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4.2k · Apr 2016
Sweet Dreams My Little One
Kimiko Apr 2016
Close your eyes little one
Nothing will harm you now
Trust me,
Not while I'm around

As I rock you to sleep
I can hear your heart beating
Beating same time with mine

Fear not little one
I won't let you go
For I love you
More than you'll ever know

Soon you'll grow up
Enjoy the wonder of it all
Just remember, I'll always be here
Even if you fall

Breath softly little one
As I sing you a lullaby
Sending you to a land
Where there is no goodbye

...I love you

...God is always here

Sweet dreams my little one
1.9k · Mar 2017
Three Word Question
Kimiko Mar 2017
I’ve learned how to bike
Learned how to write
And I also learned how to cook
Where are you?

I’ve mastered drawing
I’ve finished high school
I’ve been practicing music
Where are you?

I’ve got into college
Lots of friends, lots of enemies
One even became my boyfriend
Where are you?

I worked double shift
My grades are failing
And my boyfriend cheated on me
Where are you?

I’m now alone
Thinking in this dark room,
Filled with doubt and fear,
Still wondering
Where are you?

I just want you to know
This three word question
Only means one thing

I wish you were here.
How come you never looked back?
1.4k · May 2016
I Will Keep Silent
Kimiko May 2016
I will keep silent
even after hearing bad rumors
so no one could get hurt
nobody but me

I will keep silent
in the midst of your anger
so i could hear you
more than i hear myself

I will keep silent
in facing my own fears
so no amount of worry
will touch your happy cheers

I will keep silent
even in the banks of my death
so i can only feel your love
more than the pain of regret

just remember...
whenever i keep silent

I'm simply just saying...


I LOVE YOU
Voices are given to us without a price. Some of us even have voices without words. It is our choice to use it or not, for the good or for the better of those we treasure the most. But most importantly, let us not forget that Words mean nothing without action.
1.2k · Jul 2015
Prayer
Kimiko Jul 2015
A prayer is like a Melody
without it there's no harmony. . .
you can go sharp or flat
and lose something you once had. . .

Let notes of GOD be your choice
and make music instead of noise. . .
Through this melody you can speak
and he will listen without a peek. . .

It can be done in many ways
like singing in to praise
Or chanting with eyes that glaze
because spirit and soul engage. . .

Please hold on my friend
all our problems will soon end. . .
Don't fill your heart with worry
for the hand that hold us, is HOLY.
967 · Oct 2015
Smiles
Kimiko Oct 2015
smiles
this six letter word...
how come it means so much?

does it mean...
happiness?... joy? ...gladness?
does it mean only these things?

I'm afraid often now
smiles are used for other purposes
to agree... to inspire...
to manipulate... ... to Hide.
when did it become so hard to smile
To tell you the truth, I don't know either

smiles with ease now for me
is just a mere memory of what
is once a beautiful thing
me, my friends & my family shared
before.

I may have smile now
but its surely different.
not like before...
everything then was so...
bright, colorful, calm, and  easy
when did it become so dark and lonely

smiles ... smiles ...  smiles ...
would you please...
bring back...
my smiles
Is wishing it back so wrong?
823 · Jul 2015
A Whisper Through The Wind
Kimiko Jul 2015
SHE:

" wind,  oh sweet and flowing wind
hear my heart that begs for thy love to hear
dearest letters that was kept for years.
I trust thee to send it warm and clear. . ."

HE:

" Swiftly whistling, warmly whispering
does the wind flew through my ear
hearing my love sending thy notes
that carried warm feelings that is ever so dear. . ."
702 · Nov 2015
Spoiled Brat
Kimiko Nov 2015
"I know
What I want,
When I want,
And How I want it! "

When you scream at me
My whining and scream
Is louder than anything
To make me stop
You need to give me everything
Because …

"I know
What I want,
When I want, and
How I want it ! "

Talking to me makes no sense
And explaining to me
Just makes me build more fence
Whatever you do, you can’t break me
For …

" I KNOW
WHAT I WANT,
WHEN I WANT, AND
HOW I WANT IT!!!! "
Seriously! A spoiled brat is such a pain in the ...
684 · Dec 2016
Sweet night
Kimiko Dec 2016
On that day, you were with me
under the universe's eye and the moon's light;
You held my hand as you stare through my eyes
humming a sweet song for our hearts to jive;
Under a gazebo with stary lights on the trees,
bringing me warmth and comfort everywhere I see;
You said every inch of me is beautiful. that
I should never change who I am;
Then softly you touched my cheek and kissed me
so gentle yet so passionate;
A tear escaped from my eyes as you confess your love,
for I don't know why out of all people, you picked me;
Yet all I felt at that moment is that I love you too,
Your the only person that can make my heart
beat so fast yet so slow, at the same time;
Many people hate me for you, yet you
leave them all just to be with me;
Then suddenly you kneel on one knee
and ask me to be your wife;
all kinds of emotion overwhelmed my heart
With uncontrollable tears I replied...



