Alexias Apr 9
Dawning from a breath
A wave passes
Among the sea of flowers
Silently seeking a horizon

The sunlight they once were
Turns to cold snowflakes
Soft memories
Blown off, turned to a blizzard

Their soft lips move to the rhythm of the air
Begging for a glimpse, a lust,
A touch, just to stain them with red
From the spikes hiding underneath

The wind, leading the orchestra
Let the chaos turn into a song
Of happiness, of loneliness
That echoes through the everlasting

Garden of sinners
Please tell me what you think about it!
Alexias Apr 2
Today I will go out
Walk down the street
Talk to the people I meet
Give my axiety a tryout

Today I will practice piano
Feel the soft touch of each key
Open a door to a new journey
End it all in a fortissimo

Today I will draw
Scratch a paper sheet
Sketch dreams of which I'm the culprit
Thaw my mind until the heat
Gives me the warmth
To wake up tomorrow
I didn't write something with rhymes in a long time. Criticism greatly appreciated!
Alexias Mar 25
Why am I not as smart as her
Why can't I be as cool as him
Why am I not pretty like those models
Why is everyone around
Better than me

The few people who still were talking to me
Are now avoiding me
(Am I such a burden to hang out with?)
The warmth of my home, my family
Now is a living hell
(I'm such a disappointment)
My bed where dreams were flowing
Is now soaked in desperation
(When will it end?)

Everything hurts
My eyes are on fire
My heartbeats resonate
Like gunshots inside of my body
My lungs are screaming
Begging for air to breath
But I can't stop crying

(You're worthless)
(Why are you even trying?)
(You just keep failing at everything)
(Don't you see how everyone looks at you?)

In between my gasps
My voice in a soft breeze
Let go of the air
That made me suffocate
For countless years
Leaving space for all my regrets

When will the pain stop?
Alexias Mar 18
The man, climbing up the stairs
makes his way to the seventh heaven
Each one of his steps
Are echoing though the empty halls
Knocking, begging for an answer

On top of the stairs, a door
The man keeps walking up
The footsteps won't give up
But the door remain closed
The door won't answer

For a moment hesitating
The man fears what awaits
But once he pulls the handle
Nothing but the sky waits for him
Endless blue filling his sight

A dark cloud passes
The breeze caressing his cheeks
Whispers "You can fly too"
The man keeps walking
Stopping by the edge

He looks down on the city
He sees his house
An insignificant point in the mass
He sees the people
Small ants trying to find their way up

He laughs
Smiling, he removes his shoes
Takes a step forward, closes his eyes
And before taking flight, says
"I wish I had wings"
Alexias Mar 15
Looking up at the sky
Letting my eyes
Feel the warm light
From the stars
I stand
Idle
Waiting for an answer
To come
But no matter how long
I can keep staring
I cannot see anything
I won’t find the answer

Enlightened by
These mere mirages
Vague images
Of what was once
Stars
I blink
Everything fades away
A Comet
Passes through my cheek
However
Despite her cold
Her long trail
I will not shiver
And keep going forward
Enlightened by my own light
Alexias Mar 3
He takes his knife
And slowly opens the gates
Keeping the dark mass
From flooding over this page

There's nothing good coming out of it
It's just a sheet of paper
Drowned by the fool
Who couldn't handle
His own demise


Both are gone
But the remains they left
Shall keep existing
And stain those who dare
putting their hand on it
Alexias Feb 12
Can you hear me?
Hah, of course you do
After all you know who I am
You hate me right?
I can't blame you for that

It's been a long time since I could talk with you
So I will try to make it quick
Don't try to leave
We're both in the same spot
I know what you're going through
Just listen ok?

You're having a tough time, I know
You think it's pointless to keep going
That everything is your fault
That nothing can get better
But let me ask you something

How did you go that far without letting go?

Don't laugh at me, I'm being serious
Everything you did, even talking to me right now
Is because you want to keep going

So why jump off that bridge?

You felt it the moment you started to fall
The moment you couldn't go back
It was regret

This painful life you handled until now
This life you hated
This life you regretted
You wanted it back, or should I say
You wanted ME back?

Well I guess I'm not the best to "live" with
I get nasty from time to time, I can't deny it
But what I try to say is

You're not alone, we're all here for you

I'm not just "one" life you know
You're very important to me
And so are you to them

Lucky you, I'm feeling generous today
I'll give you another chance

But don't you try to throw away this one too, ok?
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