stretch wide my mind fled away, drowned in ecstasy, drugged, numb, and not okay! slumped with daze, ripped away in pits i forget your name.
foul without scent, i rip memories to shred. chest pressed in, i **** him in the end, the me I created who carried you to bed in arms who bled for hours to no end. wrapped "together" in the ** for that's was how that night went.
Longest of lovers and timeless friends, reincarnated people brought together again. in trial you plead, worried and afraid and within my arms you stayed safe. countless hours to interview and thousand more to hear about your day.
Jealous of others your envious green showed through indifference & shame on your face. pressured by age you escaped the glue which held you together and revealed the true face. tossed aside embarrassed to say, get away from family parties and friends.
Wanted by others you accept the advances you wanted their attention that'll help you escape "the" cage. forgetful of commitments you dance away your depression in the arms of a stranger who's face wasn't mine.
you pressed your lips without time, forced on me to fade the haze. a blanket of comfort the cold of may, my heart grew darker decembers rain.
the ****** agenda i did play, forcing the intimacy to burn it away.
leaving you afraid, for the monsters you create.
but i do so hate, my heart that says. sorry for not holding you longer. the world ain't great, your grandfather was special no one can replace. I wanted to hug your mother she doesn't deserve the pain..
our love for each other has become ****