And as bad as my abandonment issues are
I have attachment issues even worse
I’ll love you for a thousand years

I don’t know the numbers anymore
Of how much I took that night
I used to know the exact amount
But now I can’t recall any of it
The only memories are hidden between
Meaningless words
Written on a meaningless screen
Back when no one heard me scream

I’ve got
100.
255.
560.
680.
870.
2050.
Will it work?
Will it work?
Will it finally work?

I was never one to dream of happy endings

I was never one to dream of new beginnings

I gave you a chance to save me
But you chose to let me drown

I gave you my heart
And you broke it

You ripped my smile
Into a frown

You pulled me up just so you could push me back down again

I became too much
You couldn’t handle my brain

This is just another story of my heart being broken

But I guess the stars knew
I needed one last heartbreak before I go.

Love me like I know you can
This isn’t you
This isn’t you
Please don’t break
My heart again

And to this one
I’ll give my whole heart
At least
All that is left after they broke me

I don’t care about my body
But I care about you
So I’ll try not to hurt my body
I’ll try not to hurt you