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Sep 5 · 175
Hey
Aug 16 · 297
Mother I cannot
AestheticAbi Aug 16
Mother I love you
But I cannot be you
Mother I hear you
But I cannot understand you
Mother I see you
But I cannot find you
Mother I care for you
But I cannot always take care of you
Mother you’re dead to me
But I cannot bury you
: (
Jul 24 · 320
In & Out
AestheticAbi Jul 24
I close my eyes
&
Breathe
In
&
Out,
I feel a feeling
&
Tears
Stream
Down my cheeks

I cover myself
&
Breathe
In
&
Out,
I recall the memory
&
Feel
Waves
Of loneliness

I turn on my phone
&
Breathe
In
&
Out,
I see us together
&
Throw
Up
In my mouth

I run to the bathroom
&
Breathe
In
&
Out,
I regret the time
&
Effort
Wasted
On a cheating scumbag
This made me feel 100% better
Jul 23 · 172
Mirror
AestheticAbi Jul 23
I’m scared
Terrified
Frightened
Worried
Disgusted
Horrified
But most of all
depressed
With what
I see
in the
mirror
Its called a hyperbole, please don’t take this too seriously
AestheticAbi Jun 22
Is not a word, instead a feeling
not lightly taken and mostly hated
To say such a word without a meaning
love is the idea that is faded

Throughout the ages, it's been contagious
To let your heart overpower your brain
However, would it be so outrageous
If for you I jumped in front of a train

Walking into a room with the belief
that no one could ever be as flawless
is the moment you are at a relief
for this alone can bring you so much bliss

For love is the truth fading from our world
yet it is a word you have always heard
Jun 14 · 493
you do you
AestheticAbi Jun 14
Thikki-Nikki
Fatty-Patty

Different
Yet
The
Same

One
Honored
One­
Shamed

It’s okay to be curvy
Actually I take that back
It’s beautiful and you shouldn’t worry
About what you lack

As
Long
As

You stay true
To you

Just love your self and just remember
It could be worse
May 20 · 494
My Credo
AestheticAbi May 20
I believe in the beautiful words we intertwine to create poetry,
The hatred we have for the things we don’t understand,
The joy in doing what we are best at,
the happiness in a new life, the nature of true friendship, and the madness of love.

But living life easily is an absurd myth based on fictional stories of what society once dreamt the perfect life could be.

I believe in living life to the fullest,
I believe in risking it all to be with whom you love,
I believe in peace not war, love not hate, and the impact each generation has on the next.

And I believe the meaning of any true everlasting friendship is to be loyal, truthful, and honest to one another.
AestheticAbi May 15
I am unsure
Insecure
and most off all I'm an amateur

At this game, we call love
and it's hard to be above
I just wish I was all that you think of
May 13 · 496
Love For A Thotie
AestheticAbi May 13
I love you, no
I love the idea of you
I love seeing you in the halls
pretending you actually have *****

but you don't,
the reason being, you won't
kiss me when you want, touch
me when you want, or love me as much

as you want
because you can't
you're just too afraid
that I'd cut you with my blade

A blade of love
I once held above
your heartless body
for you were a thotie
AestheticAbi May 13
-Pantoum-
The Reason Yet To Be Shared

I am so confused
how did it get this far
Why am I so bruised
why on my heart lays a single scar

How did it get this far
I have no clue
why on my heart lays a single scar
The scar that makes me so blue

I have no clue
It is yet to be declared
The scar that makes me so blue
The reason yet to be shared

It is yet to be declared
Why I am so bruised
The reason yet to be shared
I am so confused
This is my first pantoum please don't hate I know it's bad
May 11 · 272
Why should I apologize
AestheticAbi May 11
so what,
I yelled at you,
then what?
I have no clue.

you pretend
I don't exist
you pretend
you never missed

our friendship
which was valuable
the friendship
that was incompatible

but I loved you
like a sister
and I hated you
like the mister

and now you can act
like we never met
but now I act
like It's no fret

because losing you
may have hurt me
but losing you
truly freed me
May 10 · 77
Help
AestheticAbi May 10
I need
to be
able
to

myself
May 9 · 582
U
AestheticAbi May 9
U
you don't know me
but I think I'm In love with you
not just because you're pretty
but because beautifully gorgeous are the things you do
I just saw the finest guy I've ever seen In my entire life and I wish I could put his looks onto paper but he was just indescribable
May 9 · 1.6k
Aesthetic
AestheticAbi May 9
Aesthetic I wish I was
Pathetic I am now
Putting myself in misery
Hurting myself constantly

With two pigtails and a waist the
Width of 30 inches
I lay in my bed waiting to
die before these *******
The first word in each line rhymes. I think.
May 9 · 474
This class
AestheticAbi May 9
look at me
and my boredom
I may look ****
but I'm the queen in my kingdom

of heavenly
silence
and steadily
violence

why
o
why

does this class
have to be so long
man it's hurting my ***
to sit so long in this thong

I look
around the room
seeing so many books
I wish upon them all doom

For it hurts my heart,
my nose, and my ears
to hear and smell such a ****
from my peers