... Forever babe...
Until that day we meet, I will keep my promise.
650 · May 2016
It aint real
Kimiko May 2016
Ever had that time where,
You stop in the middle of a movie
Because you realize
It ain't real...

Then you close your TV
Or your book with that
Same old love story
Leaving you
with that ache,..that pain
right between your heart
as you close your eyes
tears suddenly fell by
Because all you can remember is
It ain't real...

Its never been real
It never happened
Not to me that is.

Every Disney movie
Always end in this illusion that
"They all live happily ever after"
But actually they didn't
They never did

Because life is filled with
Lies and mistakes
There's no escape to it
Or detour to avoid it
you just simply have to
endure it

Pain and despair is meant to be felt
Hiding it will only make it worse
Because piling it up, makes your load
That... much... heavier

Then one day, you'll find yourself
Hating everything around you
Text, pictures and even food
Nothing makes you happy anymore
Nothing...

But then again,
For all you know it

I ain't real
566 · Oct 2015
First Love
Kimiko Oct 2015
I saw your eyes that day
so focused, so pure, and so much passion
At that very moment
I thought I heard a heartbeat
beating... beating...
drawing closer to mine

and as you stroke that paint brush,
as you breath in a silent way
I can hear nothing but
the beat of your loving heart
beating... beating...
same time with mine

The wind blows my hair
and the yellowish street light
glaze upon your eyes
and I can't stop myself
looking at you, looking at
those sparkling brown eyes

Since then I always wanted
to see you, be near you
hear you, and to talk to you
wondering if you could be mine?
Then one day... you told me
a joke that I can't ever forget...



"kim, I have something to tell you..."



"I love you,... can you be mine?..."
Dreaming is all I have with you, In dreams its possible for us to be together, sharing the purest of love with each other. But reality is... your not mine... and I won't be ever be yours. because maybe ...just maybe the God of love just had a slight mistake in crushing our hearts in a glimpse of that time.
529 · Jun 2016
I hate it
Kimiko Jun 2016
How can I hate something
So much
when I never really
had it?

Like when two best friends
love each other but
hide it because they
value their friendship

Or when a mean popular boy
picks on a school newbie girl
then ended up
falling for each other

Then also there was this girl
with mean sisters and a stepmother
but found her happy ending
in the arms of a man
whom she just met in a dance

And how can i forget
when some girl fell inlove
with a man in just a glimpse of a sight,
then they eventually got married,
had children, and grandchildren,
got old together and died together
still holding each other's hand

suddenly I stop
staring into space
inside my room
and ask myself

What is my story?
Did I even had one?

I started feeling pain
right at the center of my chest
and tears just fell from my eyes
because at that moment I realized

that ...my life is empty

and as much as I like to blame others
really I DO!
a great big wall just crashed me
with one single hit saying


ITS ALL MY FAULT
424 · Dec 2016
Enough
Kimiko Dec 2016
Sometimes
its
just
too painful

I'm sorry
I can
only
endure
this much

I'm
fed up
crying
because of you

enough
is
enough

Please...

Just leave me alone
You used to be my hero.
383 · Feb 2016
SPACE
Kimiko Feb 2016
SPACE is ...

Somewhere I can be
Peacefully contented with my thoughts,
Analyzing whats wrong and whats right,
Correcting my own arguments and pride,  
Easing my heart from the pain inside.
We all need SPACE sometimes in our lives.
383 · Nov 2015
Sad thoughts
Kimiko Nov 2015
What If one day
I Die
Would you cry for me?
Would you be happy that I'm gone?
Would you be free from the burden that I've caused?

Because to tell you honestly
I'm tired...I'm so... so tired of
Me being me
because being me is what you hate,
Its what stresses you out, and,
Its what you don't need in your life.

A burden, A mistake, A failure
Whatever I do... these words
are solid written in my face.
No amount of achievements,
accomplishments or solutions
can change your way of seeing me this way

Sad it may seem.
I can't change what you think of me
trust me, I tried, I tried so hard.
You hate me so much I now hate myself. I'm sorry
282 · Aug 4
Hug
Kimiko Aug 4
Hug
All I wanted was a Hug

A kind of touch that doesn't need words
nor does it need to know
Just ask me the right questions
and it will all pour down
like an endless waterfall of pain and regret
from the depth of my soul
that no one could understood
not even I
so what's the point of asking if

All I wanted was a Hug
If we're sad, don't be quick to say "cheer up" because empty words doesn't help us
279 · May 2017
It's hard to speak
Kimiko May 2017
When you see the wrong things
and you know that person has no ears
don't even bother to otter a word
Its useless

Its hard to speak...

College brings you knowledge
yet gaining too much is called PRIDE
this is what some teacher say
in their eyes and in their minds

Its hard to speak..

