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Another girl Sep 2018
I've never want to wake up everyday
And find out that i'm still alive
I've never dreaming for another day
Or inhale another air

Not until I meet you
All I wish, all I hope
Is to meet you
And hug you
And it requires me to stay alive
Another girl Aug 2018
I wish there will be a day when I stop crying for myself
I wish I could stop hiding holocaust that happens inside my head
when I'm with my loved ones

I wish I'll love myself
as much as I love others
Another girl Jul 2018
Meeting you is always make me sad. There is something about you that makes me sad and i am really unlucky to not knowing what it is. Maybe its about how you perceive me, or about how you look at me.
I thought relationship is about trust, respect, and love. I know you love me, but i also need your trust and respect.
It is my fault to make you think about me that way. I thought if make you see me the way i wanted you to see me, it'll protect me. But i was wrong. It slowly distroy me through you.
I know i wasn't supposed to love anybody. And be loved by anybody. I thought i deserve that. But once again, i was wrong. I should've let myself dissolve into the air that everyone sip.
Another girl May 2017
I realize
Those smoke and ash doesn't make feel any better
It's just the fact
That i hurt myself
Without stracthing my knife into my skin
That made me love it
Another girl Oct 2016
The need for certainty
Is the only thing that i seek

Am i in love with you?
Or just the idea of you?

Do I really need someone to be by my side
Or just someone to reminds me that i'm worth something?
Another girl Apr 2016
But then I realized that it’s not tears of regret or loss
It’s the tears because (s)he didn’t love me enough to just stay
And didn’t even feel the way I do
It’s just unrequited love
Another girl Mar 2016
Setahun yang lalu kupikir kita akan bersama
Menjadi satu persahabatan yang tak terkalahkan
Walaupun jalanmu berbeda
Aku tetap mengikuti dengan senyuman
Berharap kita memang untuk selamanya

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Berjalan tanpa suara
Berhenti hanya untuk menangis
Tanpa istirahat, terus saja
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