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Heartbreak Motel Feb 2016
I don't believe in God.
I don't think there's an hell or heaven.
But i think there's something bigger than us.

I don't believe in destiny.
I don't believe we are made for something or for someone.
But i think that at some point we get what we deserve.

After all that pain he put me through,
I think i deserve him.
I deserve his love.

I think he's broken and afraid.
Actually i don't but i want to believe in this.
I do believe his deserve my love and my soul.

I want to believe than he hurt me now to love me harder soon.
But i can't believe in that.
I'm not a believer.
I don't have faith.
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Heartbreak Motel Feb 2016
Thinking about him is now a habit.
A bad habit.

I scream his name in my head until having headache.
I always have headache.
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Heartbreak Motel Feb 2016
I feel like i'll never be over you.
Even if i don't see you anymore,
I have all this memories that haunt me.

I'll probably never see you again and i know it's better this way but, When i'll forget the details of your face, the tone of your voice,
What am i gonna do?

I already feel like you were a dream,
I don't want to forget this,
I don't want to forget you.

This is the most painful feeling i ever had but i love it,
It's the only connection that i still have with you.

A beautiful, destroying pain.
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Heartbreak Motel Feb 2016
You are the deepest scar i have,
You are the one that don't want to heal.

God knows i have a lot but,
You're the one that won't stop bleeding,
The one that hurt the most.

When people will ask me how i got this one,
I'll tell your name.
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Heartbreak Motel Feb 2016
I still fantasize over you, every night, i fall asleep thinking about you.
Your eyes, your hands, your lips and the color of your skin.

I fantasize over you, in a chastest and most prudish way.
I imagine your eyes on me and your heavy breath.

I visualize your movements in my head,
The way you're walking and your presence which no one can deny.

In my dreams i remember your body, your arms.
In my dreams  i can smell your perfume.
And this smile, oh lord this smile...

I still hear your voice which play in my head like a melody but your words cut as a knife.

You cut my heart in hundreds pieces, and you throw them in the deeps of the ocean with your darkest secrets.

All i wanted was to fix you but you choose to break me instead.
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Heartbreak Motel Jan 2016
Bring your poison, i'll bring cheap red wine
I need to forget you, i want to forget everything.

I'll drunk text you when my bottles will be empty,
I'll call you when my tears will create an ocean.

You ordered coffee but you end up loving tea more.
I know i wasn't good enough for you.

Give me some pills, i crave leaving this world.
I can't live here if i can't have you.
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Heartbreak Motel Jan 2016
I still thought of you, you know.
It's hard to see how easily i fell for you.
I would have done everything for you.

I still thought of you, but it's different now.
I don't see you anymore as the one that i want,
Or the one that my body desire.
You are a memory among heights of memories.

I thought i was broken,
That you broke my heart, but no.
You took my heart and threw it in the deep of the oceans.

I am a body without heart, because of you, i'm heartless now.
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