Parents love their children
yet when they speak they won't listen
instead they call it REBELLION

Its hard to speak...

Friends talks here and there
rumors coming from everywhere
and when you know the truth
its like they are the lions
and your the prey

Its hard to speak

Man-made Laws are made to correct us
but how can we correct the Laws

Its hard to speak..

More and more words are cut down
days gone by and fewer words die
little by little they shutter
and one day someone will just cry

Its hard to speak...



To end this short group of words
that many see as a mindless maze
Hear me out...




Yes its HARD! but it's NEVER impossible.
Speak or forever more hold you peace
(this phrase doesn't always apply ONLY to marriages)
179 · May 2017
Gossip
Kimiko May 2017
People say so much
yet they hear so little
But if you hear so little
how can you say so much?

Words are kept for a reason
yet even knowing that
people always manage
to spill them out

Is this the weakness humans
are born with?
Or is it just the attention
people love so much
that they tend to forget
the trust enclosed with each words

Harsh and frank as I may seem
but being this kind of person
makes you no better than
a murderer who stab and leave
their victims cold dead on the street.

Wake up people!
You are not created to be like this.
You are more than capable
to BUILD rather than DESTROY
How can you see the sticks in your brother's eye, if you can't even see the LOG in your own eye.
160 · Apr 11
A Letter to My Father
Kimiko Apr 11
Dear Dad,

I'm sorry for not being faithful to you.
I'm sorry that I defy your teachings
I shouldn't have done what I did
I should have stop when I can
Now I can't turn back
Not on my own that is.
I'm asking for your help
Please save me
From the chains that I put myself into
I want you back in my life
Please show me the way
I have shattered heart
filled with the stains of Sin
I hated my Father
He has scared me in many ways
I forgave him and showed him
Love and Mercy
Yet he just stepped on it like dirt
In every morning I'm afraid
to hear the sound of his sinful entertainment
to hear and see what he is doing
It was awful, disgraceful and makes me feel furious
but the only thing I could do
Is to shut my eyes, plug in my earphones and cry
hoping that the sounds of music
can drown the dark torn that is piercing my heart
I hated him, I despise him
But God..
He is my Father
and I love him
I don't want him to go to hell
I don't want to go there either
So God please hear my prayer
I humble myself to you
Truly I am not worthy to be in your presence
But I beg for your mercy
Please forgive our sins
Cleanse us from inside out
Clear our hearts from anger and lust
and make us see your ways
Help us to live by them
And give us courage to never go back
to this darkness that clouded our mind
lured us so far away from you
Fill us with your Holy Spirit
and help us to honor your every word
not for my family, not for my Pastors
but for you, my one and only Father

Jesus..
Here is my life
Take it as a living sacrifice
Mold me according to your will
and May you be seen in every corner of my heart,
in every corner of my home and my family

This I write and humbly pray
in your name Father
Jesus Christ, Amen.
No one should give up on their Families
109 · Jul 11
Anxiety & Depression
Kimiko Jul 11
Love has always been my greatest Passion
Expressing it in many ways to support everything and everyone around me.
I've always felt that I needed
to be strong, to be consistent, to be right and.. to be okay
Specially in front of my love ones.
But there are nights when i'm alone
Sitting or laying in bed
Staring at the walls or at the ceiling of a room
Its as if all the insecurities, worries and fear
comes crushing down my mind
Like a rushing waves that strikes my heart
Its eating me alive
--------------------------------------
Many says, "it's okay not to be okay"
But they don't know the struggles within
Those awful moments, that you just couldn't bear
You want it to stop,
you kept on doing things, just to keep your mind off of it.
But in the verge of everything going right, you feel empty yet full of regrets and pain that you don't even know where it comes from.
No one should feel this way.
70 · Aug 25
Lies of the City
Kimiko Aug 25
I'm Fed up trying,
I'm fed up listening,
I just wanted some Space
I am not perfect
and surely I'm not a saint
but here me when I say this

"I am only in Pain"

I don't need your words
nor do I need your pity
their just empty garbage
from the mouths of the City

You say you really care
but all I feel is Air
for your satisfied with just one click
boasting that you already "Shared"

Do you even bother to listen
to the silent words of pain
that one might be enduring
because of your selfish gain
How pathetic it is to be part of the society
molded by selfish pride and stupidity
67 · Oct 3
Stolen
Kimiko Oct 3
Ever felt like your
Living your death..

Everyday is just drag
An endless road
Of pain & suffering
from the bad choices
that you didn't even made

It just happened..

You tried to fix it
Everyway you can
But somehow...
something..or someone
manages to crush you
back down...
and they don't even care..

All you have is your words
Trap inside your mind
emotions piercing
each and everyday into your heart

The person inside you
Lives no more
She wanted to shout
She wanted to get angry
But she is too shattered
too tired..
That the only things she could do
Is cry..

"I want my life back! "
My advice: "Don't f****king stole someone else's life just because you can't live yours!"

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