I just now realized
this is not the poem
I had idealized
but now it's time to go home
Sorry, this is not my best work obvi. but I mean it's something and I kinda thought it was funny, so, yeah, let me stop writing now.
May 8 · 131
And I OOP...
AestheticAbi May 8
I just hit my *****
...
idek
If you don't know what this means pls look it up
AestheticAbi May 7
charming and flirtatious
looking at me with that smile
that's so gracious
when all the while

you had a girlfriend
who turned out to be
my best friend
I thought about the look you gave me

which forced me to rethink
my most valuable friendship
which was on the brink
making me realize I wasn't equip

for any kind of relationship
lost one of my closest friends because of a guy. Big sad rn.  
:'(
May 7 · 482
Girls
AestheticAbi May 7
girls are not toys to be played
or wives to be made
&
a ***
is not above
god
&
a time will come
when we will learn this is all dumb
May 7 · 1.1k
Why are you a liar
AestheticAbi May 7
Tortilla chips
Wide Hips
dancing
romancing
no cost
to get lost
in your eyes
I see lies
so answer this question I ask:
was I just another task
for you to check
off your party list, or was I just a speck
floating around
in your mind?
because the last thing
I remember was not some little fling
but it hurt me to realize
all you did was advertise
that our something
turned out to be nothing
I know the poem doesn't really match the title but if you come up with a better one please leave it in the comments below. It would be greatly appreciated.
AestheticAbi May 6
Truthfully if I
had a kitchen in my room
I'd never come out
My biggest wish, too bad my parents would never approve
May 6 · 256
Mother
AestheticAbi May 6
I
lay
in bed

perfectly
I do nothing
but lay in this bed

"ABIGALE!!!" I can hear
my name being called as if I'm
some sort of maid to her every beck
and call but I'm not, I'm just her daughter

I'm just her tired, lonely, sad, and afraid, daughter
Who at times feel grateful but at others feel terrified
I don't know what to do, what to say, or how to be myself
when all I feel is sadness in her presence yet at the same time
undying & endless love because after all, she is my one and only
mother
I don't even know what this is but it's something I thought I'd share ; )
May 6 · 143
IDK
AestheticAbi May 6
IDK
how could you make me so blue
yet have no clue,
how could you make me so happy
and remain to never be tacky

You said not to fall in love
yet, I went above
to call you day and night
for you, I would write

A thousand words
yet I only got about one-third
of your heart
but for you, I would drift apart

From every friendship, I ever
valued, only to realize you could never
Be better
than these letters
I honestly don't even know if this makes sense but yea here ya go
May 6 · 899
Sharing is Caring
AestheticAbi May 6
I shared with you
what made me so blue
the feelings that seep
from my heart and make me weep

sharing
(your feelings)
is caring
and because I care
I share
the fact
that

I Love You

(sorta ig but tbh idek what love is)
for some reason this is by far my favorite poem
May 5 · 274
Say
AestheticAbi May 5
Say
What am I suppose
To say to you when all you
Talk about is you
May 5 · 325
Sunflower
AestheticAbi May 5
The sunflower glows
with morning dew, as brightly
as the sun shining
May 5 · 117
Haiku
AestheticAbi May 5
Writing a haiku
Is a thing that I shall do
for it was easy
AestheticAbi May 5
Basking in the sun
Every dog having fun
Vacationing in Mexico
Even though Rachel knows it's not the way to go
Running away to avoid eating dog food
Little Chloe was just in a mood
Yearning to go back home

Hoping she didn't have to roam
In the streets all alone
Luckily her collar was covered in rhinestone
Letting everyone know  
She's all about that dough

Chole had never met a dog like Papi
He never let her go nor was he cocky
Idolized by her every move
He had nothing to prove
Unless he was as brave
As Delgado when he found her In that cave
Heart-stopping was the moment where she laid
Upon us all, pretending to need aid
Alive she was, in the end, returning  back to Beverly Hills never the same
This is an acrostic poem about the movie Beverly Hills Chihuahua
AestheticAbi Apr 23
It Is not a word, instead a feeling
not lightly taken and mostly hated
To say such a word without a meaning
love is the idea that is faded

Throughout the ages, it's been contagious
To let your heart overpower your brain
However, would it be so outrageous
If for you I jumped in front of a train

Walking into a room with the belief
that no one could ever be as flawless
is the moment you are at a relief
for this alone can bring you so much bliss

For love is the truth fading from our world
yet it is a word you have always heard
I'm not really sure if the words 'world' and 'heard' rhyme so don't hate on me for that. It is a sonnet so if I'm doing something wrong please inform me I just started writing poetry so please don't be too harsh.
Apr 23 · 50
The place
AestheticAbi Apr 23
I don’t want to be here
for this is too queer
I hate this dance and this place
But most of all I hate his stupid face

He looks as if he cares
But when I get home all I’ll have is tears
Rolling down from my face
I hate this stupid place

The music, the flowers
It just gives to much power
Such a terrible place
****, I hate his face

We were all good
Yet he should
Have read my face
Knowing I hate this place
It's not my best but it is my first. Please don't hate, just relate and If you have the expertise can you please critique.

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