us by suprise
and sweep us
off our nonexistent feet
flying through the sky
with their talons
peircing our chests
they eat us alive

#bird #worm #girls #boys

Azrapse Jun 2018

Imaginary chains

Everything is imaginary
Our society and religions
Are all someone else’s beliefs
Being fed to us since birth
It’s impossible to be free
We are fish in a bowl of illusions
I don’t want to have to work to make ends meet
I want to swim in the ocean and get lost at sea
I want to ride the waves into the sunset
I want to climb the highest mountains
And travel through every forest
I want to see the sun for 24 hours in a day
I want to spend days in the dark
I want to live without responsibilities
I want to live and be free
I didn’t choose to be born into this world
I just want to enjoy it all.

#imaginary #chains #lost #life