blue 3d

the truth is
i have some
things
i’m dying to
tell you
these thoughts
are meant
to be spoken out
loud maybe
over the phone
but
i can’t just call
you
and the truth is
there’s more to
this truth
i cannot say

blue Dec 2017

do you want to know the truth?

blue Dec 2017

i don’t know how
couldn’t tell you
the right words
i’m trying
i’ve been trying
to explain why
i feel so empty

blue Dec 2017

i wish i wasn’t so
stupid i
wish i knew how
to fix me
fix everything
fix everyone
sometimes i wish i
was good enough
or nothing at all

blue Dec 2017

its fine
that's fine
i will just wait here
for you
forever
waiting to know your body
the way i know my own
but i've lived in my own skin
for my whole life and
i know i can never catch up
but at least i
can spend my life
trying

blue Dec 2017

sweet
like that
pink wine
left you
sticky like
my hands on
your chest and
my lips
just barely
touch your ear
they part
whispering
something

(you’ll find out)

blue Dec 2017

i want
to kiss
your mouth
and feel
your
fingers
on my back
i want your
lips to
touch my
neck
i

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