sparkling lights, yellow and red,
swaying in the breeze, dancing,
to it's tunes, for the better times ahead

and i'm still here,
even after you left,
gasping for air,

struggling,
still breathing,
heart still beating,
blood still flowing,

soul burning,
there's so much pain,
bright, then flickering,

time's flying,
i've stopped crying,
i've been surviving,
just not living

can you read my mind,
see all those words,
that you’ve probably never heard,
from my mouth, they weren’t kind.

breath taking,
like the solar nebula,
blended with bursts,
of amber and lilac,
and splashed elagantly,
a lil' of coral and teal,
the world twinkled,
sparks of rich silver,
soft scintillations,
in her eyes

and at that moment, i knew,
if my love for you,
had wings, silver feathers to fly,
it'd come back to you,
wherever you are, under the sky

you eclipsed the darkness,
igniting in my soul,
saw some brightness,
made me feel whole

my body, flints of ember

for a fleeting second,
the nebula glittered brighter,
my pulse quickened,
wanted to hold on tighter

every moment, i remember

but, alas, for you and i,
together time ticks a lil' too soon,
we gotta say goodbye, as soon as hi,
we're so like the sun and moon

to fate, we just surrender

her eyes wrecked havoc,
left him totally dumbstruck,
like the stormy clouds,
that controlled the raging seas,
they spoke volumes, so loud,
got him down on this knees

you have the same effect on me,
that the full moon has on the ragin' tides

I'm a streak of amber,
on a canvas splashed in gold,
waiting to be noticed, to be loved,
before I fade away with time,

the dusk kissed the dawn goodbye,
glittering moon, sparkling stars,
bursts of gold melting on the lilac sky,
streaks of amber, as the shimmering sun rose

she creates her own fairytale,
and designs her happy ending

love isn't blind,
she has sharp eyes,
eye's that can find,
even the most artistic lies

love isn't deaf,
she has the most sensitive ears,
she can hear your fears,
hear you hold your breath

love isn't madness,
she's what keeps you sane,
the color on your blank canvas,
the blood that runs through your veins

it seems like yesterday,
waking up to you,
everything i do everyday,
just reminds me of you

every note i sing,
screams your name,
you bruised my wing,
didn't miss your aim

your name's engraved,
in every song of my track,
every second i crave,
to be in your arms, back

it's been years, since,
it's all in the past,
i now don't wince,
hearing your name, atlast

i made my peace,
the memory of you,
has long since ceased,
haunting me, it's true

yet, your name's engraved,
in every song of my track,
every second i crave,
to be in your arms, back

I long to know,
what it would feel like ,
to touch some snow

Hate and I,
we aren't much different,
neither of us ever shy,
we're both transparent

Hate and I,
we're both very stubborn,
sometimes we make you lie,
cause some heart burn

Hate and I,
we're both very needy,
at times we'll make you cry,
I'd say we're very greedy

Hate and I,
we'll both make you care,
we'll make you pry,
you'll hate to share

Hate and I,
between us is a thin line,
a lot of laws we defy,
don't have a definite design

Hate and I,
we'll put you on the edge,
we're eye for an eye,
never been a void to wedge

I am not afraid of falling in love,
I'm afraid of being the only one that falls

They say the sun,
was selfless to a fault,
he died everyday,
to let the moon get,
a glimpse of the world

We all got so used to wearing so many different masks,
that we quite forgot about the literal one, well, until now

I live in two worlds,

one in my head, a fantasy,
a world created by my words,
a get-away, an escape from reality,

another, the authentic actuality,
a stark contrast to my verses,
in disparity with the picture in my head,

of how it's supposed to be

My traitorous heartbeat,
just won't slow down,
tryin' to be discreet ,
with my fallen crown.

And everytime,
I see those
sparkling dark eyes,
I fall in love
a little more than before,
yet another time

He was fire,
smouldering hot,
I held him closer,
didn’t care I'd get burned

She stood out,
innocent and artless,
she was a daisy,
in a room filled with sultry roses

Red, puffed eyes,
tear stained cheeks,
I look up at the sky,
I whisper, I’m not weak,

I am not weak

New found determination,
I scream, I shout,

I. Am. Not. Weak.

I see you there, at your favourite spot,
the same cozy corner, where we seldom fought,

I see you there, your eyes twinkling,
you look happy, the way you're smiling,

I see you there, holding hands with her,
she says something, you mouth forever,

I see you there, see the way you look at her,
she smiles at you, as you whisper something into her ear,

I see you there, I can see you're in love with her,
you look at her, the way you'd look at me before,

I see you there, our eyes meet,
I'd be lying, if I said my heart did'nt skip a beat,

I see you there, I give you a small smile,
your eyes widen, I know it's been a while

I see you there, it's been a year,
snapping out of the shock, you mouth "later"

I see you there, I shake my head,
turning back , I walk away, knowing it's time to move ahead