The whole World is mine
The whole Sky is open for me
The whole Earth show path to me
The whole Universe ready to work for me

BUT

I have fear of people they criticize me
I have doubt if someone cut my feathers
I have captured myself in a dark room
I can't speak a single word to me
I have arrested my mind
I don't know what to do...

On one elegant evening
I was enjoying myself with the atmosphere
unexpectedly one colorful butterfly pass nearby me and prevent me
It interrupted me
I relate myself with that colorful flying butterfly
I was showing myself in it
It's delicate
It's fickle
It's lithesome
It's a too hard worker
It's ambitious to touch the sky
As like me

Since a long period of time
The entire sky covered with a dark cloud
It can't exhibit radiation of light
But I promote Hard Work as all time

My mind gives sympathy to me
But at the same time rain beginning
Now I have more enthusiastic about my action
Till the sun rises

when will my sunrise
I will obligation to me
I will explosion like a bomb

People came to me and told me
You lost your mind

Because I'm not interested to
follow false rituals of society

People call me aitheit
But my question to all community

Please can you elaborate
What do you mean by rituals

As per your nomes...
**** a little angel in womb of her mum
To cut off feathers of girls
Captured her in dark night
Behaved with her like labour
And consider her as machine of boy child

If these all are the call rituals
I admire to say that
Yes I lost my mind

When I observed my life
I feel it's journey

It's go with all ups and downs
Many time I like to  explode on top of the hill
And often time I relax near bank and proceed with water

It's go with time
Many time my performance is not much good but time is precise
And often time I put my whole efforts in wrong time don't get consequence

It's go with Karma
It's like boomerang
All my actions approach to me in my journey