Ako'y di pinapatulog ng kalungkutan
Laging nakatingin sa kawalan
Iniisip ano pa bang kulang
Patawad ika'y aking pinagkatiwalaan
Akala ko saya'y akin ng makakamtan
Ngunit nagkamali ako saking katwiran
Isa ka rin pala sa mga taong ako'y iiwanan
Todo pa ang galit mo dahil sa kwento kong ako'y naloko
Ngunit diko alam isa ka rin pala sa mga ito
Ngunit hayaan mo, okay na ako
Isinuko kona sa taas ang lahat ng problema ko
Magaan na ang loob ko, hindi na mabigat sa puso
Dahil alam ko dumating ka bilang isang lesson sa buhay ko
Salamat sa pagdating mo ako na'y natuto
Pangako huli na ito, isinusumpa ko
Ang araw na magtitiwala ako agad sa isang tao
Ay hindi na madaling mabuo gaya ng pagkakatiwala ko sayo
Dahil ayoko ng mabuhay malapit sa mga taong mahilig manloko
Akala mo kung sinong mabait, sya pala tong gago

I walked in this crowded place
Wearing simple jeans and shirt
Im confused
Why people looked at me
Did I do something wrong?
What are they talking about?
I looked at my shoes
I Walked without having eye contact
Then suddenly someone pinch me
"You're too ugly"
The words that make me sad
So people looked at me
Not because of what Im wearing
But because Im ugly
My tears fell
I run until I reach the end
That crowded place
I don't want to go there anymore
I want to be alone
I cried and hugged myself
Looked at the stars and said
"I wish i was beautiful"
People hate you
People will talk about you
People won't accept you
If you don't have pretty face
Now I know
I know why they distance theirselves
I don't have pretty face
Everyone says it all

I saw you drown
They saw you drown
Drown from sadness
But no one wants to help
I was about to hold
Hold your hands
When someone suddenly grab me
Looked into my eyes and said NO
I don't know why
I want to hold and help you
But everyone looked at me
And said NO
Why they don't want me to help you
Did you do something wrong?
Why are the world against you
Why are they like that to you?
Everyone sees you in pain
But they didn't want to help you
They rather see you in pain than to help you

I'ts been a month
But Im still into you
I can't easily forget
The memories we build
I remember your smile
Your sweet actions
Your hands holding to mine
The night talks
But everythings already fade
How I wish I can go back
Go back to the past
Were you and I are still inlove
But how?
How can we go back if it's over
Over from the both of us
We can't go back
We can't go back to the old us
Because it's me who left
It's me who you should blame
It's me and I regret
I regret to the decision I make
But were done and
I can't cover the reality
That Im still into you

I tried to read
The word you said from your lips
It seems complicated
But I swear Im interested

Now that I found out
The pain that you're trying to shout
From your heart that full of sadness
Don't think that you're such a worthless

Try to shout and look for help
Try to gain some friends
Don't let the shadow stay beside
Stand up and find some light

Don't think it's not the last
Smile and try to laugh
After this pain
Happiness will come

Babalik ka pa ba?
Dimo ba naisip na iniwan mo akong nag-iisa
Manhid ka ba talaga o sadyang ayaw mo na?
Gusto kong malaman
Sabihin mo saakin ng harapan
Wag kang mag-alala handa ako
Handang harapin ang sakit sa bawat rason mo
Handa akong itago ang luhang gusto ng pumatak mula sa mga mata ko
Gusto kita ngunit ayaw mona kaya tama na siguro Hanggang dito nalang ako
Gusto pa kitang mahalin
Gusto ko pang nandidito ka
Sa tabi ko kung saan alam kong ako pa
Ako pa ang mahal mo at wala ng iba
Ngunit kung sakali mang bumalik ka
Wag kang mag-alala
Handa akong salubungin ka
Salubungin ng mga yakap at salitang mahal pa kita

I hope one day you'll miss
Those time we spent
This medicine infront of me
Is flirting me
Maybe I should take it
To stop this nonsense thoughts
Im sorry for not telling
But Im going to leave and never come back
I thought this last night
And now Im so sorry but it's too late
You can't see me anymore
Beacause the medicine infront of me
Is already inside of me
When you already reading this
Sorry but Im already gone
Thank you for the memories
Thank you for everythinh
I hope you'll find another
Another women who can fight
and didn't know the word give up